Author's note: I kinda wanted to do this chapter early cuze like I said the good stuff is coming up but I got to warn you guys out there, this chapter is more rated for mature cuze you know the mushy stuff.... But it's going to be a surprise, kind off ok time for me to shut up. Hope you like it!

Oh, and sorry if I updated to early, I just wanted to get this part finished....

p.s. I would like to say that I wrote this chapter for Hyper Kirby. I hope you like it!
Yuna's POV

Chapter seven: It Isn't Me

I was standing on the shore a of a beach. The skies were dark, cold, murky and faint distant whispers of thunder clapped against the clouds. It was freezing cold and my bare feet were in the water up to my ankles, talk about frost bite. I shook in the cold, my cloths were diferent, not my blitz uniform but a pale blue dress that seemed to be made from the thinest and finest cloth, though it was ruined in the rain, the bottom still flowed down to my legs and brushed my toes gently. I looked out infront of me, it wasn't the Besaid that I knew, it was a place that was that was beautiful when it was calm, I just knew it.

Clutching my shivering body,I heard voices that were around me but there wasn't anybody....

"Look!"

After the one voice spoke, the skies grew darker, murkier and the winds blew harder sending a shiver up my spine. Things were scaring me now but was this a dream or was it reality?

"There she is!"

Okay, so I'm freaking out now, and big time. What was happening, were the voices talking about me?

"Sacrifice!"

The voices grew louder though nobody was there around me, it was like ghosts were talking and were afraid to show themselves.

"Watergoddess, you must go!"

I wasn't a watergoddess they must've mistaken me as someone else.... Out of nowhere, torches lit up strangely not giving out any light that I wantedto have badly. The voices seemed to be angry now.

"Watergoddess, you must go now!!!"

Gossbumps were flooding thourgh me now. What was this? If it was a dream, I just wanted to wake up and have a nice day or something! I pinced myself and ,"Oh my God! I'm not waking up!" As I tried to calm down, horror arose infront of me from out about the waters.

My breaths seemed to have left my soul, it was that stupid water fiend that sunk my boat to Spira. I stumbled back as the creature approached me, loosing my footing and landing hard on my butt. The sand was damp and wet, voices were still chattering about around me.

"Go now!" They screamed as if they were forcing me. "Go!"

Go where though? Where!? This wasn't supposed to happen in my life, never!

"Watergoddess leave!"

My breathing was heavy and cold sweat poured down my face. The rain felt like small prickles as the waterdroplets fell onto my skin. I wanted to wake up, just wake up!

"Scarifice!"

What? W-what? I'm not going to be asacrifice. 'This has gotta be a dream," I told myself. "This isn't real, this cannot be reality!" The fiend approached me nd the voices faded. I could hear it srcheech all around me. It picked me up, putting me up higher were the air was dead cold. Rain splashed onto my pale face.

Suddenly the water around me did wierd things, they were glowing with a light blue. Pyreflies appeared and roamed around me. I looked at the water fiend, I was terrified and it talked. I could hardly make anything out of it's words through all the rain pouring down. "You cannot escape watergoddess. You will parish!" The next second I found myself screaming, then afterwards, a total blackout.

My eyes opned was it all a dream? Stumbling out of my bed, I felt the ground and tied to calm down. It was a dream and I was still in the airship. Right! It was just a bad dream-a nightmare.

Struggling to get on the bed's surface, I managed after I clenched onto the covers and pulled myself up. I laid down onto my back with my face up to the cieling. Everything felt so real... but what was it telling me? This dream was different than any of the other dreams that I ever had and never felt so real....

Shifting in my position, I searing pain shot up through my body, I wasn't at full recovery yet. Damn! What was it all about!? I know this nightmare was telling me something important-or I wouldn't be this freaked out. Sweat trickled down my temples and I tired to calm down. Would I tell the others or wait a little longer? It'll just make them loose their focus on the pilgrimage. And Jecht wold insult me. Oh, I just wanted to have it all figured out.... The fiend! Right I remember, in the dream the same fiend was there. Then why, also!?

My breathing was hard for me to manage but I was alright, still alive. "Okay, let's get this straight," I said to myself. "I was in the cold, in a dress. It wasn't in the shore of Besaid and I wasn't sure if it was still in Sipra. Voices around me were describing me as a watergoddess or-I mean and-a sacrifice. A sacrifice for something but I didn't know. Okay, so the fiend came and said that I was a watergoddess, too, just like the voices. The water does wierd stuff and then I scream and total blackout. After, I end up back in bed, gasping for air."

I didn't know if saying it to myself helped or just made me scared even more. I seriously have to tell someone about tis dream... but who? I don't know but I could tell that this was really important.

Just thinking about it gave me a cold feeling that caught my breath and made me gasp for air. I couldn't tell the others, or could I? I would when the time was right.... The door nocked and I called out, "Come in."

"Hi, it's me again." I smiled at Tidus. He just greeted me in a wierd way, but that's one of the things that I like about him so much. "So, you feeling better?" He walked towards me after closing the door behind him. Taking a seat beside me he said, "Or do you still feel weak?'

The truth, I still feel weak-and not because of the pain because of the dream. I wouldn't tell him now, I wouldn't--

"Yuna?" I jumped and looked up at him. "Are you okay?''

"Yeah."

He took out a potion. "Here, it's your High Potion, take it agan. I hoped it helped you the first time I gave it to you." Tidus handed me the jar and I just stared at itremembering the feeling when it went down my throat. "Aren't you gonna drink it?"

"It just looks scary. The last time I took it I was half asleep, so I didn't know what exactly was it."

"Then close your eyes and gulp it down."

"No! I already know what it is so that thought will dart through my mind when I take it."

"Then just drink it. Look Yuna--"

"Okay, okay. I just... uh," his crystal blue eyes were looking right through me, I closed my eyes and gulped down the potion. I made a face as it made its way down my throat.

"There you drank it. I'll be taking that back now." He took the jar and stood up. "Try to get more sleep, it's only 9:00. I'll be back later." Nodding my head, he sofly kissed my forehead and made his way out.

I collaspsed on my bed sighing at the same time. It was wierd but I was afriad to sleep... but what if I get to see more of what the nightmare was trying to tell me... or that I'll have the same one again.... Breaths heavy, my eyelids seemed to have wayed a ton. "Don't go to sleep. Don't go to sleep!" My mind screamed.... But, I couldn't hold it anymore... rest was comsuming my body and came the blackout....

I opened my eyes and saw that I was back at that beach place again... but it was peaceful now, a paradise.... The water felt warm between my toes and the winds were sweet and warm, the skies were beautiful. I walked foward and something brushed against my toes. It was the same dress again but it was dry... I found it quite beautiful.

Looking up, I saw a blonde hair, blue eyed male waving at me. What, was it Tidus? He was in the same dream with me, this was wierd. Without another thought, I ran to him, the water soaking my dress but nothing higher than my knees. As I reached him, I jumped into his open arms, "You're here?" I asked.

"Yeah of course I am." His voice it sounded everything like Tidus', this male was very similar to him. "Hey Serenity, what were you doing on the water?"

Serenity? Okay, that was the frist clue that he wasn't Tidus because if he were him then he would have called me Yuna and not Serenity. So who was she, was I taking the place of her role now? The bad thing was how could I find out his name?

"Serenity?" He shook me.

"Oh, sorry. Just had some thoughts darting through my mind." That was the problem, whenever I had thought, I'd always had to be shaken just to getmy attention.

Putting an arm around me, we headed toward the dry land, a kid came running to the Tidus look-a-like. "Hey, Tyde!" Yes!I got his name! I'll keep that in mind. "Can you play ball with me?"

"Sorry but I'm going to be busy with Serenity for awhile." The kid smiled and nodded walking away to the other kids that were playing. Not knowing, he picked me up and went to the inn, I giggled, it felt so normal to be with him. But, were these my emotions or this Serenity person? He kicked open the door and just walked by the innkeeper, probably meaning that he payed already. Walking down the hall way, he kicked the door to our room and went inside he placed me on the bed and went to lock the door. "So, where are we?" I giggled, he was so much Tidus I just felt wierd 'cause this wasn't him.... I would only let one man do that to me... Tidus, but this was only a dream. Though it still felt wrong or did I have to do this in order to find out what this whole thing is meaning to me? Sighing, I tried to keep my hopes up. "What's wrong?" Tyde asked, his voice was muffled from diging into my neck.

"Nothing," I lied, "I just missed you." I said wrapping my arms around his neck. His smell... his touch everything seemed to be like Tidus. It felt so real but I knew that this was a dream.... "Don't stop," my mouth spilled.

"I won't." His mouth trailed to my face and our mouths met, God! He even kisses like Tidus, what is with this guy? Parting my lips, he develed deeper into my mouth.

Moaning, I took his shirt off and he helped me. His skin was soft and smooth, I trailed my hands down his chest, was Tidus' the same, too? I wondered. Tyde helped me take my dress off and my each passing second, more of me was revealed until I was exsposed to him in my under garments. I giggled, "Hey it isn't fair. Ther are differences between males and females. You have to take something off, too you know."

"Hey...." Reaching for his belt, I unbuckled it and took his pants off, chuking it to the side with my dress. Slowly, he took off my bottom under garment that covered my most private body part. He threw it aside.

"Tyde!" I covered it with my hands.

He screwed uphis face as if he hurt me, "What?"

"I just feel so bare...." I drifted off as he leaned down and kissed me again. I wrapped my hands around his neck and my legs around his waist. I kept thinking that he was Tidus right now but I kept telling myself to come back to reality every second or so.

Releasing him, I took off his under garments and threw it aside, down on the floor. Moving his hand to my chest, he looked down at me. I arched my back and he reached to my back, trying to release the fastener. Once that was done, he chucked it aside, and I laid back down.

"I bare even more now...."

"Then get under the covers," we did.

Wrapping my arms around him, I pulled him close to me, so close I could feel my breasts against his chest and my... I don't even want to go there. He dug his face into my neck, our breaths were qiuck and I found myself managing to moan... then the total blackout.

I opened my eyes, after rubbing them. Damn. I fell asleep while I'm in my dream and woke up in my dream. Tyde was stll there beside me, he was still sleeping. Then the door was knocked on, I panicked. Clutching the cloth to my chest, I scanned the room for a towel. Bingo! On the chair in the corner. Jumping out of bed, my body cringed when I felt the cold, it was alot warmer when Tyde was close to me. I wrapped thetowel around me and ran to the door. A person that looked like a priest looked at me.

"Oh, Lady Serenity-- I mean Summoner." Serenity as a summoner? Okay, this was getting wierd. "Have I interrupted something?" Apparently our clothes were on the floor and the priest could've probably see Tyde, chest bare in bed-- oh yeah and me in my towel, not that it was really mine.

Shaking my head I say, "No, he fell asleep anyway. It was a better choice to come now than before was it?" We both laughed.

"Come with me," the priest was now serious. "Please," he added.

"Um..." I loooked back, "sure...." As we walked down the hall, I said, "Shouldn't I wear something more sutible? I can't wear this in public...."

"It is not needed--"

A loud sound came from within the back of the corridor, "Tyde!" I ran to the room and saw him... he was slaugthered with blood everywhere.

He whispered to me, "Serenity...." at that moment I felt like a part of me was separated I walked to him but I felt hands wrapping around me, then the blackout like the other times....

I was gasping for breath when I opened my eyes, I woke up after I woke up in my dream. Shifting in my position, the bed felt softer than it should have.I glanced at Tidus' bed, he was sleeping peacefully. Rolling over, the bed the sheets still felt like the were softer than they were supposed to be... and that's when I saw it, "God!" I was not wearing any clothes. How could this happened? I screamed at the thought of Tidus harassing me.

Foot steps pounded their way up here and my body felt completely frozen, I was unable to move, I could only breath and blink. "What happened, ya?!" It was Wakka's voice. Squinting, I could see the others behind him but the good thing was that Jecht and Auron weren't there, good.

A stir arose beside me, I couldn't look but I knew that it was Tidus "What the hell...?" I felt myself grow hot and cold sweat poured down my face not helping me to cool down. Tears swelled up in my eyes for no reason.

Rikku ran up to my side, slapped Tidus' approaching hand away, and pulled my sheets up higher my chest. "Yunie-" did she just call me Yunie? "Yunie," Rikku repeated, "what happened? You can't move? And, you're not wearing anything?" I let out a sound to mean yes for both of those things. "God!" She gasped, putting a small hand over her mouth. "Tidus harassed you?"

"How could you, man!? She trusted you, ya!" Wakka said that before I could tell them That they had the wrong idea.

"And, you said that you loved her," Lulu snapped, "how could you do this after you gained her trust?"

Tidus glared at me, a look mixed with anger and saddness. He pushed passed his guardians that seemed to be all mine right now and headed out without turning back once. I felt decived, and dumped. This was not supposed to happen and just because of a stupid dream... but did he think that I had framed and set him up...?

Author's note: I don't know if that was good, this was my first time writing stufflike this even if I've been reading stuff like this from Saturn Stars alot. Anyway I'd like to thank Hyper Kirby, forher optomistic atittude thatmade me want to write this. Okay I hope that my next chapter will be good! Later days. :p

-Yuna-Blueo'Hara