Well, I finished my history. I apologize for all my errors in the writing, and I hope that you have had good moments when you read it.
(Final) Chapter 5
When Yue returned to Shaoran's house, he found him in the room taking a cup of tea. Yue halted face to him hoping that he say something, but at least Shaoran was not even looking at him.
Are you angry?
Not, I think that I am confused. I feel that I am betraying Sakura and myself. I am…no, I loved Sakura very much, and it has spent just a few months since she ...
I understand
Without being able to control himself Shaoran shouted him -You don't understand anything!
Although he was surprised for the attitude of Shaoran, Yue approached and sat down next to him. Shaoran embraced him and started crying as a little child - I feel guilty, my feelings are confused. It is not fair for Sakura.
Yue was caressing his hair - Is it fair for you?
Shaoran look directly to Yue's eyes -What did you say?
Sakura was a good person and she loved you so much, but she is not here and she won't return. You must continue with your life. She died, but you are alive.
How can you say it after what she did for you?
I am grateful for it more than anybody, because thanks to her now I have a life, and I would like spend this life with you. And this is my way of say her thank you, because it is what she was wishing for me. You said it to me: do you remember? Besides I am sure that she wanted that also you were happy in spite of everything.
Shaoran separated from Yue and continued thinking a moment - It is so strange. You and I. Tell me something Yue why did you do it? why did you make love with me?
Well, since Sakura died I started taking care of you. I saw you every day and I learned to know you. I learned to know your feelings, you skills. I looked at you every night while you were sleeping and I took your hand when you had nightmares and finally I fell in love with you.
The eyes of Shaoran shone -Yue, I don't want to lie to you, et I do not know if I love you or there is only your energy what attracts me.
I am a very patient as you know
Shaoran smiled - then I ask you for some time.
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Yue and Kero was in the roof of the house of Shaoran, and Kero mention - Is good that the kid did not return to Hong Kong, in other way, I couldn't go to visit to Tomoyo occasionally.
You must not speak this way, Remember that now he is the master of the cards, so is our master too.
It is true, but I cannot avoid it. Well, I go away, For tonight Tomoyo promised me an exquisite cake.
Kerberos, you are not going to change never. Are you? Ever since you left the book you pass the life in the house of that girl eating cakes and getting fat.
What happens is that you are a sour (and saying this went away)
Yue stayed contemplating the moon a little while. It had passed almost three months since his talk with Shaoran, and until now nothing indicated him which were the feelings of the boy -Tomorrow is the first anniversary of the death of Sakura. Perhaps that is the reason because he is so distant.
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The next day Shaoran, Yukito and Tuoya went to the cemetery. Yukito and Tuoya were grateful to Sakura for the opportunity that gave to them to live through a life as partner and because they were very happy. After it they moved back and Shaoran remained alone.
My dear Sakura, already happened one year since you went away. I have missed you so much, but I go forward. I just wanted to say that I found someone with whom I know that I will be happy, but I wouldn't like to betray you. Might you to give me a sign of that you agree with my decision? (In it a thin rain of petals of the flower of cherry-tree started falling down on him.) Thank you my love. Goodbye, I promise you that I will be happy.
When he returned to his house he was very nervous.
Yue? (The guardían appeared next to him) where is Kerberos?
Since yesterday he is in the house of Tomoyo.
He is never going to change, right, but it is better because I wanted to speak with you.
He took Yue's hand took him to the window. -I thank you very much because in all this time you have not treated of ... well, you know. You have not pressed me for ...
I said that I am very patient
I know that. I was thinking on what we talked. Today I talked with Sakura. I miss her very much.
Yue interpreted wrong the words of Shaoran and sadly he said that understood. He was going to get up of the armchair when Shaoran pressed his hand, He got closer him and kissed in his lips. - I have missed Sakura very much, he said, but today I said goodbye to her. I told her that I found someone who makes me happy and whom I want to make happy. And I knew that I was a stupid to try to think about something that it is not thought, only feels.
He got more closer Yue. His face was to a few millimeters of each other. -Do you know? The life continues ... and saying this Shaoran embraced Yue and kissed him deeply. Yue raised Shaoran and took him to his bed. He could not avoid to feel so happy and for the first time in a lot of time he smiled. Dear Shaoran, Yue thought, for you the life continues, for me, begins.
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