SELFISH

chapter: 3#

The next morning Tomoyo woke up feeling a soft breeze tough her shoulder. 'Morning already,' Tomoyo thought getting out the bed. Tomoyo walked to the door that was opened a little and walked down the stair case slowly trying not to make a sound. Eriol was sleeping on the couch with his laptop still on. Tomoyo looked at the bright kitchen and then at Eriol as he turned. Tomoyo moved slowly to Eriol as he groaned and turned. Tomoyo looked at what was on the laptop. 'Midnight hell angel' She read as she sat in front of laptop.

She tucked her hair behind her ear and looked back at Eriol who was mumbling someone's name she didn't understand what he was saying. Tomoyo began moving the bar down and began to read. Then suddenly she felt someone grab her wrist. "What do you think your doing?" Eriol asked with his eyes closed.

"Um......nothing," She said nervously. Eriol opened his eyes it was kinda blurry and he sat up with Tomoyo wrist still in his hand and then let go putting on his glasses. Eriol let go and saved his song. "That a strange title for a song," Tomoyo said getting up. Eriol sighed and jumped up. "I washed your cloths for you there in my bathroom, you can take a shower while I'll make something to eat, towels are under the sink." Eriol said walking into the kitchen.

Tomoyo nodded and walked up stairs to the bathroom. Eriol opened the refrigerator and looked in it and the only thing in to was eggs, bread, milk, fruit, lift overs from dinner last night, and soft drinks. Eriol took out the Eggs and some bananas and milk, bread and some other stuff.

Eriol walked to the stereo and turned on a CD the he mixed just last month. The first song was dance mix that he got from Veil from some DJ. Eriol took off his shirt and threw it on the couch and went back to the kitchen. Eriol could smell the sweet smell of Tomoyo in his shower, it smelled like honeysuckle's on a spring day.

Eriol put on toast and began doing a morning shake he changed his mind about eggs and put them back Eriol turned on the fan and looked at the calendar it was the last day of school and summer vacations was to begin. Eriol began to blend the smoothie together. Eriol closed his eyes and listened to the music that was washing over him.

I couldn't help it, the music was making my thoughts come out, not in words just the why I saw it, the way I felt it. Tomoyo walked down the stairs in the clean clothes, I didn't notice that she was behind me so I turned off the machine and turned around seeing her in the outfit that she wore to dinner last night.

I pour the smoothie in a cup from her. "Thanks for letting me stay, I hope I wasn't trouble," She said politely bowing. I smiled and wished she could stay longer. "It's okay, you can come over whenever you want." I said. I looked at my watch it was seven forty-five. "I'll be back, I better get ready before we'll be late," I said running off not noticing I didn't have a shirt on.

Eriol came down stairs with black pants that had a dog on it and a sleeveless shirt with a net shirt over it. Tomoyo smiled and slipped on her shoes. Eriol grabbed his bag and put on his shoes and opened the door and ran down the stairs with Tomoyo following after him. They both ran to school (Yes, Tomoyo was in a skirt, it's a sporty so you can run it ;) Eriol saw he friends at the gate except Ryo who was still at the hospital with his little brother who broke his leg. "Ryo said that he wasn't going to be here so pick up his report card," Veil said as Tomoyo and Eriol approached them. Eriol nodded and then it was a small shadow over.

Tomoyo turned and saw Ichi. "Hey Tomoyo," He said softly. Tomoyo looked at Ichi and sighed. "Tomoyo look, I'm really sorry couldn't you give me one more chance to make it up to you," He said. Eriol scoffed and turned away. Tomoyo look into Ichi eyes and sighed. "Why should I?" She said coldly. Veil, Ryo, and Suzy backed away having a uneasy feeling like something bad was going to happen. "Baby, Please, one more, that's all I'm asking," He said softly wrapping his arms around Tomoyo's small waist. Tomoyo looked to Eriol and then look down. Tomoyo turned around escaping Ichi grasp. "No, I'm not letting you do it again," She said walked off.

"Tomoyo, what the hell are you doing? You know you can't make it without me," He called. Eriol grinned and followed Tomoyo, and his friends to the school entrance.

The day went past really fast, I was in my last seconds before school was finally out. I could hear students yelling and screaming and some of the cheer leader calling cheers. I looked at my clock and then counted down, 3.......2.........1! Everyone in class left the room with a loud cheer. I ran down the hall avoiding the teacher watching the running students. I met my friends out side. "ERIOL!" Called Veil as I ran over.

"Dude, this summer is goin' be banging I can't wait to get started,"Ryo said. Then I saw Tomoyo walked over to me. I could feel my stomach do a back flip and everything. "Hey Eriol, Veil, Suzy, Ryo," She said. Veil, Ryo, and Suzy looked at Eriol blushing. "Hey Eriol I was wondering if you wanted to go out saturday if it's a good time, we can you know hang out," She said nervously. I couldn't believe it, Tomoyo Daidoji was asking me out. Then I felt Ryo elbow my back. "Um.....sure," I stammered. She smiled and nodded. "Great, I see you Saturday morning," She said running off to her friends.

Ryo and Veil looked at me making my cheeks feel like there on fire. "What?" I said. "Nothing," They all said in unison. "I got to go you guys, I have to check the house," Eriol said running off.

Mom and Dad should be home any minute now. I ran all the way thinking about the so-called date the Tomoyo asked me to. When I finally got home I saw the car in the drive way. I unlocked the door and saw a sad look on my parents faces.

"What happened?" I asked taking off my shoes. Mom looked down and then to Dad. "Well, your grandfather died yesterday, he had a heart attack," He said with a sad tone in his voice. Eriol's grandfather Joe was the coolest grandfather he ever had on his Mom side of the family. He help him with his prom, and gave him his first guitar that was started his interest in music and rock. Eriol turned pale. "Your lying, he can't be dead, I have to see him," I said. I swear I felt like I was spinning, they my stomach did a turn that made me feel like I was going throw up.

"I'm sorry Eriol, there was nothing to do, these things happen," Mom said holding back her tears. "He promised me that I would see him again before his left," I yelled and throw my bag and ran out the door grabbing shoe, then it started to ran. "Eriol!" Dad called after me. I ignored him and ran throw the rain heading to Dead mans falls that was past the track, My grandfather showed me that when I was about ten, I really loved my grandfather, he acted so young and he understood me. He made that promise to me when I was 13 that I'd see him before he died. The rain touch my skin like it was needles in a pin cushion.

I ran past the track warehouse and past there parking lots and then I was there. I was the most beautiful site of water I've ever seen. I sat at the edge, I remember all the story Grandfather would tell me even the ones that was about me when I walk little. I looked at the falls and began thinking maybe he was next to me telling me about Grandmother, who died not too long ago that I couldn't, I began hearing someone with a spooky voice to jump and kill myself, I've heard then before, but I never listened to them.

I looked to my side and there were dark spirits with weird faces next to men whispering thing really fast making dizzy and weak. I stood up without thinking and I walked closer to the edge, I felt like someone was pushed me and then I heard someone coming. "NO!" It said it was female voice and then I turned it was Tomoyo. I felt my lips move but nothing came out. She came running at me with a red umbrella in her hand and that I blacked out.

Later that day, I heard a voice playing in my head, it was someone singing, I couldn't move I was too comfortable and I felt heavy. Then the voice stopped and then music began playing. "Okay Tomoyo, follow the melody," Said a voice. I began opening my eyes slowly. I was in a black and deep purple bed it smell like Tomoyo, I loved it, I didn't want to leave. Tomoyo began to sing the melody without a flaw on the high pitches in the notes. I still had my glasses so I could see everything. When the song was over a light came on in the room I was in.

I blinked trying to get use to the light and then I remember that I was about to fall of the edge of dead man falls hill. Tomoyo turned and looked at me. "Your awake," She said walking over to me wearing a silk long dress that had lace at the bottom and it hugged her hips. "Were am I?" I managed to say as I turned on my back. "My house, you looked like you were going to kill yourself, you looked so emotionless, it was weird" She said taking the cold cloth that was on my head.

I sat up and looked around the room, It was a girls room it must have been her room. "How did you know about Dead mans falls?" I asked and looked at myself in different clothes. "And who changed my clothes?" I said.

Tomoyo just smiled. "I've know about since I almost fell down there once when I was nine, and one the my helper took your clothes off, there cleaning them, don't worry, how are you feeling?" She asked. I looked into her eyes and felt like I was going to say something stupid. "Um...fine," I said looking down. Tomoyo stood up and sat next to me. "You keep saying 'Grandfather while I took you here, what happened?" She asked. I sighed and cupped my hands on my face and then ran my hand threw my semi wet hair. "My grandfather just died," I said, I felt something burn my heart when I said it. "Oh God, I'm so sorry," She said liked she killed him.

I shock my head. "I really liked that guy, he gave me my first guitar, he use to fell me stories about things that happened in the family, he promised me that I would see him before he died," I felt a tear escape my eyes. Tomoyo hugged me and said that it was okay, over and over. I could hear her heart beating with mines. She let go of me and we looked into each others eyes. Eriol and Tomoyo eyes lower a little as there faces nearer. Eriol could feel Tomoyo breath touch his lips.

And then the phone began ringing. It rang and rang. Tomoyo backed away a little. "It's Ichi," I said. Tomoyo looked at me and walked over to the black curella phone and looked on the caller Id. Then the phone and the answering machine picked up. "Hey, baby. It's me Ichi, look.....I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to do that, I want to stay with you, your the most important thing to me in the world," Then he pauses for a moment. "I love you, Tomoyo. I really am sorry. I felt a couple Email, so call me of mail me back," Then he hung up. I couldn't help but laugh. "What's so funny," Tomoyo said.

I stopped and walked over to her and took her hand and looked at the lines. "Okay, your thinking about taking him back, don't, he might just do it again," I said. Tomoyo gasped. "How did you know, you don't have like what Mel Gibson had in my movie called What Women want?" She said slowly sitting on her bed. I smiled and looked down. "No, that's a rare gift not many people have and it made up. If men could read girls minds then my might as well be payed for that as guy advise," I said. "But how did you know what I was thinking?" She asked.

"I know almost everything about you, just ask me" I said. "No, you don't what was my most embarrassing moment?" She asked. I looked into her hand again. "Well, about last year, you got caught making out with Ichi in you Mother office room," I said. Tomoyo snatched her hand out of my grasp. "Your-" She stammered. "A freak, no I'm not. I have magic's that you'll never know, but keep it a secret," I said. She nodded. "Can you lift things?" She asked standing up. I looked at her and lifted my right hand making her float. She laughed as she rose higher.

"Eriol your amazing," She said as I brought her down. "Do your friends know?" She asked. "They know, but they don't have this kind of gift, they can see thing that on one can see," I said. She smiled and walked over to me. "So you know everything about people, just my looking at them?" Tomoyo said standing in front of me.

"No, not really, knowing a person just by looking at then is shallow, I like to get to know them, then just to judge, and that's my I don't talk much to people," I said. Tomoyo walked over to her phone and deleted Ichi's message. "I'll keep it a secret, but you know enough about me, I want to know everything about you," She said.

I wanted to tell everything I thought about her, but I still wanted to go home without the problem of her knowing that I'm in love with her. I stayed over her place all night I really wanted to stay longer. I wasn't ready to face my parents, I wanted to forget so bad, and just stay with Tomoyo.........forever.

I woke up about half past two, I had a nightmare about Grandfather dying in front of me. I was covered in cold sweat. I looked around the room I was in, I was sleeping a one of the six guest rooms that Tomoyo had. I looked out the window that was too my right. The sky was still very black. I loved the night, everything was still, everything.

I swung my legs over the bed and walked to the door. I began walking to Tomoyo's room that was down the wide and long hall. I felt something touch me and I walked I looked it was an old woman. She just smiled at me and disappeared. I finally got to Tomoyo's door. I opened it slowly, she was sound asleep under her covers. I walked in and shut the door and I looked at the bed and then I saw something over Tomoyo. Tomoyo turned as I walked closer to her.

I looked at her bed and something was in her bed. I walked to the other side of the bed and I heard someone's voice. I looked closer it was breathing. I walked to the bed a little more and removed the covers. It was Ichi. I could feel something cold go though me. Tomoyo was awake and tied up. I couldn't move or anything, I was shocked, so many questions raced through my head. I suddenly felt the need to kill something.

I jumped on Ichi and turned him over on a pillow, I heard muffled screaming from Tomoyo. I pushed harder and harder on Ichi's back. Tomoyo finally untied her and grabbed me. "Eriol stop, your going to kill him," She said, but I kept pushing and pushing and then he stopped moving. I stood on the bed and kicked him off the bed. "Eriol!" Tomoyo said as she smacked me. I felt the sting smack on my aching cheek.

Ichi sat up couching trying to catch his breath. "What is he doing here?" I said. Ichi stood up and looked at Tomoyo. "You belong to me Tomoyo, you love me and you know it," He said. Tomoyo began to cry. "I don't love you, you should have thought abut that before you cheated on me and then you try to kidnap me, I don't belong to anyone but myself. I'll never forget this Ichi, you are so dead when I'm Finish with you," She said. I looked at her and then looked at Ichi. My hair covered over my eyes as they glowed freaking Ichi out. Ichi looked at me and jumped out the window where he came from.

Tomoyo fell to here knees and began crying. "I need some Ice," She said getting up and taking my hand. I followed her without a chose and she stopped at the kitchen and sighed and then opened the door and sat a the cooking table and picked up a remote. Tomoyo looked around and turned on the light and walked to some freezer and picked up a piece of Ice and rubbed it on her chapped lips and put it in her mouth.

I didn't looked at her, I never felt so pissed in my life. "He didn't-" I paused and looked at Tomoyo. "He didn't touch you or anything," I choked out and blushed. Tomoyo smiled and whipped her eyes and sniffed a little. "No, I'm okay, he's not that stupid," She said. I felt a little weight come off my shoulders.

"I'm really sorry I got you in this," she said spitting the ice piece in the sink. She walked over to me and smiled. I blushed a little and looked down. I sat on the counter top and sat with me. "I didn't mean to get in it," I said looking down as my hair covered my face. Tomoyo tucked my hair behind my ear. I looked at her blushing lightly. I felt my stomach turn. "Don't worry," She said. Eriol and Tomoyo faces began to slowly come closer to each other and closing there eyes.

I could feel Tomoyo sweet cold breath on my lips once more. I wanted to kiss her so badly, but one kiss can cause a lot problems. "I like you, Eriol you are really good person," She whispered. I could feel her words touch my lips. Then I felt her lips touch mine a little. She teasing me, but I knew she really didn't want to so I pulled away. "I have to get back home, I'll see you later," I said getting off the counter top and walking out the kitchen. I stopped after I felt the kitchen and sighed. I walked to the door making my clothes that I had on early on. I walked out the house and walked down the street knowing where I was and to my house not to far.

I stopped and looked at the house agin. I touched my lips with my thumb and then sighed. 'I wonder when I'm going back to London, my life here is a living bloody hell, and I like it that way," I thought.

TBC

I hope you like reading this. I hope I made it long enough, my face was hot writing the last little bit on this chappie Hee Hee I'm so sick. I hope you review this It's my first I really enjoy hearing form you guys and sorry for bad grammar or any misspelled word. I'm working on that. That Luv you all remember review telling if I'm doing okay

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