A/N: I have never written Star Wars before, so please excuse anything that could be wrong. I don't think that I will write anything more from it too, seeing, as this is something that has been bugging me to write it. I should also but here, this warning: WARNING, THIS CONTAINS SPOILERS FROM THE MOVIE SO IF YOU HAVE NOT SEEN IT AND WANT TO BE SURPRISED, DO NOT READ ON. There, I think that is big enough. Also, taking a few liberties here, I assume that Padmé woke up before she gave birth, since she was awake for that.

Disclaimer: I do not own these people.

How could this be true? How could everything that I have believed in gone so wrong? How could the things that I have seen, I have heard, all be true? It seems that I no longer know what to believe.

Anni is no longer who I thought he was. He has done things, unspeakable things, that I never thought him possible of doing. He betrayed the Republic, though I now know that Palpatine had begun that even before these things happened. It seems that he had wanted power for a long time, and was using us as pawns in his game.

Anni, oh Anni, how could you have fallen to his tricks? How could you turn on everything you knew? I know you told me that it was because you did not want to see me die, but that is not a reason to kill everyone, everything. I did not believe what you said, but now I do. I have nothing, save these children. The Republic is gone, turned into an Empire. The Jedi are gone, murdered by the clones or by Anakin.

I have been foolish, I should not have fallen in love, nor should I have believed lies. I should have been alert, seen what was happening and tried to know for myself. But everywhere I turned there were lies. Lies in the Senate, from Palpatine himself, lies from Anakin, taking everything Palpatine had said and twisted it back to me. And from Obi-Wan, for I had no reason to believe him over anyone else. And his were the only ones that I should have believed.

How could I have been so blind? How could I have let my love fool me into thinking believing everything that Anakin had told me? It does not matter now; I do not think anything can save him. Obi-Wan will not tell me anything, nothing about what happened when I was passed out. I can only think that Anni is dead, but I do not feel it.

Lying here, it is hard to believe that things are as they are, but it makes everything much more real. I have been brought out of the shadow that I was kept in, from the lies around me, and now I it hard to know everything.

And when I feel that there is no good left in this world, I feel them move inside me, and know that they are not evil, not corrupted by lies I have been told, but to what world do they enter? Their father is gone, and even if they were to see him, they would not know the man that I loved. He just wants power now, not anything that I can give him.

I should not have gone to Mustafa, that evil molten planet. But, what else could I have done? I was being lied to by someone, and I went to the one person I thought that I could trust. But I was wrong in that, he had left me alone then. He wanted to save me from a fate that I did not believe, and now I do not think I can have it any other way, after what he said there is no turning back. Not even for the lives of our children, could I come away from fate.

It is ironic, he brought upon me what he feared, what he changed for. I wish that I could say that I still know, truly know, who Anakin Skywalker is, but I do not think I do anymore. I know that he cannot be all evil; that what he did was only for me. But now, all I am is lost.

A/N: I have also read none of the books so be nice. Please, any reviews are welcome and you know they should have Padmé under the character list.