HELLO EVERYONE! Sorry I just felt like doing that for NO apparent reason. Ok now I have REACHED A PROBLEM! I was thinking about what I was going to put in this chapter and I knew what I wanted but I didn't know exactly how to word it. So whatever we shall see how it comes out.

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Chapter 10: They never stop

Hiei continued to walk not facing any of those horrible memories. 'No I want to get out of here.' He told himself as he questioned his own self for the thousandth time.

'But what have those people ever done for you? They never noticed you're pain and even if they did they didn't care.' Came one of those horrid voices again.

'They are my friends and that's all they need to be.' Hiei told himself but whenever he tried to think about the people he was talking about all he got was a blurry vision.

He stopped and wondered whom were these people he felt so determined to fight for? He couldn't call up and memories or pictures of them.

'See you don't have anyone you need to stay here where you are understood.'

They were right he didn't have any-. No; NO he had a reason for being in here and for getting out.

There had to be; there had to be a reason for why he would push himself so hard for one cause.

'No I need to get back out I… I need to start a new life.' He told himself but every step he took made that thing; the only thing he was fighting for less fact and more of a dream.

It slowly became a dream in which reality surrounds in a thick field showing the harsh truth of what was to come and what had come.

He had no reason to continue to fight he had completed all his worldly tasks. Now only death awaited him and when it did come he would welcome it openly, it was of coarse the only thing he ever earned in this life.

He had completed his life he had nothing now; nothing to hold him down; nothing worth willing himself to live on for. He was the Forbidden child; cursed for death at birth but he had escaped it for so long.

He had escaped the pain for as long as he could remember coming so close but then having something to save him he couldn't take it anymore he just wanted it to end.

(I don't care what you think that was SO emotional!)

As he realized his eyes had closed from the harshness of the reality he opened them as thoughts started to flow threw out his mind.

Different pictures of people helping Hiei when he was in a tough time; those were the people he needed to be fighting for; the reason he needed to leave.

'Yes Hiei that is why you need to come back.' Came someone's voice in his mind. It seemed so familiar to him but he couldn't call up a image or a name.

'What?' He asked looking out at nothing in particular.

'You need to keep fighting and come back to reality Hiei you can't stay in there. You have to for Yusuke, myself and even Kuwabara.'

Now he could put names to those faces he saw. Everything was becoming clearer to him now but his thoughts of staying here still stayed down. (Meaning he still wants to say. Man he can be stubborn sometimes.)

'Hiei we will always be here to help you when you need it and you have to believe that.' The voice was soft and yet very persuasive to him.

He came back to himself and continued on. "I'm leaving." He announced going back out the way he had come.

The second portion of his mind wasn't very difficult as long as he held one solid picture in his mind and named each of them as he went.

Finally a light shown from not far away and he went threw it like a lightning to the ground. (Yeah I know that kind of sucked but it was all I could think of ok.)

His eyes flittered open and he met Kurama's big green eyes. He jumped back a bit before memories of him started to come back and he could successfully put a name on him once more. Kurama.

"I knew you would come back Hiei." He said with a smile.

"How did you know I was being brought down?" (Couldn't think of anything else.) Hiei questioned sealing his Jagan once more. (Remember he needed it open to go into his mind.)

"When you cut the link between us you didn't cut it completely I could still feel what you felt and when I felt your sadness starting to arise I figured that's what happened so I built up a link and contacted you." Kurama explained.

He stood up and gave a hand to Hiei who took it and was brought to his standing position.

They walked out of the room and down the hall. "Where are we going?" Hiei questioned from behind.

"Always so full of question my fine fire friend I am going to make something to eat I'm sure you're hungry." Kurama said turning and giving Hiei a smirk.

"Hn." Hiei said but knew he was defeated.

A/N: Well that was a particularly emotional/dramatic chapter but I hope you guys liked it next chapter coming soon but until then review please.

See originally I WAS going to make this the last chapter and make it a even 10 but I decided I could do better with the ending so Watch for at least ONE MORE chapter. (It's so hard to believe this story is coming to an end when my other stories aren't even close but whatever I'm having fun with this lol.)