A/N: OMG! I AM SO SORRY! My internet refused to cooperate, so I couldn't update, but make no mistake, I'll update double on the weekends! And school just started again after a ten day weekend, so I might be extremely slow. But for now, enjoy! Oh yeah, and I know I started spelling Cagalli's name with th l's. And that is how it will be after the fourth chapter. Thank you!
Disclaimer: The usual. I don't own SEED, blah, blah, blah….
Lacus Clyne's Journal Entry
February 3, 2005
Diary,
Today was, needless to say, a very bad day. Flay Allster (yes, it's the very same Flay Allster as the daughter of George Allster, the president of Allster Co.) transferred to our school. I don't want to sound cruel, but why our school? Why not some private school halfway across the world! All through Math class, she's sent Kira these glances, which needs only one word to describe it: lust. Pure lust. And Kira…he looked like he enjoyed it. Ever since we met at that banquet when we were five-years-old, Flay has hated me. Why? I have absolutely no clue. I remember trying to befriend her, but her throwing it right back in my face with some nasty insults, and ruining the gorgeous dress Mother bought for me. And also, Uncle Mwu has been has been extremely odd. It's like he's sitting under a million guillotines, just waiting for them to drop! And he's been asking Stellar and I some extremely odd questions. I saw what Miriallia was planning for the Valentine Dance, and it looks like it'd the best one the school's ever had. I only wish I could feel and say the same thing about the day. I've been in love with Kira ever since seventh grade, and I really hoped that maybe, I could tell him my feelings this Valentine, seeing as it's the perfect opportunity, and that maybe, we'd be at that dance together, as a couple, and if not, as best friends. But looking at Flay and Kira, I highly doubt that'll happen. It would've been great. The principal decided that the dance would be open to all grades, so that would mean that everybody that I cared about would be there. And I truly hoped I would go with Kira. I know it sounds silly, but I even had the dress already picked out last week. In Kira's favorite color. I truly hoped I would enjoy my first Elsmere High Grand Valentine Dance with my best friend and first love. But I'm probably not going to. And it hurts.
February 3, 2005
Diary,
I just wanted to write some more before I go to sleep. All through dinner, I could swear everyone was acting so cautious, like I was some bomb just waiting to go off! I have no idea what's wrong with them. Every time I asked Stellar a question, she'd jump up and give me someanswer
completely off subject. Like when I asked whether or not she'd begoing to the dance, she'd answered with, "Did you know that Shinn had a pot stuck to his head today? Itwas really cute," I have no idea how that relates to the dance. Maybe shewants togo with him to the dance? And Uncle Mwu, well... he has been acting a little odd lately, stuck in his room and mumbling to himself and looking so concentrated on something. It's really rather unhealthy for him, actually. Come to think of it, all the teachers have been acting rather odd... like Murata-san. When I told Cagalli, she just started laughing andtoldme he'd always been like that. Ihaven't noticed though... anyway, they've all been acting extremely odd, and watches us extremely closely, especially, Milly, Dearka, Athrun, Cagalli, Kira, and I. It's like they expects something out of us. Whenever we talk during class, their attention isso focused on us! That's another thing I asked Stellar, but she avoided that question also. This Valentine seems to be a magnet for trouble. Yuuna is latching onto Cagalli more than usual, and I truly feel sorry for Athrun. And that girl... Mia Campbell? She seems attached to Athrun, to mildly put it.
Oh, I must get some sleep now, but I will write more tomorrow!