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Oh and this too: I dedicate this chapter to Elton, this guy in my class that's really cool for his weirdness. I thank him for understanding me not like the other guys. I know that he's never going to read this but I'll put it down anyway. And I also dedicate this for Kerri and xox Kawaii and CeE CrOw and Kairi27 and Lina, this other friend of mine who also Linnea. And if you notice all of us start with L. Yay!


Yuna POV

Chapter twenty-six: Wake Me Up Inside


I loathed that Vunita! Why would she go after me when I didn't do anything but listen to her and understand what she wanted Serenity to know. WHY? She didn't have to freakin take him out of my freakin' life. But he isn't out of my life yet, never. He'll always be there with me, till the end, right? I remembered that we promised that we would always be together even if we were separated.

Struggling to get up I wiped away my tears and forced myself to stay strong. He was going to get back to me, right? After all Vunita had to live upon someone's hatred and that would be mine. So she was in me or somewhere that was near me, I think but I felt like there was no chance for me to get to her. She was a spirit or something. Vunita couldn't be in the Farplane because she was a spirit, like Serenity but one that was evil, that was filled with hatred, one that should be ashamed of their selves.

The thing that I hated to do was to tell the others now. I was scared what they would say to me and what Jecht might do. I mean they don't know who Vunita was and the thing was that if I told them then they might sue me or something. Maybe Jecht would even do something. This was the bad part. Tidus wasn't here do sooth me when I would get hit or to protect me. I guessed that I would tell them later. The time when I cool down.

Wiping away my tears that slid down my white cheeks, I pretended that I was okay and that Tidus was okay, the one out of the two that was still sleeping. There was this guilt in me but I ignored it. The Celsius had already landed and I saw that we were in at the coast of Besaid Island. Everyone else thought that we must've have been okay so they went to Besaid and had some things to do. This gave me time to have time by myself if Tidus wasn't here. I would think and just try to calm down.

See, I knew that this was going to happen. I said that I was scared to be separated from him again and he said that we wouldn't. But look, we did but I trusted him. This time he didn't mean to separate us, it was Vunita that had done this. I knew that we would be together again. I walked away from the Celsius and the gates of Besaid so that I remained unseen.

I looked out to the ocean and took in the smell that I had gotten so used to when I was younger in Zanarkand. The smell of the salty ocean sea. I missed him so much. This was where he had found me on the first night that I had met him. It seemed like time couldn't just erase the things and heal the wounds right away. The things that had happened, happen. Sometimes we just have to let some things go since you know that the person is in your heart and will always be there. Tidus is like that but there's no way that I'll be moving on him.

I just wanted to wipe all of his tears if he had any but I... never mind. The ocean, I thought about it now. It was like love. It's always flowing and parts of it flow to places that are unexpected. It always moves and grows when it is weak and at some times it softens and grows less. It carried anger, love, trust. It reaches out to further places that no humans can reach. Just like love. These things, I thought about them and Tidus. For some reason, I wasn't freaking out now. I understood. I just had to wait. I love him and he loves me. It's just a matter of time. All we have to do is just trust it and we'll be together.

Tidus didn't love Vunita, she just took him so there's a chance that he'll be back to me. All I worried about was when the time would be when he would be back. The Seymour thing, I think that it wasn't really real. Maybe that was only Vunita in a disguise that she was in so that she could see the outside world without having to live upon some thing at that moment.

... I didn't want to think about anything right now, but I knew that all I wanted was to have Tidus safe, not hurt, abused or anything... I just wanted to see him to feel him...


Tidus POV

... I opened my eyes I wasn't in the Celsius and I didn't remember what happened. The last thing that I remembered was that I... I was going to hit... Yuna. Did I or did I not? Turning my head thinking that Yuna was going to be there beside me, I was wrong. It wasn't her but this lady other than Yuna. Long black hair that spilled around her pale white face. Slowly, I got out of the position that I was in and walked away from her. I didn't know who she was and how I got here. But I wanted to get back to Yuna and apologize the thing was that I didn't have the opportunity to do so right now.

I walked away from that lady, who was sleeping and thinking that I was there with her but I wasn't, I was wondering off in this world. It was strange, all white and calm. It reminded me the stories and description that I heard about the Farplane. This was like a replica of it and I knew that it wasn't the Farplane that I was familiar with.

There was a big mass of water... an ocean. It was strange that it was here but I wanted to stand here and watch it. This reminded me of Yuna the way that she loved the water and all that, when would I see here again? I didn't know the answer it seemed like it would never happen but I know that we would. I promised that we would always be together even though we weren't. Suddenly there was this glow in front of me and I saw a figure... I didn't move forward but I watched... it was a woman that I knew...


Yuna POV

... I looked out in front of me... and I saw this figure... I knew that face anywhere... it had to be him. "Tidus?" I whispered loud enough for only him and me to hear. "Is that you?"


Tidus POV

It was her... I knew that I knew that face. It was Yuna and somehow the ocean was taking our wishes and letting us see each other. "Yuna," I whispered back to her. She was in the water and I walked forward. Yes, I knew that it wasn't really her but it was, if you know what I mean. It was hard to say. "Yuna!"


Yuna POV

"It's you!" I walked forward as Tidus was. When we had reached each other, I could feel him and smell him. "Thank-you for getting here to me... you waked me up inside." He held me in his arms and I pressed my cheek against his chest. "Tidus I know that you aren't really you right now. I trust you though. I know that you will come back to me. You promised that you will come back to me, I know that. I will just have to wait at the moment. Okay?"

Everything seemed to be lighter, the surroundings round us was seeming to not be there but replaced in a bright white light. The only things that we could see with colour was the both of us and the ocean that we were in. "I will come back to you. I know I will, I promise!"

I nodded with tears in my eyes. "I know, I'll be waiting." I paused then thought of something, I said, "Say my name when it's time for you to leave and wake me up. Bring me back to life. I have no idea where you are and all I know is that you'll get out of there, okay?"

"Yep, sure. I'll say your name and I'll be gone. I'll be there soon... bye." He bend down and kissed me in a sweet caress with his lips. "I will save you from nothing and say your name to wake you up. Bye."

I nodded again with tears now spilling. "Yes, I love you."

He was crying now, too. We both had faith in each other and knew that we were going to see each other once again. "I love you too," he whispered. "Bye... Yuna."

He faded and the lights disappeared in a flash second and everything seemed to be from before I had met Tidus in that mysterious meeting. I knew that the ocean did that for me and I thanked it... very much...

"Yuna." I turned. I had heard my name but it wasn't from Tidus but from Serenity. I opened my mouth to apologize from what I had said earlier this morning... I think but she brought up a smile and silenced me. Walking up to my side, the both of us looked out to the ocean while she talked. "Yuna. It is okay. I know what you feel right and so does the ocean. I don't know why Vunita is doing this. There is nothing to prove, right?" I nodded. "Yes. The other reason that I came here is because the way that the ocean reacted. I think that you are to be a watergoddess, like I. The water, carried out your wishes and you got to meet the one you love. Would you like to be a watergoddess? It will not effect your mission and goal but it will help you in some ways."

I listened to what she had said. I knew that she was right, I loved the water and understood it. The water listened to me and carried out my wishes. Turning my head to Serenity I said, "Yes. I would like to be one..."



Yuna-Blueo'Hara