Tyson's POV

Why did this happen, Kai? I thought that you were going to die. How did you survive? So many people thought you going to die, but I guess by surviving this ordeal you were just being yourself, Kai. You have always been stubborn that way. Never gave up a good fight. Unlike me.

You would have smacked me hard across the face by now if I had said this to you on any other occasion, but seeing that I'm barely able to think properly and you're in a state of shock, I believe it's safe to say you won't. But I wouldn't put it passed you, though. I just wish that I had the energy to see your face. I haven't seen it awake and alive for a long time now, and all I can remember is the times when he was asleep in the hospital. I want to die with the picture of Kai smiling and full of life before I go.

I just don't have the energy to go on right now…

Kai's POV

Tyson…

All this for me. All the pain you inflicted on yourself was to stop me and you from losing each other, and now I believe we might anyway. I just can't believe that you are dying. You have a low chance of living, but everyone here knows that won't wake up, and even if you do, we most likely will never see that beautiful smile of yours, or hear you loving laugh again. Not for a very long time.

Oh, Tyson. You are the most idiotic person on God's green Earth, and still I love you with every ounce of my heart. You ARE my koi, no matter what happens, I know this now. I will never find another person that can fill in the space that you filled, Tyson. That was something that you had somehow occupied and have basically now taken ownership of, no matter how much I wish it weren't true, because you are going to leave us all soon, and I can't bare for you to go without me being there for you.

My koi…

Tyson's POV

I've gotta wake up. I know that if I don't now, I might never be able to see that gorgeous face of my love again. You have always been there for me Kai, and I want you to be here for me again, now, for one last time before I must leave.

"Kai…" I whispered. "Kai…"

"Tyson?"

You've been crying. Even though I can only see a blurred you, I can still here the sobs and all the unshed tears caught in the back of your throat.

"Kai, listen. I know I'm not gonna make it, and I know you know as well," I began, "and I just want to say how much you being there for me every time I needed you has been some of the most caring and loving things anyone has ever done for me."

"Tyson…"

"And I want to say something else before I go," I breathe, slowly loosing concicnous, but fighting the earge of sleep, know well enough where I'm going I'm gonna have all the time in the world to sleep for a long time.

"Yes?" you question. I always loved that soft tone that you always put on for me when I was hust or when we were alone. It made you seem touchable, even in your most foulest of moods.

"Kai, I-" I begin to cough hard, losing vital time and scolding myself for looking so weak in front of Kai.

"Tyson!" you say, worried that I was going to pass out and die that very moment.

"Kai, A-ash-ashi-" I try to say whilst trying to gain back my vision. And after what seemed like hours of waiting to see again, which was most likely seconds, I can see you soft skinned face, shinning with stained tears, and your soft, red lips that I wish I had a proper chance to kiss.

Smiling, I finish, "Ashiteru, Kai."

You look at me for a moment, as if I had suddenly grown two heads, when all of a sudden, you bend down towards me and whisper, "Ashiteru, koi."

And with that, he leaned in and kissed me passionately for what seemed like minutes, but was merely moments, and within those moments, I was slowly slipping away from him.

Kai's POV

I can tell you are leaving me, Tyson. But I want to say something before you go.

"Tyson?"

You moan in response. I smile. Just like you would do if you were being told to get up in the morning.

"Tyson, I will always love you, and no matter where you are, and no matter how far away, know that you will always be my koi, and no one will be able to take that place in my heart."

Then you smiled, the knowing smile you only give me, before slipping into the darkness of death, where you will never be able to leave and we will never be able to meet again for a long, long time.

The heart monitor said you had died merely 5 seconds ago, and I just can't stay here anymore, with you, my koi, dead in front of me. SO I get up and go to open the door when I hear you whisper something.

Then I walking up to you and kissing your tears away whilst guiding you into the darkness for the last time, never being able to save you like I want to. "I will always love you," I say.

"I know," you respond, as if you knew it your whole life, and with that, you die with that loving grin plastered peacefully on your face. I turn around and walk outside the hospital, and then the breeze begins to blow, whispering some of the last words you said to me merely moments before your death.

Ashiteru, koi.


Jasmine- That's it with this story. Sorry for killing Tyson, but it was all i could think of. Sozzy. Anyway, after i finish all my other stories, I'm starting a story I thought up just a moment ago, so, if you want to be in it, please either e-mail me and ask, or ask in your review. BYE!