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Ok now onto the chapter but I must say I kind of… lost the idea for this chapter but I will try and get it all right!

Chapter 8 in my mind… I'm lost

The two demons sat one in front of the other in the middle of the room. "Do you know what to do?" Hiei finally asked opening his eyes and looking directly at Kurama.

"Yes, you go in and find the information. Speak it aloud or keep it to yourself it doesn't matter which. When you signal I communicate with you mentally to show you the way out." Kurama explained.

"Yes." Hiei was having trouble coping with what he was about to do. He only had a 50-50 chance of getting out but he also had a 90 chance that he wouldn't want to get out when he was there.

It was a detail he had ignored telling Kurama about, when he was in his mind his feelings would have more of an effect on him and became more enticing to him.

Being in his own mind twice as much only doubled the chance of him changing his feelings about things but it was something he had to take.

Unknown to Kurama Hiei also wanted to know why he had done this to himself like said before he was not known to do things without thinking first. Why hadn't he thought about it and the consequences that were sure to come?

Hiei braced himself for the rush his Jagan gave him as he went to his destined place. "Ready?" Kurama asked.

Hiei only nodded in response and shut his eyes willing himself to travel into his own memory bank.

An explosion soon followed ripping his sprit from his body and dragging himself into his own mind.

The next thing he knew he was standing on a black floor many square images moved around all showing different things from his own eyes.

He ignored them even though the more painful ones seemed to follow his every movement.

A box finally indicated that it was the memory he was looking for. It was colored in black and white but then again all of them were. In the moving image the blade came down upon his wrist.

'What?' Hiei thought as he watched the scene play itself out before him. He had tried suicide and he couldn't even remember it? In a flash the blade moved to his stomach making a large gash.

"That explains a lot." He said the words echoing threw out the area. He jumped into the screen finding himself in his own body but the actions still going on like it really happened.

It was so hard for him to watch what was going on again and again. 'Just ignore it Hiei go on.' Came someone's voice in his head.

He was about to ask who he was when the name, 'Kurama.' Came to him. How could he forget Kurama so easily?

'I know fox.' Hiei replied going into his memory bank again and entering the same exact room.

"Now where is it?" He asked walking around slowly trying not to watch some of the images that followed him.

Finally he found it was just a large block that certain words came up on signaling that this is what he was feeling at this exact time.

'Hatred, sadness, darkness, melancholy, things like that.' He telepathically said to Kurama. (Picture a large dark blue board with white words that appear across it.)

'Ok now comes the hard part getting you back out.'

'I can get myself out fine.' Hiei said cutting the link between them. He walked back the way he came doing the same thing he had done before when something came into his head.

'Do you really want to go back?'

Oh god; it was starting those memories and feelings were building up in him again more then usual

They would try and get him to either stay in this place or let him go back with these feelings.

He wouldn't be able to get out easily and the worst part was; he had cut the link between him and Kurama.

A/N: Yeah if you don't get parts of this just say so and I'll put an authors note up that explains what's going on during this. Trust me I understand if parts of it might be a little confusing just say so and I'll answer everybody's questions!