A/N: The journal entries! Read and enjoy! Sorry for the late update!
Miriallia Haww's Journal Entry
February 4, 2005
Diary,
UGH! Elthmann is so (! No man on Earth could be so… UGH! The stunt he pulled was so… so… HUMILIATING! So afterwards, I only gave him a portion of what he deserved. A good smack. What a pathetic excuse he used to defend himself! "All the other girls liked it," Well hello! I don't worship the ground he walks on like all the other girls! Serves him right!
But still, I can't help but think that maybe I was being too harsh on him? I don't know… he did look truly scared for his life when I yelled at him, and I did smack him pretty hard. And the expression on his face was pretty funny. And as for that stunt… now that I have a clear head to think in, it actually seemed kind of sweet, and daring. I can't think of anybody who'd willingly do that unless they really liked someone. So maybe Dearka wasn't just fooling around? And maybe I should give him a chance after all. I mean, if he was willing to do what he did today, it can't be all that bad, right?
OK. I just made up my mind. I am going to give Dearka one chance. If he screws it up, well, I don't know. I guess I'll deal with it then, hmm?
Oh, got to go. Mom just called me for dinner. She'll probably ask why I was so pissed off after school.
Carys Walker's Thoughts
February 4, 2005
Wow, and I really thought I'd seen the meaning of desperation! But today, Elthmann proved me wrong! He got in one of those disturbing tights those really old poets wore, with that string instrument thing that I can't remember the name of. And he was singing. Singing a cheesy and corny love song with poorly played music, dedicated to none other than Miriallia Haww. Would you believe that? What kind of guy does that for their girlfriend? She seemed pissed off though. It's actually really frustrating. Anyone could see that Dearka is head over heels for Mir, but she just refuses to believe it. And all of us (Yzak, Lacus, Stellar, Cagalli, Athrun, Kira and Shinn) know that deep inside, it's a two-way street! Gah! Love is so screwed!
Lacus told me that there's a fine line between love and hate and that somewhere inside me, that there's a part of me that likes Yzak Joule. Mr. High and Mighty. Mr. I'm-holding-a-grudge-against-you-because-you-messed-up-my-sand-castle-in-kindergarten! No way! Like I'd ever fall in love with that overreacting, tantrum-throwing rich boy. Nope. But I truly hope Lacus can get her act together and tell Yamato that she'd love top elope with him into the dying sunset and someday, bear his children. Yes, when that happens, I'll fall madly in love with Yzak Joule. But let's face it: That will never happen.
Cagalli Attha's Thoughts
February 4, 2005
I'm still laughing thinking about it! Dearka Elthmann must have been on crack! Anyway, that Flay girl was hanging around Kira like she owned him! What's wrong with this particular picture? IT SHOULD BE LACUS! Sometimes she makes me want to hit her over the head! She won't fight for him at all! She's just going to back off like a coward and let Kira slip right past her! How moronic is that! Well, I REFUSE TO LET HER! She should fight for her happiness! She and Kira belong together, and if she isn't willing to chase after him, I'll chase after for her! It's surprising that La Flaga-san offered to help. Hell, I know that he isn't the most mature adult out of the bunch, but uh… offering help to get involved in students' personal lives… he must've really wanted that PE teaching job! I'm not complaining, oh hell no!
Speaking of Lacus, that brings up the topic of 'Fake Lacus' as I've dubbed that girl that looks like Lacus yet acts nothing like her. Mia Campbell or something? Well, what can I say but to say that I WANT HER TO DIE! She sticks herself to Athrun like some annoying disease! I want to throw her off a bridge and watch her DROWN! GAH! Hey, I know Athrun's popular with the girls, but attaching yourself to him permanently is just so sickening! Oh damn, I broke the pen! Anyway, thinking of her and that Lacus' 'situation' just makes me so riled up. And add to that, Seyman just demanded that I go to the dance with him! Like that, and he twisted his stupid words around to make it sound like he wasn't forcing me into it when he really was! RAR! I'd rather go to the dance with anybody but him! Well, preferably Zala, but that's because he's better than all those other stupid, brainless idiots who only go after you just because you happen to have a head made up of make-up. Hey, no offense to those who wear any, but I HATE THEM! That's why I'd rather go with Athrun if I'll go at all. But I'll probably end up going because Miriallia and Lacus will find some way to force me into it.