Crazy Things We Do

Disclaimer: I don't own Lizzie McGuire.

I'm a dork. This song fic chapter is the last song fic chapter before this story crosses over into regular mode. But I'm a dork because this song is called 'If Only' by A1. I don't know who they are, I've never heard of them before, but the lyrics were perfect for a Gordo chapter.

REVIEW SECTION

Mandy- Who said they had made up? All they meant was that they were sorry. There are still unresolved issues between them, as you'll see in upcoming chapters.

Zimfreak- As I said to Mandy, they were eager to make up, which is why it was so quick. But it's not over yet. They still have to talk about what happened..

***

*** I said I'd never leave you I said that I would never let you down I needed a chance to prove my love to you Til' time is through ***

I really don't know what came over me. One minute I was pushing a drunk Kate off of me, the next I was kissing her. I don't really remember what happened, only Lizzie saw and got mad. Which broke my heart. I know I was wrong, but Miranda said someone put something in my drink, and I'm guessing they did because no way under normal circumstances would I kiss Kate, ever. But then, for the next two years, we all hated each other. I went to prom with Brooke; Miranda went with Larry, no longer called Tudgeman since he had become a jock and captain of the football team, and all the girls like him; Lizzie went with Ethan, probably much to her happiness.

*** The promises I gave you I never meant to see them left untrue You were my everything, I give my heart to you - to start anew ***

I had thought Miranda wouldn't be mad at me. I was wrong. She was extremely mad at me since I had gotten Lizzie mad at her, somehow. If only Miranda hadn't been mad at me, we could have probably worked things out within two weeks. Instead, our fight has lasted two years and counting.

*** And all of the days just pass me by So I pray, and I'm asking why ***

We were all suddenly popular since we weren't friends anymore. But we all went in different directions of popularity. Miranda was a member of the step team and the head cheerleader of the squad. Lizzie was on the soccer team, volleyball team, and in drama club. I was on the guy's basketball team (I had grew some, but not much), on the football team, and was the fastest guy on the track team. We all went to the same popular people parties, but we learned to craftily avoid each other.

*** All that I ask is one more try Cuz I never wanna say goodbye ***

I wish there was still hope for us. But nope. We're over. If we were going to make up, we would have done so while we were still in school. Now, I was heading off to New York, probably choosing a college there. Miranda would most likely become a huge singer, since she was great at it. And Lizzie would probably go to a performing arts college.

*** If only I listened to my heart Then maybe we wouldn't be apart Now all I can dream about is you And baby that's all I do If only we two could start anew I promise I'd never be untrue Cuz all I can dream about is you And baby that's all I do ***

I have dreams about Lizzie and Miranda sometimes; mostly about Lizzie. I dream about little Lizzie's running around a house, and me being their dad, married to a big Lizzie. I dream about Miranda, living next door to us and yelling at me in Spanish whenever she's mad at me.

*** You're looking for another I'm looking for a chance with you again I guess I never showed you What you mean to me Can't you see

Everything I told you And everything I did I feel was wrong I didn't know the words I said would Make you leave, please believe ***

Now I don't have a chance of starting our relationship back up. Brooke and I would have probably ended up married, since I loved her. But we broke up a few months back. She said I still loved Lizzie more than I loved her, and she didn't want to have to be second. She was right, although I loved her, I loved Lizzie one hundred times more. So the only girls I had gotten used to loving left me. I loved Miranda too, in a friendly way. She left me too.

*** And all of the days just pass me by So I pray, and I'm asking why All that I ask is one more try Cuz I never wanna say goodbye

If only I listened to my heart Then maybe we wouldn't be apart Now all I can dream about is you And baby that's all I do If only we two could start anew I promise I never be untrue Cuz all I can dream about is you And baby that's all I do

If only, if only, if only, all I do If only, if only, if only, all I do ***

If only I still had a chance with Lizzie. If only we were all still friends. If only I had never drank anything in the first place. If only I hadn't gone to that party. The 'if only' s are endless. And they won't change anything.

*** If only I listened to my heart Then maybe we wouldn't be apart Now all I can dream about is you And baby that's all I do If only I listened to my heart Then maybe we wouldn't be apart Now all I can dream about is you And baby that's all I do If only we two could start anew I promise I'd never be untrue Cuz all I can dream about is you And baby that's all I do If only I listened to my heart Then maybe we wouldn't be apart Now all I can dream about is you And baby that's all I do If only we two could start anew I promise I never be untrue Cuz all I can dream about is you And baby that's all I do ***

If only everything were right between Lizzie, Miranda, and me.

***

You like? You hate? The song was longer than Gordo's thoughts, but hey! I'm in a rush. I'm trying to update all of my (six!) stories I one day. I thought the song goes well with his thoughts, even though I don't know who the heck A1 is.

REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!