Author's note: Hi I'm back with the 4th chapter. I don't really have anything to say just that I was a bit busy reading Saturn Stars' Tidus ans Yuna A Lifetime Together (52 chapters!) or is it Yuna and Tidus anyway here's my 4th chaper!

p.s. : Thank you guys for the encouragement!


Tidus POV (Spira)

Again, I'm trying to make it his style as much as possible.


Chapter Four: Satisfactory And A Surprise


She was still there, though sleeping now, peacefully. The night had already passed the mid of dusk as the crickets still chirpped thier light jumpy sounds. Heck! All I'm trying to say is that I so can't believe I got to be with her! Yuna was still beside me but in her own colt, it was a good thing that I had always kept an extra one even if I thought that it wouldn't be a use. Though we were in separate colts, I could feel the tension between us. It was like dreamland just staring at her like this, I couldn't help myself, I just wanted to touch her.... I reached out and ran my fingers through her hair, her bi- coloured eyes slowly opened.

"Tidus, what are you doing...?" She mummbled still half asleep.

"Just running my fingers through your hair, I couln't help myself, you looked so beautiful. I never imagine you to be here with me, ya know, it was just luck." I answered. Her eyes were still closed but for some reason I knew that ahe was still awake.

"It's too early for this..." Yuna whispered across to me.

Trough the dark, I gazed at her, puzzled, "What do you mean? Hey are you telling me something that I should know about?"

"I think you already know. I lov-like you but...it's kind of still to early for the thought of lovemaking or really, the doing of it. Besides we're only seventeen, you know... or that I'm seventeen... I don't know about you."

"Hey, I'm seventeen, too. Look Yuna, I'll wait 'til the time is right,then the lovemaking will start, okay? No hurt feelings?" I hoped that she wouln't think that I was perverted because I wasn't. I understood how she felt after what happened to her mother when Jecht... I can't think about it! "Yuna," I started.

"Yeah?"

"I know about your rule about the lovemaking but can I at least hold you while you sleep, ya know to make you feel better if it helps?" Okay, so she's eyeing me right now, did I say something that wrong, or am I that desparate?

"Whatever," I could tell there was a playful giggle in her soft voice, "sure." Reaching out, I put my arms around her small waist and pull her over to my own colt. She giggled happily and rested on my chest.

"Hate to break it to ya but isn't this lovemaking? I thought that you didn't want to do this with me yet. You said wait until I know you better or that when you know me better."

"This," she nestled closer to me, "is okay. But anything else will have to wait. You know I have to get over of the fright of what happened to my mom."

"Yeah okay, but we have to get some sleep now because if we don't then it will be the cause of Lulu screaming at us."

Yuna made eye level with me, "What's she like?"

"She's serious, cold, mature, strict but understanding. And, here's the one that bugs me the most: she doesn't want me to have a girlfriend."

Yuna's bi- coloured eyes looked tearful at me, I felt giulty. "Why?"

"Well, she thinks it'll interfere with the pilgrimage and you've heard Rikku say that before, the first time that you saw her, right?" Nodding, Yuna moved closer to me and I found her as if she wanted to be glued to me or something.

Then, I found her moving away from me. "That means I shouldn't get any closer to you. It'll be hard to me to break away. " Slowly crystalline tears swelled and trickled down her white cheeks as if they were morningdew drops.

"No, no," I say moving in on Yuna; I wrapped my arms around her and looked at her srtaight in the eye. "No. I'll deal with it when I have to. Right now, don't cry-- I feel like I did something wrong to you."

Yuna lifted her left hend and cupped my right cheek, her lips parted. "You don't want me to leave you?" I nodded, the tension between us was building up. Her breathing was hard and so was mine; she closed her mouth. I gently push her hand down and it seemed like her hands had no where else to go but on my chest. It was like a magnetic force field and I had no troubles of following it.

Yuna's lips parted once again and my head moved foward. I knew she was surprised when my mouth met her's, the evidence, she jumped but only a small jump. It wasn't before long when she gave in and started to kiss me back. Air around us seemed to have stopped even as we made small movements onto the colt. As she still kissed me, one of her hands reached down to the bottom of my sleeping robe, I found myself freaking out but I tried to stay calm. A second afterwards, Yuna pulled away. "What's wrong?" I say breathless, we both sat up.

"This should stop! " Yuna said miserably. "This has to end here." She started to sob. "I have to control myself! The lovemaking can wait until I know you better, it can wait!" I didn't know what to do, as I reached out a hand to her a shadowed figure stopped me that was standing by the entrance to my hut.

A hand slowly pushed the drappings aside and there stood...Lulu! Uh-oh busted. Everything was too early, coming by. My head turned slowly to meet her gaze and Yuna froze that instance. Lulu's red crimson red eyes slowly moved away from me and landed onto Yuna. "Tidus," it was her cold voice again, coming to haunt me. " I am very disappointed in you. Both of you, which includes that girl, come with me to the beach." No one moved, "Now!" I stood up that moment, gently tugging at Yuna to stand; she knew what I ment to say and we followed Lulu to our destination.


Yuna and I kept our distance on our way. I just wanted to hold her as if we were in our on world, dreamy, wonderful, peacful. But would Lulu understand this time? God, no! I've seen her with Wakka doing thier own damn things...and uhgg...it wans't pretty.

When my foot hit the soft material of the beach's sand, it's softness broke my thoughts, I wanted to look at Yuna. This is where I met her, where I found her, where she made my heart want to follow her like a magnet....Again, I went gaga all over her in wonderland.

Lulu lead us to several logs; we sat. "Tiuds." Even with her voice calm, it was hurtful; I didn't talk. "I told you about having a girlfriend," my insides were bubbling up. "It will-- "

"I know! Interfere!" I spat at her, my eyes glanced at Yuna then back at Lulu. "I know, I know!!"

"See, what I have told you? It is already coming to be as a trouble to the pilgrimage, now. You are supposed to be resting as we are getting ready for tomorrow but, instead you are making love to this girl."

I couldn't tell if Yuna was angry or just pissed. "I have a name you know! I'm Yuna!" She snapped.

"Well you could have said that in a more polite manner," Lulu fought back.

"So what!" I screamed at the black mage. I've seen you with Wakka making love! ADMIT IT!" Her crimson eyes shot a glare at me and stayed, fixed.

"You, how did you see?"

"ADMIT IT!" I repeated.

She hesitated and I saw Yuna smile at the corner of my eye. "Fine, I was! But that will not interfere.--"

"You're so crazy about this interfering thing, you can't even see it! It will. If Wakka gets hurt then you'll cry. Then if he dies the you will weaken guarding me. And, if you weaken then I'll have a slim chance of defeating Sin!" Pausing, I moved to Yuna and held her, she jumped and looked at me, so did Lulu. "So can't we just be fair? You do your stuff with Wakka and me with Yuna. And any other of my guardians if it happens."

Lulu's lips parted then she spoke, slowly, "I assume you have convinced me.... I am sorry for bothering your personal life."

"Right, and?"

Lulu sighed, "And about what I have said about Yuna."

Cheerfully, Yuna said, "Thank- you!"

Managing a smile, Lulu said, "I have something else to say."

"What?" I asked

"At the farplane, something wrong has happened."

"What!?" It was Yuna this time, not me.

"No! Just kidding!" Lulu eased out a laugh and Yuna giggled, I sat there forcing out a smile. "The real thing is that Jecht will be coming with us to the pilgrimage...." My smile faded and so did Yuna's.

Yuna's grip hardened around me, "Why?" She whispered, "Why is he coming?"

Lulu's red eyes became into a state of worriness. "Is there something wrong about it?" Quickly, Yuna shook her head. "No. I can sense something has happened with his doing."

I softly rubbed Yuna's back, "Tell her."

Yuna seemed to be trying to hold back her tears. "He killed... my mother... with the approval with Auron. They both agreed so I could come here-- but why am I needed in Tidus' pilgrimage?"

"You are needed since your father was high- summoner Braska's guardian, we thought that you could be Tidus' guardian." Lulu said.

"Then why is Jecht coming?" Yuna asked.

"I don't know," answered Lulu. Turning to me, Yuna pleaded for an answer.

"Sorry," I said understanding her posture, "I don't know either. Maybe Auron didn't want to take the guilt on his own every time he sees you?"

Sniffing, Yuna said, "Maybe."

"Okay then," Lulu started, "You will be Tidus' guardian--"

"No, " I interrupted.

"Why?" Lulu asked.

"Because, she's my...girl. Not a guardian but as a...."

"Girlfriend?" Lulu finised for me.

"E-yeah. At least I want her nearby...."

"Sothat we can lookout for eachother?" Yuna added in. "Right?"

"Right," I said.

"Sighing, Lulu said, "Fine with me." She clicked her tongue, "Tidus, go back to sleep. We have a long day tomorrow." Starting to get up, I took Yuna's hand and she started to follow. "But," we stopped, "Yuna will stay with me. She will sleep in my hut just incase you two get out of hand. Youdon't evenknow eachother even for a full day, yet."

I was going to argue but I gave in, Lulu was right, right? Letting go of Yuna's black gloved hand, she walked to Lulu's side. "Good-night!" She called out since once I started to walk to my own hut.

"Night, Yuna. Night Lulu."

"Good- night," Lulu responded.

Walking, I pulled the drappings to cover up the space for the entrance. I was in my hut now so I didn't know what the two girls were doing. As for Rikku? No idea, either.... Sleep, that's what I have to think now, sleep....


Author's note: Sorry if that was a long wait, I was thinking for ideas and I started to end up writing another fanfic.... And, that I was reading Saturn Stars's Yuna and Tidus a Lifetime Together (hehe I already said that but I'm still reading it! It's really good!) Anyway I hope that I could update soon. I'll update once I get a few reviews, I have to know if people are reading this, cuze it's no point of writing this if no one's reading it.... Anyhow, later days!

- Yuna- Blueo'Hara