Chapter 16:
Alan didn't even turn his head as his older son entered the room. He couldn't bring himself to look away from Charlie's still form on the bed. So close… he had come so close to loosing his younger son today….
"Dad?" Don started hesitantly.
Alan shook his head sadly.
Don's heart sank. I should have done more to protect Charlie. He didn't even want to see the look of disappointment on his father's face. His dad had told him once that Charlie would do anything Don asked. He now thought back to all the dangerous places he had taken Charlie. All the times Charlie could have been hurt or killed. To think that it was in his own office that Charlie had been in the most danger. He stood looking at the shambles of his family. His brother lying unconscious in a hospital still under arrest for a crime he apparently HAD committed… but committed for Don's safety. He can't even stand to look at me… not that I blame him.
"I'm so sorry Dad." Don whispered quietly and turned for the door. For some reason as he reached for the doorknob he couldn't make himself leave.
Alan turned his head in confusion to stare at Don's back. He can't be blaming himself for all THIS too…It's no more his fault than it is mine. Alan wanted to say something but wasn't sure if that was what Don really needed. Instead he stood up and walked to the door pulling Don in a strong embrace. Don looked at him in confusion when Alan finally pulled away.
Alan smiled slightly at the surprised look on his Don's face. Now that his sons were grown it was rare that he felt it appropriate to show his emotions that way. Alan still struggled with finding words that would comfort his older son. "You'll find them… when you do, remember your job. Don't do anything you'll regret later."
Don nodded in understanding still not speaking relieved that his dad didn't blame him, it didn't take all the guilt away but it helped. He opened the door quietly, taking one last look at Charlie on the bed, and pulled the door closed behind him.
Sorry this section was so short, as I said I was testing students all week and didn't have time to write. I will try to post more early in the week. Thank you for all your kind comments.