Ch.5
I sat up quickly and opened my eyes. I was drenched in sweat and tears. I was quickly scanning the room, looking to see if anyone was there. Not one soul, living or dead. I knew that I was in some ones room and in some ones bed. I just didn't know who's yet.
I lay back down on the bed and looked straight at the ceiling.
'I hadn't seen that memory for awhile,' I thought.
'Yeah, well, you didn't see Harry for a while either,' my subconscious responded back.
'But I didn't expect for it to come back like that. I expected pains to come back not memories.'
My subconscious remained quite.
'Now is when you shut up?' I thought angrily. It still remained quite.
"Great!" I said out loud while covering my eyes. I couldn't believe that the little voice inside of me decided to be quite right there when I needed it the most. I put my hand down and continued to look at the ceiling.
'What do I do now? Do I go downstairs or do I stay up here until someone comes?' I thought to myself. My question was answered for me as I saw the door to the open. I quickly closed my eyes again and pretended to be asleep.
"So do you think that she's awake?" I heard Charlie ask.
"She could be playing possum for all we know," said a gruff yet kind voice. 'Why is Bill here?!' I thought.
"Well, I think we should leave the breakfast here and leave. If she is awake, then she'll eat it," Charlie said. I'm guessing he put the food next to me because I heard a "thump."
"And if she isn't?" Bill questioned as he sat at the edge of the bed. I knew this because I felt the bed shift a little.
"Then she won't eat it," Charlie responded back.
"So what do we do now?"
"We can either go back downstairs and help mum with the cleaning or stay up here and see if we can get Spear to wake up."
"You know what? I like the last idea! I'm guessing that those dragons didn't barbecue your brain after all Charlie!"
"Shut up Bill!" I heard Charlie say. I also guessed he pushed Bill because I then felt pain on my legs.
"Ow!" I said in a whisper. 'Please don't let him here me, please don't let him here me!' I thought.
"Hey! She said something!" Bill said. 'Damn it! He heard me!' I thought.
"Maybe she's talking in her sleep again," I heard Bill say.
"You think?" Charlie responded.
"Maybe... hey! Let me ask her a question."
"What are you going to ask her?"
"Who does she love more, me or you," Bill stated.
"Go ahead. She's probably going to give you an answer you don't like," I heard Charlie say.
"It can't hurt to try though," Bill said. I felt him right next to me.
"Spear," he said. "Can you hear me?" he said. "No duh I can hear you shit for brains!" is what I wanted to say. Instead, I said yes in a low whisper.
"Spear, I have a question for you. Who is it you love the more, me or Charlie?" he said. "I used to love you until you broke my heart last year!" is what I wanted to say. Instead, I decided to play around.
"I love Bi... I love Char... I love, I love..." I said, making it seem as if I were dying.
"You love..." Bill said, taking my hand in his.
"I love Charlie," I said with my eyes still closed. I felt his hand loosen form my mine. "As a brother," I finished. I heard him give a small sigh. "And I love you like a cockroach. Does that answer your idiotic question?" I said while opening my eyes and looking at Bill. I heard Charlie laughing in the corner of the room and Bill was staring at me with a shock look on his face. That shocked look then turned to a smile when he let go of my hand and sat on the edge of the bed.
"You're an evil little bitch, you know that?" he said to me as he put his face.
"You used to love it when I did that to you before we broke up," I said while sitting up. I heard him mumble something but I was already too busy looking for the breakfast that Charlie had for me.
"Where...?" I began to say until Charlie placed a bed tray on my lap and my food on top of it.
"I need one of you around my house!" I said while looking down at my food. It was only some porridge and orange juice. Since I never really liked porridge, I just looked back at the two.
"So what happened after I fainted?" I asked Charlie.
"Well," Charlie said while scratching the back of his neck with his left hand and dragged a chair to my side of the bed and sat in it. He stayed quite for a minute or two so I started to play with the porridge with my spoon.
"When you fainted, Harry just stood their looking like he just committed a crime. I told him that you were very close to Sirius and that since he was the closes thing to him, you just fainted from the shock. I decided to let you explain the whole adoption thing and so forth to him yourself since it is a long and horrible story.
"Dad ran to the kitchen telling mum to give him a cold compress. Mum was asking what was going on. Then Mad Eye was telling Harry to go upstairs to make sure that no one would come down their while you were the way you were. And of course that stupid portrait decided come back to life to insult us. So by this time, Bill took you into the kitchen, since he did catch you, and I had the wonderful honor to close the curtains of your relative," Charlie said while giving Bill the evil eye.
"Hey, I wasn't going to leave here to help you with the curtains! She needed me," Bill responded, smiling in my direction.
"Please continue Charlie," I said while I continued to play with my porridge. 'Stop smiling at me!'
"Anyways, when I went to the kitchen, I saw my mum putting the compress on your head while dad was telling Remus what had happened. Bill was sitting next to you. You'd think you'd died or something," Charlie said while sipping some of my orange juice and making a face.
"She could have," Bill stated.
"But I didn't," I said while bring a spoonful of porridge to my mouth and eating it. I then made a face and looked down at it.
"Tonks made this didn't she?" I asked while picking up the tray and givingit to Bill.
"Right," they both responded. I just shook my head and sat Indian style. Bill put the awful food on the floor.
"Ok. Well, as I was saying, you would have thought you had died. Remus didn't look too good either. As dad was telling him what had happened, Remus' face was getting paler and paler. I thought that he was going to be the next person to faint. I was explaining to Remus that you were going to be ok and that that used to happen a lot at Hogwarts.
"Mum then said that you were going to be ok and that she thought it would be best if you were to go upstairs and rest. Bill then picked you up again and to you upstairs to his room and put you into his bed. He slept on the floor so you could be comfortable on the bed. For all I know, he didn't violate you in anyway. And that is what happened," Charlie finished.
The room remained silent. It was one of those awkward silences so I decided to break it.
"So far all we know, Bill could have violated me while I was unconscious," I said smiling.
"Correct," Charlie said, smiling back. I saw Bill giving me an aggravated look.
"Is that how you treat someone who willingly gives up there bed for you?" Bill asked, looking at me with puppy dog eyes.
"No, that is how I treat you," I said with a smirk. Bills face fell and he gave me another aggravated look.
"When did you become such a bitch?" he questioned as he began to leave the room.
"When you left me last year to be with the French chick!" I yelled when he got to the door. He stopped in front of it and clenched his fist. He then opened the door, went through it, and slammed it behind him.
"You're still in love with him," Charlie stated with a smug grin. I threw a pillow at him told him to shut up. He caught the pillow and smiled even more. I got up from the bed and smacked him behind the head.
"Hey!" he said as he rubbed his head.
"Just tell me where my clothes are, then I'll change when you leave the room, and I'll meet you downstairs. Ok?" I said.
"Your suitcase is underneath the bed and there's more food in the kitchen since this stuff will probably kill you," Charlie said while picking up the breakfast.
He opened the door and then told me, "You know he already broke up with Fleur. He did it when he found out that you were coming back." He then closed the door and left me there to think in my own thoughts.