HAPPY HOLIDAYS PEOPLE

I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sorry it took so long to update! my floppy disk AND drive both broke- sisters grrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!- I will definetly try to update really soon!!!!!!!!!!!! sorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!

Disclaimer: I do NOT own Charmed because i am NOT loaded and nor have i had the pleasure to meet Drew Fuller! Or kick Biaca's butt or cast a Faith!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So if Anyone wants to get me a lil' x-mas pressie- Drew Fuller would be GREAT

ChrisBianca: Thankyou sooooooooooo much!!!!!!!!!!! Your review really made me blush! lol! I'm really touched! but sorry if you want Chris and Bianca to be together i'm gonna need a lot more then just flatery lol! Drew Fuller is probably the only thing that willmake that possible lol! He is really cute!!!!!!!

Sim: What the hell!!!!!!!!"Wtz gwanin"Speak english!!!!!!!! Thanks for you're review!!!!!!!!!!! See ya after the hols!!!!!!!!! and don't call me that crappy nickname!!!!!!!! Simikins!!! see you don't like it either!!!!!Say hito your cat louis for me!!!!!! Keep reviewing!!!!!!!!

Magical Princess: Thanks foryou'rereview- and keep reviewing and it may get even more interesting!!!!!!!

Parker: I'm glad you like it! Keep reviewing and you'll get more! By the wayI really love your name!!!!!!

Comeon: I'm so sorry for not updating any sooner and killing you lol! I'm glad you think it rocks! Thanks for both the reviewsI really appreciate it!!!!!!!

Sparkling Cherries: Ah-ha so you don't like Bianca- I wasn't too sure!!!!!!!!!!! One of the MANY reasons i hate her is because she ruins everything!!!!!!!!! I think your funny and laughed when i read your review! You're right- i'm planning to have some risky stuff in here- I hope it surprises you!! Keep reading and reviewing for more! Please and Thankyou!!!!!

AK8: I really liked dieing thoughts- it was really beautiful! Especially those last few lines!!!!!! Thanks for the review!!!!!! I've updated now- hope i haven't driven you completely insane! lol!!!!!!!!!!

Pleeeeease: I'm sooooooooooo soooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyy for not updating sooner- It wasn't because of lack of reviews!!!!!!my floppy disk and drive fdup!!!!!!! It wont happen again as long as you review!! lol

A/N: Did ya here that folks!!!!!!!!!!! if you're in the mood for some good old crying read AK8's Dieing Thoughts !!!!!!!!!! It made both me and my sister tear up badly!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyways without further adieu ps don't forget to review)

Flashbacks and Friends

Just before the first tear leaked out he orbed to Golden Gate Bridge and broke down completely. He may not have a shield like Wyatt, but he did know how to keep from being sensed.

After a while Leo orbed on to the bridge, right next to Chris. Chris looked up at him; his red, sore eyes open wide. "Leo, what are you doing here?" He asked, looking down and wiping his tears away.

Leo jumped; he hadn't noticed Chris. "Chris? I came here to think. What are you doing here?"

'I need to find a new place to think, this is the one thing I have in common with my dad, great!' but he answered "same, I always used to come here in the future."

"Chris are you OK," Leo asked.

'Hey he actually cares about me, if only he had asked me this question when mom died, but no he was too concerned with Wyatt then,' he thought. "I was, um just thinking about Bianca."

"Oh, sorry" Leo said, about to orb out,

'Now there's my dad, don't talk to Chris; just let him suffer in silence.' "Leo, did you want to ask me something?" Chris asked.

"Um yeah, but if this isn't the best time," but Chris gestured for Leo to ask. "Well, the other elders want you to protect another charge, the new innocent that the girls saved." Chris thought 'I'm going to have to get a new charge anyway, and Faith's the best.' He nodded. "Great," Leo exclaimed, "but Chris don't screw this up, she's the head elder's daughter."

Bad memories of Leo teasing Chris, or just being cruel to him and not believing in him would have filled Chris's head. If he wasn't too busy thinking of all the good times he'd had with Faith; he was right, she was the best. She always gave him a shoulder to cry on.

Flashback

"There you are, everyone's gone crazy looking for you for the past couple of hours. They think Wyatt's got you." Faith said softly as she orbed onto Golden Gate Bridge.

"Show's how well you guys know me! Shouldn't you have known I'd be here?" Chris muttered.

"I've known you were safe and here for the past hour and 59 minutes, but I thought you might need some alone time. And under the circumstances you can't blame the others, Chris they're just worried about you." Faith tried to explain, and like she was reading his thoughts she added. "Especially Leo."

"He's worried about me! I thought he'd care more about his son, you know the one who's full of pure magic, the twice blessed angel, who might I add just killed an innocent at his own mother's funereal." Chris yelled.

"Look, he probably just couldn't take the pain plus, you know the thing and no one could save her and he got so pissed off he turned evil," Faith said.

"You mean pissed off with me, I was the one there, and I couldn't save her." Chris barely whispered.

"Hey don't OK, you know you can't re-write destiny" Faith yelled.

Chris hesitated, "I don't care, that stupid book of prophecies might say Wyatt's meant to turnand I need to fight him until I can put him at peace. But…" He was now in tears, "I don't want to fight my brother… he was the best… at all of my basketball games… my first date, everything. He said he'd always be there for me. It's not fair. My mom dies and my brother turns evil all on my fourteenth birthday"

"It's ok Chris; I promise you everything is going to be ok." Faith whispered, fighting back tears.

"How?" Chris screamed, "My mom is dead, because of me, my dad won't even look at me, my brother is evil, my aunts are completely distraught and my grandfather can't even mourn because he's too busy. So please explain to me how everything is going to be OK!"

"I'm here Chris, I will always be here for you, and together we'll make everything OK" whispered Faith.

"But I'm never going to taste her cooking again, or…or have her try to flatten my hair, or… or tell her that she's too attached to me, and who's going to tell me stories of her past for hours on end after Leo's blown me off again. I'm going to miss her so much." He sobbed, grabbing Faith and burying his head into her shoulder. Her blond curls fell on to his hair as she lay her head on his.

"I know exactly what you're going through" Said Faith, who just a year ago had lost her mother figure too." I swear it gets easier, I had you to help me through it, and I promise, you'll have me." she stroked his hair gently and this action had a calming effect on Chris, who stopped crying. She always made everything seem better that was one of the many reasons he loved her.

End of Flashback

Chris was jolted back to the present, or in his case the past, as a few droplets of water hit him on the head. He decided that, before it poured down with rain, he should orb back to P3.

"Hey," he said to Faith, orbing next to her. She merely nodded in reply. "Look I'm sorry for orbing out on you, I didn't mean to make angry."

"I'm not angry Chris, it's just… I thought we could tell each other anything," She corrected.

"We can. I just… wasn't thinking. Since I've been here, I just got used to the fact that I have no one to talk to, and that I have to hide my emotions." He explained, shrugging his shoulders.

"Well you don't have to do that anymore, you have me. I'm here to help." She smiled over at him and brushed the hair out of his face.

"Ok, thanks." He paused but then went on, "the thought of her… you know, it makes me wanna leave."

"You can't leave, remember, we promised we'd make everything right- together…Chris, what's wrong, why are you looking at me like that." Faith began to edge backwards.

"I love you" Chris said walking up to her, she was still scuttling away until she hit the wall.

He stared into her eyes. They were his favourite part of her. Her eyes always reminded him of the autumn- a mixture of browns, greens and even some red. When she got angry, he could always see yellow flicks in them, and when he she was upset- they really did look like puppy dog eyes. Her eyes also held great power. When she had a premonition, they would turn completely black.

she swallowed loudly, "I... I love you too". He kissed her passionately, she held back but soon she let loose, fisting her fingers in his hair. He lifted off her sweater, leaving her in a white tank top and lightly pushed her down on the couch, they kissed again, until she gently kicked him off her. "Chris, you're upset and alone, that's the only reason you want me."

"I need you, I've always needed you, always loved you, you just saw it," but Faith was shaking her head. Chris took her hand and placed it on his heart, empathy wasn't one of her powers, but Chris made her feel like she could do anything. As soon as she touched his heart and felt a warmth come over her body. She sensed Chris's love for her and let out a smile. She pulled him into a passionate kiss and he pulled off her top…

(Sex scene- use your imagination!)

A/N: Look how easy it is to forget about Bianca and have wild, crazy sex with Faith lol!!!!!!!! I'll update soon but please do review and sorry if it takes time but it should be updated at least once before new years!!!!!!!!! By the way- i have a wierd request;
When you review could you possibly put where you're from and what the weather's like!!!!!!!!! I know it's odd but i'm just curious- you don't have to though!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
e.g I'm from London and the weather sucks! It's cold and wet!!!!!!!!!!!

Also big up to all linkin park fans- they rule- i love Numb/ encore- getting that album for Christmas!!!! from my darling sister who's the best in the whole world, and who accidently messed up the computer. (she's making me write this-literaly!!! she's standing over me with a bat!!!!!!!!!!)

HAPPY HOLIDAYS PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!