Author's note"Okay, so, I'm going to try to make this chapter longer since I felt like I didn't write a worthy chapter for so long so... I'm going to try to. Okay"

"Okay"

"Hey, Rikku get back in the story."

"Oh, poopie. Right Yunie! See ya later guys"

"Okay, good, Rikku left. Now here is the chapter"

Yuna POV

Chapter nineteen: Now I Know

There was this queasy feeling in my stomach as we got closer to the Moonflow. I didn't really know why I wanted to go there but then I thought that it would help since Tyde was killed there, right? I know that it's sickening but then I thought that maybe that's where we could talk to him and get some information on this quest thingy. The thing was that I wouldn't forget about that dream... it was just so unbelievable that I did it with him. Yeah, it was a dream but then what would someone say if they had it? It was so real... but then I felt sad and sorry for Serenity as well as Leanne. They both had tragic endings but then sometimes the thought of me having one like that would sometimes come and visit me. I didn't want it to happen... I just didn't want it to.

"Yunie."

I jumped. The voice that had gotten me out of my thoughts were high and squeaky... oh, that was Rick, who else could it have been"Yes" I noticed that my eyes were half open. It was night time already... ALREADY! That was fast, I didn't expect it to take that long. I sighed, I must've been falling asleep. "Yes, Rick"

"We're arriving at the Moon soon."

"Soon? It took you almost the whole day just to get here" I said crossing my arms and rested my head on Tide's shoulder.

"Well, in five minutes" Rick replied.

"She meant that there was a power failure so that's why it took so long" Tides backed her up.

"Oh, okay."

Just when I was about to close my eyes again, a sudden voice called out to me... It was Rikku again. "Yunie! We're in the Moonflow now. You get up and go with Tidie and do whatever you want to do. we'll be in here. Better be careful, okay? I heard rumors around here about stuff happening."

"Stuff happening" I said bewildered.

"Never mind her, let's go before it gets to dark." Tidus grabbed my hand and made me go outside of the airship. He let go of my hand and crept into the shadows as the door of the airship closed. It was dark, was he going to scare me? I didn't like this idea, I was scared to tell you the truth. "Tidus! If you're out there, please come back! I don't like..." It became quiet and then I felt something grab me around the waist"AHHHHHHH"

"Don't worry, it's me."

"Tidus! Why'd you do that"

"I'm sorry, I just wanted to have fun before we got into any big business. Don't you want to have fun" he asked me.

"Yes, I do but this. I consider this scaring me, not fun. Get it" I didn't realize that my words were like knives that just stabbed into him. I knew that he was just kidding but then he should've have done that, right?

Tidus let go of me and then turned away. In the dark I knew that he was going to cry soon. I could hear the sadness in his voice. "Well... I'm sorry."

I was going to give him a joke. "Well, take your apology back, I don't care."

He was already crying, I felt bad now. I shouldn't have done that... oh Yevon... "Yuna, I'm sorry! Please don't leave me. I don't want you live in that life you had before."

I looked at the ground and then I walked over to him and cupped his cheek with my right hand. His tanned skin felt all smooth and perfect. "Tidus" I sighed"I'm the one who should be saying sorry. I was just putting a trick on you. Please forgive me..."

Tidus tried to smile but then I could still see the tears in his crystal blue eyes. "I forgive you."

"Hmm. Next" His mouth closed over mine. Maybe... this was his way of saying"Thank-you" or"Sorry." When he pulled back I said"Thanks." I put down my hands and then we intertwined fingers. "Okay. I wanted us to come here because I wanted to go in the inn. Things happened there..."

We walked over to the wornout inn. As we made our way it was pretty silent so I think that Tidus said something to kill the blanket. "Um... what kind of things"

I didn't want to tell him but then again, I guess I did. "Well, on the night when I had that first dream, Tyde and I made love. Okay! Don't get mad at me. I didn't even know what was going on but then I found out that I was Serenity. You remember that sphere that Shiva gave us" He nodded. "Well, that was the part after I had taken the role of Serenity."

"So now you want to look around this place to find things out"

"Yeah but then I'm scared so then I wanted you to some with me." I sighed. "I'm scared but then I think that it'll help for some reason. What do you think"

"... Yeah, I think that it'll help. Now, come on. Don't run off away from me you won't know what is out there. Okay"

"Yes, Tidus."

We walked into the inn slowly. I gasped and Tidus took a firm hold around me. My gasp echoed though out the hallways. It was dark and the scary part was that there was blood on the walls. I wanted to get out but then I thought that we wouldn't get anywhere if we didn't get to talk to Tyde. We walked foward taking each step as if we would break paper while stepping on it. The hall was dark and empty, I wanted to get out, I tell you! I looked around, I didn't know where to go.It was the engulfing darkness that roamed around and the shadows whispered fragments of mixed emotions.

I knew that Tidus wanted to get out too. I could feel him shaking and so was I? What were we supposed to do now"Are you sure that you still want to do this"

"...Yes" my voice was shaking. "I still want to."

"Okay then. Where do we go"

I thought for a moment. "How about we go to the room where they killed him..." I didn't dare to say that but I couldn't think right at the moment.

"Um..." his voice as unsteady"I think that would be a good idea."

"Okay..." We strode to the room where the thing that ended his life. When Tidus opened the door for me I screamed when I saw him sitting on the broken bed, all blood stained. I didn't want to look. It made me think that Tidus looked like this when he would get hurt badly. Tyde looked straight at us as if he knew that we were coming. I screamed again when the door closed. I ran towards the exit but then Tidus took a hold of me and said something in my ear.

"No. We had already gone to far for this. You can't run. We have to talk to him." Tidus was trying to sound positive but then I knew that he couldn't manage it right.

I gulped and clung to him holding him with all my life. "Yes..."

"So... you're here." Tyde said. Tidus and I just stared at him. I could see the gleam in Tyde's eyes under his locks of blood stained hair. I hadn't seen him like this before, why was he like this now"I have been waiting. I want to talk to Serenity."

"But then we have to talk to you" I said and almost regretted it.

"But I want to talk to Serenity"

I was scared now but then I heard this calm voice. A blue came from my chest and then a mist of light blue appeared in front of me. Pyreflies had come and then the mist formed into... Serenity. "Don't be like this, Tyde."

"But I want you to be with me again. It was all this water fiends fault"

"I had already talked to you about this in the Farplane. Yuna has to finish this quest of hers"

"That was yours" Tyde was now crying. Maybe he felt like I had felt when I had lost Tidus for almost three weeks. "I missed you. Do you know how long waited in this place"

Serenity walked over to him and wrapped her arms around his neck. "I will be with you soon. Yuna just has to find out what this whole purpose of the quest is. Let us all talk about this together, okay? For now, I can stay with you. Okay"

"Okay."

When were all settled I went to ask them a question. "Okay, so what does it mean when I have to beat the water fiend with my relationship with Tidus"

Serenity shifted in her position. "Well before I answer that question for you, I need to know if there was this person that had their eye on you but you didn't like him"

"Him? So that means a guy, right" Serenity nodded at my stupidity. "Um well let me see. In Zanarkand there was this guy that I would see smiling at me every time I looked at him. I think that he had... SEYMOUR"

"Yuna! What do you mean Seymour" Tidus asked me.

I tried to catch my breath. "I think that there was this guy in Zanarkand that looked like Seymour- or that could've been him. That's why he was like that to me when we had met him in Luca." Turning my head to Serenity, I said"I think that it was Seymour."

She seemed calm like she heard these things everyday. "That would explain it. Do you hate this Seymour"

"Yes" I whispered sure of it.

"Well, then. That would mean that your hatred for this Seymour lives within this water fiend. You see, the more you hate the more it gets powerful. Seymour isn't a human being, he is a re-dead. He is after you because you are with Tidus. This all started with me when this happened. A man who had loved me but I haven't love him went after me using my hatred as his power. That is why I went on the quest with Tyde to thwart this man."

I thought that I had the idea of what she was trying to tell us already but then it wasn't crystal clear yet. "Is that all" I asked.

"No" she replied"there is more. As I had already told you, I went on a quest to defeat this man, the only way that I could've was to use the relationship that I had with Tyde. Did you have that dream yet when the priest told us about this"

Both Tidus and I nodded.

"Okay, then, you get what I mean? I had to defeat the man by our relationship so that I could prove to him that I didn't love him. Now, do you know"

"I think I get it. So you're saying that the guy who liked you wanted you so he went after you but then you had to beat him by using you're bond with Tyde to prove that you didn't love him. But how did he turn into a water fiend, the same goes for Seymour"

"They use your hatred as a power. This power turns them into a being which is no longer a human. When they envy and receive hatred, they become stronger. Seymour, however, changes when he wants to but then I think that you will find him human towards you. On the other hand I think that if you are with Tidus then he will be in that form of the water fiend."

"But on that day we met him in Luca, he wasn't in the form of the water fiend and I was with Tidus. Isn't that weird"

"I think that it is because he is able to control whether he wants to be in that form or not. Maybe if you make him very angry then that will cause him to be in the other form."

Tidus sat back and said"Makes sense to me." He then sat up and then said"Then how come the Aeons are still here when there is no Fayth because Sin is here. The other thing is that I don't think that Yunalesca is defeated so then that means there could be another generation more Sin. This is making me confused."

Serenity replied"That is because the Aeons want to be with you, right? At my time there was no pilgrimage because there was no Sin, the same went for Lenne."

"So you're a summoner" Tidus asked already knowing. I knew that he just wanted to make sure.

"Yes. Since you have already got your questions answered, I think that you should leave now. I feel that the spirits here are mixed with emotions and are not done what they were doing so long ago." I nodded.

"Hey, but I'm a spirit in here" Tyde screamed abruptly.

"The go into the Farplane and wait for me there. I do not want you to be in this lonesome place for another thousand years" Serenity said. Tyde nodded and disappeared after pulling her into an embrace. "It is time for you to go" she said to us once Tyde was gone.

I nodded and then she became a light timid blue, returning to my chest, within me. I thought of her as a guardian spirit, one that would protect me and understand. She was a water goddess and a summoner, I could trust her- and she said that she had the same problems in life like me. I knew what I had to do now. Maybe, the next day, we would go to Guadosalam. I took a deep breath and let it out after taking Tidus' hand in my own. We held onto each other tightly and walked out. I knew what I had to do.

Author's note: So, what do you guys think? This was an important chapter, I think because it explained the water fiend stuff. Okay, I'm gonna get started onto the other chapter. Later days:p

-Yuna-Blueo'Hara