I was looking up at the stars today
Remembering the nights we spent under them.
The first time you took me you told me they were
'Beautiful', I thought you meant that to me.
When you were gazing up, I gazed at you
Every night I loved you a little more.
Then
when you said the words, 'I fell in love',
I felt such strong
emotions inside me
You looked deep in my eyes and I waited,
I thought I knew what you would say to me,
You said, 'I'm in love with the boy who lived.'
You ripped out my heart and trampled on it
I felt my world fall apart in front of me.
And I couldn't even say what I felt.
I wanted to let the tears fall, to scream
out my pain, but I kept it all inside.
I know you said more, but I didn't hear
I could only try to keep my face straight.
Then you asked what I thought of him, if you
had a chance. I said the obvious 'of course you do'
But I didn't mean it, I didn't care
I just wanted you to say those words to me.
Looking at the stars all I hear is your voice
All I feel is my heart breaking inside
But you'll never know, I'll smile for you
When you're not here, I'm just a broken man.
I want to hold you all through the night
To be more than just a friend, a brother
I wonder always why you chose him
But I'll never let you know what I feel
I'll keep it all inside my broken heart
But that won't change the fact that I love you
I love you with all me and always will.