Accidentally In Love

Notes:

This is my first series fan fiction. So I'm not so good at it. If anyone gets any ideas to add up in this fan fiction just send you're idea to my email. I would also love if anyone wants to give me a hand to me on finishing this fan fiction. It's going to be great.

Okay...at first this fan fiction title is "Is This Love...?" But there's been an illegal copyright, so I have to change the title and a little bit of the storyline. To the person that I have illegally copied your storyline I AM SO SORRY...and it won't be happening again. To those who already read "Is This Love...?"before, enjoy this one.

I am not American, Japanese, European, Russian, Or Mexican. I'm Malaysian. Not Chinese but Malay people. So my English is very simple. I don't know how to use big words. There would be something that I misspelled and error grammatical. So forgive me for not being good enough in English. I just hoped my readers understand every word in my fan fiction. ENJOY...!

Disclaimer:

SAIYUKI is not mine. Only some characters that I've made up on my own.

Summary:

In this part the memories of what happened to Gojyo and Sanzo is played back. Gojyo went away to a place and he almost cry.

Accidentally In Love

Part 2 : Down Hearted Man

Walking down the stairs of the inn and thinking what he just said to Sanzo just now makes him feel like giving up on his feet and just go tumbling down the stairs. That would make a pretty loud of noise and all the people including Sanzo goes wild and runs to him. But he doesn't want to see Sanzo now. Not after what he thinks that Sanzo did to him earlier they arrived in this town. He just want to avoid Sanzo now; for now he just wanna be alone; by himself, with no Hakkai or Goku to disturb him by now. ALONE and all the time he needs in the world.

As he reached down to ground floor where they made their reservations just now he can see that the owner of the inn is still there behind the counter reading a newspaper. The owner doesn't look so old like this inn but maybe he's the generation after generation owner of these in. Gojyo walks to the counter and as he can see that the owner saw him and put down his glasses and newspaper down on the counter and put a grin on his face to Gojyo.

Owner: Oh hi sir...

The inn owner greeted Gojyo as Gojyo stopped at the counter.

Gojyo:Yeah hi... Do you know where I can get the best liquor in this town...? I'm kind of thirsty right now.

Owner: Certainly sir. There's a bar 7 blocks away from here. The bar is called Urakawa's Bar. You can say that they have the finest sake there. Oh, if you want to I can ask my worker and send it to your room.

Gojyo:Nehhh...don't bother. I want to enjoy the bar. Seven blocks from here right...? Thanks...

Owner: Ok sir...you're welcome.

He walks away from the inn, or perhaps walks away from his friends and Sanzo. Leaving the one he needed behind him and never looking back. With every step he takes to move forward his heart is getting heavy and his mind plays again the memories between him and Sanzo around 8 months ago...

Author's Cousin: What happened 8 months ago...c'mon you've got to tell everyone about it...

Authors: Okay...okay...

(Well there's one night, around 8 months ago Gojyo was as usually done with his usual night activities with girls from a town and went back to his room. Well he thought that it was his room, but surprisingly not. He was in Sanzo's room. Sanzo was not in by the time he was in. he lie on the bed and fell asleep, still doesn't noticed that he was not in his room.

Soon after that Sanzo was back in his room and saw Gojyo sleeping in his bed. Sanzo closed the door behind him and locked the door. Sanzo loosened his robe and sit at the corner end of his bed. Well he felt something unusual when he knew that he was alone with Gojyo in his room. So he crawled on top of Gojyo and pinning Gojyo down. He feasted his eyes with the looks of Gojyo. Second later, he kissed Gojyo's lips and with odd feelings that Gojyo felt he opened his eyes, and Sanzo noticed that.

Gojyo:Sanzo...? What are you doing in my room...?

Sanzo:You mean my room kappa...?.

Gojyo:Your room...? Geez I thought I was in my room... oh well I should get going to my room then now...

Sanzo:Why don't you stay here with me tonight...

Gojyo:Why would you want me to stay here in your room with you...? And more of that please just get off me...

Sanzo:Coz' I want you to stay...

Gojyo:Heh Sanzo you're being horny tonight eh... what do you have in mind eh Sanzo...?

Sanzo:Are you trying to seduce me...?

Gojyo:Me trying to seduce you...! No way you droopy-eye monk. I don't think so... You were the one who kissed me... and I never knew that you can kiss someone.

Sanzo:Perhaps you're the lucky someone.

Gojyo:What's happening to you Sanzo...? You're not being yourself now...?

Sanzo:I don't know... I think that for the first time in my life that I'm in love with someone...

Gojyo:Really...? That's good then...wait is it really a good thing...?

Sanzo:Oh shut up already... I've accidentally falling for someone...

Gojyo:Accidentally in love eh...?

Sanzo:Perhaps...

Gojyo:Who is it Sanzo...?

Sanzo lowered his head and press his lips to Gojyo's once again. With that sudden action Gojyo would guess Sanzo is in love with him. For all this while Gojyo thought that Sanzo always hated him, or perhaps Sanzo knew that Gojyo always stare at him whenever there's a chance for him to do it so.

Gojyo:Sanzo... just say it... say what you want to say to me... let your heart out to me Sanzo...

Sanzo:Gojyo...

Gojyo:Please Sanzo... say that you-...

Sanzo cupped Gojyo's mouth with his hand, cutting away what Gojyo wanted to say. He knew that he should say to Gojyo that he loves him, but he's afraid to do it so. He's afraid that Gojyo would turn him down. He gets off Gojyo and walk away. He stopped and stands by the window. He lean his body to the wall and look up to the sky.

Gojyo still stuck in disbelief that Sanzo gets off him and just walk away from him. He gets off the bed and stand on his feet for a while before walking towards Sanzo. He stands right behind Sanzo and he ran his hand around Sanzo's waist. He turned Sanzo around to face him. Sanzo still leaning his body to the wall look deeply into Gojyo's eyes and stay silence. Sanzo put both of his arms on Gojyo's collarbone and snake it around Gojyo's neck.

Sanzo:Gojyo... I know this will be kind of odd... but I can't help it though...

Gojyo:Why don't you just tell me instead of keeping it for yourself...?

Sanzo: Okay... here goes... I...I...I...-

Gojyo:You what Sanzo...?

Sanzo:I Love You Gojyo... I Love You... I'm in love with you and it's happening so fast.

Gojyo:Hey...hey... relax... don't you wanna listen to what would I say to you...

Sanzo:Yes...

Gojyo:I love You Too Sanzo... I do and always will do...

With the last word that gets out of Gojyo's lips Sanzo embraced Gojyo and Gojyo tightened their embracing together. They stay embracing each other for a while and on that night they filled their lust of love with the pleasure of sex.)

Author: That is what happened to them 8 months ago...

'How could Sanzo forget about what happen back then? We Were having love right. Its eight month from the first time we had sex, love and all...but why would Sanzo take all that for granted. Oh Sanzo if you would let me tell you how much I need you in my life, and how much I love you, I'll be more than grateful for that...'

After taking a long slow walk he stopped right in front the bar that the inn owner tells him about. The bar is quite silence. Like there's no one inside the bar. He enters the bar and takes a look around. It's kind of small though that would be more than enough for him...by now. He takes his seat next to the man that already lost in his drunken world. A man from inside the counter approaches him and greeted him...

Bartender: Sake for you...?

That man asks Gojyo if he wanted sake or anything else.

Gojyo:Yeah...give me your best...

Without asking more the bartenders takes one big glass and one big sake jar and pour it into the glass he takes.

Bartender: Here you are...hmmm...

The bartender notices something upon Gojyo's face.

Bartender: Well my friend you look bad...

The bartender putting down the towel he was holding and starting their conversation.

Gojyo:...maybe...I...am...a bad one...

Bartender: I can tell that you're broken...

Gojyo:I don't know...

Bartender: Care to share...

Gojyo:Hey...have you ever fallen in love...?

Gojyo ask that bartender and took a sip from the glass of sake in front of him.

Bartender: Oh so it's about love...hmmm...yeah...she's now my wife...

He hanged his words as to give his other customer a glass of beer.

Bartender: ...and we had three children...two son one daughter...

Goyjo:Love doesn't go well on me...

Gojyo said while his face facing down to the floor of the bar.

Bartender: She dumped you...?

Gojyo:I don't know...

Bartender: Did she know you're in love with her...?

Gojyo:...yes...but seems like forgetting it that we're in love...

Bartender: Hmmm... so what's the big problem than...?

Gojyo:The problem is why would he forget that we're in love...?

Bartender: HE...?

Gojyo: Yeah... I love my friend... a MAN...

Bartender: It doesn't matter...he or she just go ahead and remind her that you were in love...I mean him...

Gojyo:...it's not easy though. His heart is as cold as ice, and I bet it's more than that. He's so mean and I can tell he hates me...

Bartender: Hang around together...?

Gojyo:Almost all the time...we're on journey with other two friends...

Bartender: That's better... look pal... don't be down hearted men... confess your love ... he'll understand... and take your time... no rush... be cool... alright...?

Gojyo:Thanks... maybe you're right... but it would take some times for me to do it...

Bartender: Like I said before no rush... "Good things come for those who wait..."

Gojyo:Hey...aaahhhh...what time are you closing this place...?

Bartender: We don't close...I understand if you wanna stay here for the night, I suggest you take the couch over there...it's more convenient...

Gojyo:Thanks again...can I have one more glass please...? You're sake's good...

Bartender: Sure things...go ahead I'll send your drink there...

Gojyo took another gulp of his drink, stand on his feet and walks to the couch. It's a red couch. It's like his hair and eyes but a bit darker. Gojyo take his seat and lie down to the couch with his hand supporting his head like a pillow. Then he closes his eyes as the bartender sends him his drink. He wakes up for a while, took the glass of sake on the table next to the couch and finishes it all in one gulp. And he's back lying down on the couch, and closes his eyes again... as he can see Sanzo is smiling at him...in his eyes...and he wish it was for real. After a while he fells asleep in the bar on the red couch.

Author's Note:

Woohhhh... isn't that some kind of odd memories... well I'm done for part three as well... so as usual go on, run along... and review okay...!