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Yuna's POV

Chapter thirteen: Endless Love

I quickly scrapped the last bits of food on my plate and put them in my mouth. I didn't want to be seen, I just wanted to be alone but then I didn't want to be alone, I couldn't make up my mind. But could they see the pain I was in? Everything that happened and Tidus doesn't do a thing or maybe he was trying and I would hide myself away. With all this in my way, the thing that we were doing for Serenity was falling behind but what could I do?! I don't know.... There were tears in my eyes again, it seemed like there wasn't a second in the days around now where I didn't cry... it was all to painful, everything- I missed Tidus so much.... Wiping the tears away from my eyes, I ate the last things on my plate and then started to head off to my room... that's when I heard my name from Tidus the first time in weeks, I didn't turn around to look, instead I turned away and tried to hold back the tears.

"Yuna!" I heard him call out again, "Yuna...." His voice faded as I grew father away from him and was closer to my room. Closing the door, I slumped back in my position by the wall again, where the knife was, the one that I used to cut myself.... I wanted to be with him but then I couldn't. This was the second time that we were separated and I couldn't stand it if it would happen again. If I grew closer with him then it would be harder for me to get over with and it is already, I just couldn't stand it!

I took off my sleeves and then took the knife. I began to cry as the cold blade came rapidly across my arm but not of the pain of the cuts, the pain that was caused from my break up with Tidus. The pain didn't just go away and I couldn't do anything about it. I had never done this to myself, if I was thinking right, this would've been called self abuse. The cold blade came again and again, I didn't look at my arm but then I could imagine it all red and bloody. There I was doing my own thing from when all of a sudden, the world around me had changed. I think that it was the Farplane but I wasn't sure since I have never been there, or have I.

"Yuna." I knew that voice... that was my mom's voice.

"Mom!?" I was crying. Clutching my arm, I tried to hide it but then there came out of the mist, my mom.

"Yuna, I could see it."

"See what?" I knew what she was talking about, anyone could see it, the red blood standing out well from the whiteness of my skin.

I could see the sadness in my moms eyes, "Yuna, you know what I am talking about. What is happening with you, my daughter?" That moment, I just looked at her then ran into her arms. I thought that I would go right through her but she was just as a solid like me, I sobbed, I couldn't hold the feelings locked inside of me.

"Mom! I can't stand it anymore!"

"Is it Tidus?"

I nodded, "I love him but then his father broke us apart, why?"

"It is because he thinks that you will interfere with the pilgrimage but he does not know that you are on a new quest." I nodded. "I will talk to him. For now, reunite with Tidus."

But he can't see me like this!"

"Yes, he can. Now go. I don't want you to end up like me. To end up with another man that was not the one who I truly loved, I don't want what happened to me to hapen to me. Go...." She let go of me and I tried to smile as I faded back into my own world.

I didn't listen to her, I think. I took the knife in my hands again and struck it across my arm, the red blood became more and more.... I realized that I was crying and that I was gasping for air, I didn't know what I was doing, I just did what ever I got to do. I didn't even hear the door opening and closing behind me, then I heard his voice... "Yuna, stop it! I never thought that you would do that!"

I struggled against his hold, he was trying to stop me but then I fought back and tried to cut myself again. "Go away, can't you see that I'm suffering! I want to be with you but then I can't stand this anymore so I do this- let go!"

His hold was strong, so he held me in place. "Yuna, I don't care what my father thinks, I just want to be with you!"

I struggled again and accidentally cut him instead. "Yuna!"

I stopped all of a sudden and then found myself saying, "Tidus, I'm sorry! I shouldn't have been acting like this, I shouldn't! I never wanted this to happen to us, I wanted to stay with you but then I kept on thinking that if this would keep on going if I was back with you again then I couldn't take it anymore! But then now I just want to be with you...." I finished on a trail of sobs.

He relaxed hi hold and I did the same, letting go of the knife that I used to hurt myself. "Let's just be together now, I don't care what my father said, I don't care. What I care about is that I'm going to be with you and I'm going to be whether you like it or not.... I love you."

I was stunned at his last statement... I wanted to say that to him, meaning and he did before I could. "... I wanted to say this for such a ling time.... I... love... you... too."

"Well, I see that we missed eacother," he carried me in his arms and we just sat by the wall that I was sitting by when I had been hurting myself. He bent down and kissed me, I missed that too.

"Tidus?"

"Yeah?"

"Stay with me to the end, when this is all finished, please?" I looked into his eyes that I missed so much.

"Not till the end-" my eyes were looking at him worried but then he continued, "always." I smiled, and I knew that he was telling the truth. He kissed me again and wrapped his arms around me tighter.

Author's note: I would like to thank all the people who gave me support! I love you guys, thanks! (Now I have to practice for my band test.) :( Later days, I'll update soon I think not that I do already, I think! Later days (I repeated it... hehehe....)

- Yuna-Blueo'Hara