Selfish
ChApTeR: 5
So we left the shell and I help her swim up with the little air I gave had. We finally reached the suffers and Tomoyo couched and gasped for oxygen. "You okay?" I asked panting trying to catch my breath also. She nodded. "Thanks, I thought I was going to pass out," She said. "No problem," I said. Tomoyo whipped back her wet hair and looked down again. "That was the biggest shell I've ever seen," I said, and that was true, it was a pearl white shell absolutely divine. "I have to get it," Tomoyo said. I nodded and took a deep breath and went back under following Tomoyo. Tomoyo was trying pull the shell of a small reef that it was stuck on, I could hear her muffled grunts.
I swam over to her and pulled with her. I let out some air that I was holding and finally the shell came off. Then it began to fall deeper down. Tomoyo followed after, I looked around seeing some fish swim past me they look really small bright color fish, kinda cute. Tomoyo finally got the shell and with all the energy we had we swam up to the shell in are hands. Tomoyo hooted and cheered with joy while we held it up walking to shore. I finally felt the hot sand touch my cold fee from the water. Tomoyo and I sat the Shell near the car and dried it off. "That was great," I said looking at the shell. "I must say, we should put it somewhere no one can find it," Tomoyo said picking it up. I helped her walk it out to a thunder stricken tree that had a huge hole at the bottom. Tomoyo and I sat it down there and covered it with sand.After that we went to burger king and had some lunch then after that we went to see a three hours movie at 4:30 . Afterward Tomoyo and I went for dinner at some carryout. Tomoyo wanted carry out so she can look at the stars at the beach. When we got to the beach the water was black at a mystic moon in another world. Tomoyo and I sat beach sand and talked about the movie for a while. "I really didn't like," I said. Tomoyo laughed. "I think a five year old made that movie, could see the strings during the fighting scene," Tomoyo said laughing. I Laughed too remembering that part in the movie. "I swear, if I'd know it was B rated I would have never paid money for it," I said. Tomoyo looked out at the sea and sighed. "It looks sleep," She said. I nodded."Tomoyo....I have something to tell you," I said. Tomoyo looked over at me. "Okay," She said. "I'm....I'm going back to London," I spat out quickly. Tomoyo looked at me with those eyes, those divine eyes of amethyst. "You are?" She said. I nodded. "I made that choose, I wanted to go back and my Father wants me to study to be a doctor," I said. I didn't want to tell my friends that I've been study gross anatomy and stuff like that. I really want to be with the band and get record deals and stuff.""Why didn't you say something before?" She asked."Well, summer just started and I'm not one for Good-byes. I want to please my Father, I want to be a doctor yet I want to still do my music it's just, I want to do what's right. I can't shuffle music in too," I said. Tomoyo looked down and sighed. The way she looked at me, the look she was giving me made me feel like I was making the wrong choose. "I know you want to go home, I mean if I where in your shoes I would too," She looked up at me and smiled. "Your goin' tell them right?" Tomoyo asked.I nodded and she smiled a little back at me. I begin to think I should tell Tomoyo how I really feel about her but she hasn't fully recovered for Ichi yet, I don't want her confused about her feelings toward me. "This might be the last night I'm going to have actual fun, I'll be too busy packing," I said looking up at the stars. Tomoyo sighed. "I hope you make it as a Doctor, Eriol, and if not a rock star" Tomoyo said smiling. It felt really great that she believe in me, it's not that there aren't anybody who believe in me it just this was a little special.After three hours of more talking I dropped Tomoyo off at her house and went home. When I got home the lights were still on, Mom and Dad must have be doing over time with the packing. I opened the door and saw Mom and Dad dancing to some really old band song they where playing in an old fashion record player. They looked like they were floating across the floor. I shut the door quietly and watched them dance. "Oh, hey Eriol," Dad said letting Mom go and kissing her on the lips really fast. I blushed and sighed thinking that was me and Tomoyo dancing, I can't really say that I'm a good or bad dancer. "How was your day?" Mom asked. I sighed and spaced out walking past them. "Great," I said with a sighed once again walking slowly up to my room.I called Ryo, Veil, and Suzy that night and told them I was going back to London for my medical studies. They knew I was going back, they came over earlier about two hours after Tomoyo and I left. They sounded a little upset, but they made me promise to Email them everyday and call if I wanted. I promised, I was really relieved that they understood. The week went past really fast. I spend the whole time packing, My friends helped me. I was so lucky to have friends like that. I haven't seen Tomoyo since we last went, Ryo said that she went on a Virgin mobile cruise with five of her friends from school.Finally everything was sent off and I was ready for bed. It was the night before I went back to London. I was really nervous. I sat up all night writing a letter to Tomoyo about how I really felt about her I was harder them it looked because I never wrote anything like it, I really wanted to say ti in person but I knew I'd chock up. I called Ryo and told him about it. "Eriol just close your eyes and think of her, think of everything you would say to her, tell her that she the most important thing to you, except for music and junk food," Ryo said. "Ryo, be serious," I said getting annoyed. "I was, Look my brothers friends are on the other line, I'll be seeing you and don't forget your promise," Ryo said hanging up. I sighed and looked down at the blank page. I took Ryo advise but not the junk food part. After I was finish writing it was 1:30, I sent it straight to her with my magic that sought out her aura. They I went to bed.At the cruise Tomoyo was dreaming of swimming with Eriol and finding a huge pearl again she's been having dreams about Eriol since that day, she found it really odd that she was thinking about him more often. One of Tomoyo's friends opened the door to Tomoyo room that was next to her friends. "Tomoyo, someone left a note in my room for you," Her friend said. Tomoyo opened her eyes and yawned and walked over to her friend and took the note. Tomoyo had to go to the bathroom so she walking in the small bathroom that was about nine feet from her. Tomoyo looked at herself and them picked up the small note. Tomoyo felt it vibrate and then suddenly it turned into a rose and then a letter that had the rose design on it. Tomoyo gasped and put down the toilet top and sat down beginning to read the note:Tomoyo,You must to half sleep while reading this, well, I wanted to say good-bye. By the time you read this letter I'll be gone by three hours, I wanted to say something to you for so long....remember the first day, I busted an example of a breast implant all over you, you laughed, I don't know why, but you did. But for the longest time and the day we met I thought you were the most beautiful girl alive, and I still do. I just wanted to say that.....I'm in love with you.
At that sentence Tomoyo was shocked and begin seeing Eriol in her thoughts. Tomoyo shock off the thought she was having and read on:
I know that your in shock, but I wanted to tell you ever since you broke up with Ichi, I knew that pain was unbearable and I convinced myself that I should just let it go. I really do love you, Tomoyo. After I heard what Ichi did to you I wanted to kill him. Your are priceless, I can't see how Ichi let you go like that. I could see when I looked into your beautiful eyes that you wanted someone to truly love you, but I was the only one that would love you more then anything. I would do anything for you. you might not feel the same way about me but I thought it's best you know, even if it's in writing. But believe me every word I've written it true. I wish I was saying this to you face to face but, I knew I would punk out. I just hope that you find someone who will make you happy, I might not see you again until I'm old or dead, just know that I'll always and forever more I love you,
Eriol ;
Tomoyo felt a tear run down her face. "Eriol," She said out loud crying.
6 LONG YEARS LATER
The woman doctor took the chart back that was being handed to her and ran to the girls room. It really hot that day, summer just started three weeks ago and Eriol was tried from work. He was up all night talking to his friends. Eriol leaned on the counter and looked around. "Eriol, you okay?" Said the nurse behind him. "Yeah Henry, I just need a vacation that's all," Eriol replied to the Henry (The nurse) (A/n: Men can be nurses 2, just watch ER)
"Well, why don't you take one," Henry suggested. Eriol sighed. "Maybe you go to China with your parents," He said. Eriol laughed. "Yeah, My parents are on there third honeymoon," He said. Henry sighed and shocked his head. "What now," Eriol said. "You want a vacation and yet, you make thing up so you don't have a vacation," He said. Eriol laughed. "Fine set me up a flight to Japan, I'll finish my shift and go home and then to Japan, I haven't been there in I don't know how long," Eriol said. Henry nodded "That's the sprit," He said.
TBC
I know mushy as hell but it was what I was thinking make sure you review.