Title: Une autre Possibilité
Author name: 353-JavaJunkie-353
Category: Romance
Sub Category: General
Rating: T
Summary: The other possibility on the life of Lorelai Gilmore after she finds out she's pregnant. L/L
DISCLAIMER: I own nothing…………..how sad for me /tear,tear/... I got it from very lazy.
Une autre Possibilité : Prologue
From the time I was six years old, I've been falling off of a cliff to my death. I guess it was around the time that my grandparents (on mom's side of the family) died. Ever since then, mom has been trying to make me the perfect society daughter. Forcing me to wear all of the expensive clothes that she liked, going to the fancy parties that she always enjoyed.
My dad was so into his work, he didn't even try to stop me from the steady downward plunge.
For most of my life I have been depressed.
When I was ten years old, I was caught by a branch that delayed my fall. The branch came in the form of 8 people I met at one of my dad's company parties. Technically, I met them at school, but at school, I kept to myself. The center of the group, Chris became my closest friend.
I remember the next day at school, these people who had never given me the time of day before, wouldn't give me a second alone. Not that I was complaining. I just wasn't used to attention.
I don't really know when it happened, but by the time I was thirteen, I had realized a drastic change. The empty walls of my room began to fill with posters. The conservative wardrobe that was in my closet transformed into the clothes most sixteen and seventeen year olds would wear. I had a new boyfriend every two weeks. Music was always on my mind. I had learned I could go anywhere that I wanted to by sneaking out the window in my room. I was able to pass for any age between 12 and 18 with some of my new discovery - make-up. I was no longer ignored by my parents, but constantly fighting with them.
The shy little girl I used to be was gone and wasn't coming back.
When I was fourteen, I began seeing Chris in a completely different light. He wasn't my goofy pal anymore – I was starting to fall for him.
I wasn't alone. Nevina Cutler, my best friend, had it bad for Chris as well. We fought over everything because of him. It reached a boiling point for us, and one day I was so fed up with fighting with Nevina and waiting for Chris I decided to do something about it. I kissed him. And it was a damn good kiss.
I haven't spoken to Nevina since.
Since then, I also realized something else. I wasn't in love with Chris. It was an infatuation. But from the time I was fourteen until a few months ago, I mistook it for love.
Last year Chris took my virginity on my room's balcony. My parents were on a trip. It was summer. I was fifteen. There was a pool party at my house. Open bar. Hard liquor. Too much of it.
That's how I lost it. It wasn't beautiful or gentle like I had wanted it to be. We've done it several times since then. It was just to stop being horny and doing it with my "First Love". But none of them mattered. None of them would have impacted our lives.
Except last time.
Last time we forgot protection.
Now I find myself closing my eyes and seeing the little strip telling me that I'm going to be a mommy.
I think the branch I was holding on to broke.
I'm falling again.
Sixteen-year-old Lorelai Gilmore crumpled up the story of her life and wrote the fake story about how happy she was for her English class. The whole time thinking, how the hell am I going to tell them?
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