Selfish

OK this it my first TxE ficcy so tell me how I'm doing. It was an Idea that just popped in my head as I was eating Twizelers (SP?)

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'Hey, you may wondering way the hell I say 'hey' like I know you but I don't, funny huh? Well, I must say my life is a living hell. I have this stupid crush on this girl named Tomoyo Daidoji. Yeah a crush. I've had it for about four months. The first time I saw that Tomoyo was in Sciene class, we where talking about the chemicals in breast implants. Weird huh? Anywhy, I was handed a bag of water that was am example of an implant but it busted it with my favorite pin that I got from a heavy metal party about three months ,four weeks and eight days ago, busted on Tomoyo who was next to me she only smiled and laughed and making me laugh with her and then I looked at her after we stopped laughing. She was cute, that was my first thought but when I looked agin she was so beauitful, prettiest looking girl I've even seen.

'But like any story that went bad. She had a boyfrind his name was Ichishumo Lochi, but everyone called him 'Ichi'. He was the best looking guy in the school all the girls wanted him. He was a volleyball star in his old school and now a baseball star at my school, that's right my school. But I go on with my life still thinking about her everyday thinking thats me holding her, painful really. But at least I see her at all my concerts, I invited her to see me play. I'm in a band called 'CUT THROAT' I thought of the name when someone pushed me in a pool at my 15th birthday party. We play anything we think of except that mushy shit. My name is Eriol and this is my story.

I was walking down the hall in my boring high school. I'm 16 and very bored of school. The only that that holds my attantion it Tomoyo and muisc class. I thinking really good when I'm in the boiler room. But mostly people are making out there so it's kinda of hard to think good anywhere. "Hey Eriol," Said someone behind me. I turned around seeing Ryo kinji my drummer player, we've been friends since middle school he's like a brother to me. "Hey," I said slapping his hand. Then sudden Tomoyo and her boyfriend Ichi walked past. I felt like dieing the Ichi guys was hold onto her like she was going fall and she smiled at me and waved. I didn't do anything but wave back. Ryo looked at me and smiled. "Dude, you are sick, I must say you weak why don't you get over there and invited her to are gig to night," Ryo said pushing Eriol. I blushed knowing that I saw her at all are gigs at this place called The Track, it's some rundown warehouse, that all teens go there and something people in the music business it there. I walked over and smiled a little. "Hey, Tomoyo," I said. Tomoyo kissed her boyfriend and smiled at me.

"Hey," She said with a pretty smile of her's. "Here, I want you to come to The Track tonight, were playing," I said handing her four ticket that I had left over. "Wow, thanks, honeybee you want take a friend?" She asked Ichi. He smiled and kissed Tomoyo. "Well, I'll take that as a yes," She laughed. "What time?' She asked. "Um..seven sharp," I chocked out. Tomoyo walked closer to me and took off my favorite hat the was sighed by metillca. "Eriol you have great hair, you shoudn't hide it," She said. Eriol took his hat out of Tomoyo's hands slowly blushing a little. "I'll see you later," She said walking away with her boyfriend. Next thing I knew Ryo tackled me and I was on my stomach.

"Man, you were all up in there," Ryo said putting me a playful head lock. I smiled a little thinking I was holding Tomoyo walking down the hall. Eriol and Ryo went to the bathroom and begain drawing dirty pictures on the bathroom wall. "Eriol, I need black," Ryo said. "You ready for tonight?" Ryo asked stepping out the bathroom. Eriol looked down with his feet wirh his hands in his pockets. "I hope so," I said. I walked over to the mirror and looked at my hair.

"And you?" I asked. "Dude that drumming solo well be a ocean brezze," He said.

Later that day. Eriol and Ryo had gym and they where playing baseball with Ichi. Eriol stared at Tomoyo dancing with some other girls who had entered a chance to win a dance in a video with Janet Jackson. Tomoyo's hair was in a messy bum that drove Eriol crazy. "ERIOL!" Ichi yelled. Eriol blinked and looked at Ichi. 'Shit, why can't I give the orders, I hate baseball,' Eriol thought. "Did you hear what I said?" He shouted. Eriol sighed. "Yeah, whatever," Eriol said dully. Ichi sighed and gave Eriol the bat. "Your up," He said.

"What?" Eriol said. Everyone was ready saying there little insults about him and everything. Everyone made fun of Eriol because of what he liked and who hung out with. Tomoyo and the other girl that were practicing there routines took a break and watched Eriol walking to the base. "Hey, Eriol you better hold onto your balls," The pitcher said. Eriol smiled. "Bite me," He said. Eriol held up the bat frimly in his hands. "GO ERIOL!" Tomoyo shouted. Eriol blushed and the pithcer throw the ball and Eriol missed. "You can't swing if someone kicked you to," The pitcher said. Eriol was getting anger by the miunte and when The pitcher threw the ball Eriol hit it at his head making the pitcher cry in pain and the ball bounced back and Eriol hit so hard he hand a chunk of wood in his hand. Eriol dropped the bat and ran. He stole first, then second and thrid and made it all the way around. Eriol could hear Tomoyo cheering the loudest for Eriol. Eriol blushed and walked back over to the benches. "Good job, Eriol," Ichi said.

Eriol winced at the pain of the wood that was in his hand and begain bleeding. Tomoyo walked over to Ichi and kissed him on the cheek. "Eriol, your hand," Ryo said. Eriol was bleeding really bad. Tomoyo turned around and look at Eriol hand. "Oh God, let's take you to the nurses office,"Tomoyo said holding his hurt hand. Eriol blushed at the touch of Tomoyo's hand. I just nodded and followed her. Before we went inside she took the long riddon that was holding her hair up. Her hair fell down making me sweat. "This might hurt," Tomoyo warned. Eriol wrapped it around Eriol bleeding hand. Eriol winced agin. "Sorry," She said looking at him. Eriol looked into her eyes, thinking that it was the perfect moment to kiss her but, he didn't want to mess everything up for her. "C'mon," Tomoyo said still holding onto Eriol's hand.

When we fianlly got to the nusres office I told her everything that happened. "Okay, Eriol. This is really goin' hurt," The nurse warned me. It's not like I couldn't take pain. Tomoyo sat on a spinny chair and watched. The nurse gradded hold of the wood that was in my hand yanked it out. "DAMN IT!" I yelled at it came out. Tomoyo smiled and sighed. "What the hell is wrong with you lady?" I yelled. Tomoyo laughed a little making me blush again. "Oh, calm down," She said cleaning and warping my hand up. "There, you two need to get to class." She said. Eriol hopped off the bed and opened the door for Tomoyo. Tomoyo smiled. Eriol's pants were stanited a little with blood.

"You okay?" Tomoyo asked at they walked to there next class. I just nodded trying not to chock up my words if I said anything. "That was a really cool what you did back there, your good at baseball why don't you try out. "Yeah right, I hate baseball all those guy wearing skin tight clothes, it looks gay," Eriol said. Tomoyo laughed a little. "Your really cool, Eriol. But I don't understand is why don't you like sports and stuff like that?" Tomoyo asked. Eriol begain to feel a little more comfortable. "I love music, it relaxes me." I answered. Tomoyo smiled agin walked to a door that was on Eriol's right. "Well, I guess I'll see you tonight then," Tomoyo said. Eril nodded. Tomoyo softly punch Eriol. "Later," Eriol said trying to stay cool.

Tomoyo shut the door and Eriol walked down the hall smiling.

Eriol and the others where in the music room reading over there play lists. "Eriol are you crazy? you can't play with your hand like that," Said bass player Suzy Amona. Eriol sighed. "I can so, it's not like I haven't done it before," He said. Suzy was an easy to spot in a crowd, her hair was a very light green and pink. Her mother is a shrink, she thinks that expressing herself helps her with stress. "No, if you try to play that solo, you'll might not to able to play again," She protested. Ryo sighed and looked down at the paper. Then Ryo saw something hanging out Eriol's back pocket. "What's this?" He said taking the paper out of his pants. Ryo opened the paper. "She's a light that follows threw the garden of heaven," Ryo said. Eriol snatched the paper out of his hand. "Eriol, you like that mushy shit?" Suzy asked.

Eriol blushed. "No, that was just something I found," He said. Eriol picked up his bag and left the room. "I'll see you at the Track, My Mom wanted to talk to me about something," He said walking out the room. Eriol walked home with a sinking thought that he would at least be ran over by a car. Tomoyo was in his mind a the time, and he was still afraid at the thought of not playing again. Eriol finally got home. "Mom, I'm home," He said throwing his bag on the couch and taking his shoes off. "I'm in the kitchen, Hon," She called. Eriol walked past the dining room and to the kitchen. She was hanging up the phone.

Eriol sighed. He never really got along with his Mom, she didn't like what did or the people he hung out with. "How was school?" She asked. Eriol sighed and sat on the counter. "It was hell," He answered. Eriol's Mom sighed. "Mom, can I go to The track tonight? I have a gig," Eriol said ignoring the look on her face. "No," She said with a clam. "Mom, the top contractors will be there tonight," Eriol said. "No, every time you go there, your out until three in the morning and I can't take that, you might taking drugs and having sex and all that stuff," She said. Eriol got of the counter and walked over to his Mom. "I'm still a virgin Mom, I don't do drugs and or drink." Eriol said.

"The answer is still no," She said. "Okay, Lilly, someone I invited there is coming and it would be rude not to be there," He said. "Read my lips," She said mouthing the words 'no.' Eriol yelled and walked out the room taking his bag and stomped up the stairs to his room and slammed the room. Eriol locked his doors and hit the wall. "I hate her," Eriol said. He picked up his remote and turned on his CD player. The volume was down low playing Linkin park. Eriol picked up his phone that was a skull at the top. Eriol pressed the auto dial and called Veil Iyomi, that second guitar player. "Hello?" He said. "Code red Veil, pick me up at six okay," Eriol said. "Your Mom won't let you out the house again," Veil said with a sighed. "A usual, she thinks I have sex and smoke," Eriol said looking at the clock it was 15 to six. "Kinky," He said. "Shut and hurray up," Eriol said hanging up. Eriol took off his shirt and put on and lucky shirt that had someone doing the finger and on the back it said piss off. He got the shirt for his birthday last year. It was from Suzy, his Mom was trying to throw it out every time she would go in his room and snoop.

"Eriol," He mother called. Eriol ignored and put in his orange glasses and opened his window and jumped on drain pipe and slide down the pipe. Veil can up in his racing car. It was like something from fast and furious. "Eriol, C'mon your mom's coming," Veil said opened the car door and moved over. Veil always let Eriol drive when he picked him up. "Okay," Eriol slammed the door shut and slammed down the gas and speeded down the road. "Eriol, slow down, I don't have the to pay for a ticket. Eriol stopped at the red light slamming down the breaks. "So, what was it that your Mom was going to tell you," Veil asked sitting back. Eriol sighed. 'I don't know, don't care," The light turned green and Eriol took a dirt road that lead to an old warehouse that had The Track with red lights around it. Eriol saw limo's and a bunch of people in line at the front door. "Damn, parking is goin' be a pain," Veil said looking around.

Eriol drove to the back of the warehouse and parked all the bands and everything were there. Eriol stepped out the car and saw two hot girl wear skin tight clothes. "Hey Veil," One on them said. "Hello ladies," He said with a smirk on his face. Eriol rolled his eyes and then went back stage where the other's were. "Eriol," Suzy came over and kissed Eriol on the check. Eriol kissed her back. They use to date but they saw it wasn't working so the broke up but they were still good friends and only friends. "Where the hell were you, were on in ten," Ryo said in a nervous tone.

Ryo always was nervous when one the band members were late. Eriol picked up his guitar and sighed feeling relaxed very to he had his guitar around him. Eriol listened to the band that was playing some song called 'In hell' Eriol thought it was really bad. "Dude, that drummer is so off key, I think I'll cry," Suzy said. Eriol chuckled. Ryo began sniffled at little. Veil rolled his eyes and sighed. Eriol looked at his hand that his hand. "Okay, let's bunch," Veil said. Eriol and the other bowed there heads. "Okay, we can all this way and were here to stay so lets do this," Suzy said. Eriol looked at his friends and fellow band members. "So let's kick ass," Suzy said extended her fist and Eriol put his hands on top and Veil's hands top of Eriol's hand and Ryo's hand top of Veil's.

"You ready?" Eriol said. They yelled before there name was called. "Now, we may have all heard of them before, Cut throat!" The announcer said quietly. Eriol walked on the stage with the others. "Okay, were the Cut Throats and this is a new song, Can't," Eriol said. The crowd applauded for a moment. Eriol stared with soft tone making everyone wonder why he was playing that, he always played something heavy.

"It's been more then three year, I'm more then sick of seeing," Eriol began. "I wish I never told that I liked you, If I'd know you such bitch I would have killed myself before kissing you," Eriol stopped the soft tone and the Ryo began playing and the Suzy and then Veil. I was a loud sound of anger coming from the music. Eriol stopped playing and held on to the mic. "I can't leave you now your in my way. I feel like such a wuss. You know you hate me, just because your friends don't think your a virgin that don't give you right to breath on me," Eriol sang loud enough for everyone to hear. The band played harder and hard with each second they where on the stage. Then Suzy stepped up to the mic. "I'm pissed my Mom told me to stay here, and I can't get over you, I hate like a sickness, I'm outta here," Suzy sand just a loud an Eriol but it was more angry.

And then Suzy and Eriol sung together. "I can't get over the fact that you'll be here tomorrow smiling in my face, I hate more then a sickness, I hate you like a nasty food," And they stopped and the music stopped. "But other then that," Eriol said. They all said and began playing. Eriol began doing his guitar solo feeling the killing pain that was making his hand bleed. Suzy and the other looked at Eriol as he finished the note and it went to Ryo with his solo. Eriol kept playing and playing until it was over.

Eriol spotted Tomoyo in the back with Ichi and some other people that must have invited. Everyone cheered and chanted there names making them feel like Gods on something like that. The announcer came to the stage and announced the next and finally band. Eriol to the bathroom with the other following behind. "Suzy, this is the boys bathroom," Ryo said stopping at the door. "So," She said walking in. It was three guys in there using the bathroom.

The guys looked and smirked at Suzy. "Eye problem," She said. Eriol unwrapped the bandage and blood came pouring out. "Oh God," Eriol gasped. Suzy fainted. She didn't like the sight to dripping blood. Ryo took his bandana off and wrapped it around Eriol's hand. "C'mon, there are doctor outside, and Veil get Suzy will you," Ryo said holding onto the Eriol hand. "With pleasure," He said picking her up and following Eriol and Ryo. The doctor outside saw the blood dripping from Eriol's hand and rushed his to the ambulance. "You lost a lot of blood son, hold still, this is going hurt." The doctor said. The doctor poured some alcohol on Eriol hand. Eriol stood up and blew a his throbbing hand. "God, what is that stuff?" Eriol said sitting back down and the pain slowly went away.

"Who did this happen?" The doctor asked putting a thick padded piece of cotton and the wound and began wrapping it tightly. "I was playing baseball at school for gym and I hit the ball really hard make it almost break and the piece was wood was in my hand," Eriol answered. Doctor nodded. "Okay, keep it clean and bandaged and not playing, it'll make it worst. Suzy was holding onto Veil when she heard what the doctor said. "See, I told you," She said. Eriol rolled his eyes and sighed.

Eriol and the other went back in and there was dance music playing and everyone one was dancing. Eriol spotted Tomoyo talking to Ichi. Eriol sighed and walked over to the bar. "What'll it be," The bartender asked. "chocolate milkshake and make it big," Eriol said. chocolate made his feel better, he got that from his Mom. His dad was barley around so Eriol never talked to his and since his was 13, on his birthday he forgot all about it, that really hurt. Tomoyo walked over to Eriol who was drinking his shake. "Hey Eriol," She said sitting next to him. Eriol looked at Tomoyo really fast. She was wearing a blue tube top with shorts and his hair in a pony tail. It drove Eriol crazy when she dressed like that. "Hey," I just said not making eyes contact. "That was a really cool performance, I like it," Tomoyo said smiling. I loved the why she said thing about me, it made a feel like she was only about me, selfish huh?

"I'm glad you liked it, I've been working on it for weeks trying to get the right sound and stuff," Eriol said taking off and favorite orange glasses. Eriol and Tomoyo looked into each others eyes. I couldn't help it her eyes were so beauitful. "I didn't know you had blue eyes," Tomoyo said blinking. "Well, your a some kinda purple," I said back. Then that Baka Ichi came. "Hey baby," He said kissing her cheek. "What's up freak," He said. Tomoyo elbowed Ichi. "That not his name, Ichi." Tomoyo said. Eriol drank the rest of his shake. "Don't worry about it, Daidoji-san I can fend for myself," Eriol said slapping down some money for his shake.

Ichi smirked thinking that he won something besides Tomoyo. Eriol stopped and looked down at his shoes. "Nice shoe," Eriol said. "Well, a nerd like you couldn't afford they if they spat on," Ichi said. Eriol smiled and spit on Ichi shoes. "Now you can afford them," Eriol put on his glasses and walked away. Veil, Suzy, and Ryo were outside waiting on Veli's car. Eriol looked at his clock it was almost two. "Guy you better that me home before I'll never see daylight again." Eriol said. Veil smiled and opened the door and started the car. Suzy sat in the front with and Eriol and Ryo in the back. Eriol was hoping that his Mother was sleep and didn't know he was gone. "I'll see you at school tomorrow," Eriol said getting out the car. "That's if you service," Ryo said. Suzy and Veil waved to Eriol as he went to the door. Eriol sighed and opened the door and saw his Mother crying and His Father was comforting her.

Eriol took off his shoes and then his Mom looks up. Eriol was confused. His Mother walked over to his still crying. "Mom what happened?" Eriol said. His Mother slapped his really hard. "Where the hell were you?" She shouted holding back her tears. "No where," I lied. My Father walked over. "Eriol, your grounded," He said. "No music writing, no music, no phone, and no going out, I sick of you doing this, we say no and you think you can do what ever you want, you Mother was worried sick about you," He said. Eriol's fist curled up. "Oh so now you notice me, now you care, you didn't give a shit about on my 13th birthday, or my first gig, or even my first sotting date, so don't tell me I'm grounded," Eriol said and stormed off. Eriol slammed the door and locked it shut. 'I hate them,' Eriol took his shirt off and dived into the bed falling a sleep.

The next morning, Eriol woke up about fifteen minutes until the bell rang. He unlocked the door and walked to the bathroom washed up and got dressed. He put on a baggy pair of army pant and a really black shirt on with his spike bracelet. Eriol got his homework and stuff and walked down stairs ignoring his parents in the dinning room. "Eriol?" His mother said. Eriol stopped and sighed. "What?" He said coldly. "Eriol, I was meaning to tell you this but, I was wondering do you to go back to London?" She asked. Eriol eyes widened in shock. Thought's began racing threw his head. "Just think about," His Father said. Eriol put his shoes on and walked out the door his had about seven minutes. Eriol began seeing Japan like it really was it was home to him, and he would leave everything behind. Tomoyo, his friends and everything thing he loved. Eriol looked at the school and saw his friends waiting for him.

"Eriol, you okay? you look pale?" Ryo asked walking up to him. "It's nothing, let's just get to homeroom before we lose are head," Eriol said smiling trying to hide the pain of leaving Japan. later that day, Eriol was sitting outside thinking should he say yes or no about going back to London. Part of his want to and the other part really didn't Eriol looked to his left and saw Tomoyo coming and with Ichi either. "Eriol," Tomoyo said walking over to him. Eriol dug in his pocket and took out a lighter. Tomoyo sat next to him by the tree. "I didn't see you at lunch, you okay your friends said that you didn't look so good this morning," Tomoyo said.

Eriol sighed and looked at Tomoyo. I swear I could have kissed her right that second, I could smell the grape flavored lip gloss that she was wearing. "If I told you, you have to swear on your life the you will never tell anyone, and I mean anyone," I said pushing the word 'anyone.' She just nodded and looked into my eyes. I felt like I was goin' lose it. "Well, my Mom and dad are thinking about moving back to London," I said. Tomoyo tuck her hair and smiled. "Your kidding?" She said. I looked at her feeling like shit just thinking about it. Tomoyo gasped. "Eriol, oh God, are you goin' say yes," She said a little shocked.

I didn't answer I just looked down. "What's here for me," I said putting my lighter back in my pocket. "Your friends and music," She said. I really want her to say 'me' but it was just a thought. "I thinking, I do home London, but Japan has kinda became my home," Eriol said. Tomoyo put her arm around my neck and smiled. "Whatever choose you make I'm sure it'll be the right one," She said. I couldn't help but think what if I want to go back. Then suddenly Ichi came. I've been trying to avoid him all day. "I'll see you later," I said and walked off noting wanting a big lip or a black eye or something worse. She just smiled and waved before going over to Ichi.

I went home right away, I had my answer. I opened the door seeing Mom watching some soap. "I'm home," I said dully taking my shoes off and throwing my bag on the couch like I always do. "Hey honey," She said not looking at Eriol. Eriol sighed and walked over to see what soap it was. "Living Will?" I said. "Yeah, Milo it just about to tell Broach that she's got cancer." She said. Eriol walked into the kitchen and opened the refrigerator and took out a bottle of cream soda. "Mom, I thought about what you said and I say..."

TBC

This is my first Eriol and Tomoyo fic I hope you like it so far. I was really excited that I thought of this so fast. Please tell me how I'm doing and don't mind the Grammar and misspelled words. I working on them.