CW, Riku and Sora: (watching leon and cloud's homemade video)
Leon: nngh…faster cloud…faster
Sora: o.O why do people make this things?
Riku: Shhhh! It's getting good! (writes down sex points in his little diary)
Cloud: Oh god Leon!...you're so tight…
CW: …Well it's official, Cloud really is a seme…
Leon and Cloud: (Heavy breathing and moaning)
CW, Riku and Sora: (tilts their heads to the left)
CW: O.O 20 bucks says leon does yoga, god knows I can't do that…
Sora: You don't have 20 bucks and...where did you get this anyway?
CW: Ask silver pubes over there, me…I gotta write this chappie.
oOoOOoOo
Do you have the time
To listen to me whine
About nothing and everything
All at once
I am one of those
Melodramatic fools
Neurotic to the bone
No doubt about it
-Basket case by Green Day
oOoOOoOo
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I hate hospitals.
In more ways than one. It's something about them. The smells, the people, the noises, the constant nausea of death brimming around the place. No wonder so many people are uncomfortable in them. What's even worse is the constant wait.
Whoever said 'waiting only makes the heart grow fonder' was a fucking moron. Unless he was waiting to fuck someone…then I totally agree with him. Sex rules!
I think my fuck buddy sitting next to me would agree whole heartedly about that too since he does it for a living, but right now he's turned into a statue. Literally…you poke the bastard and he doesn't move…not even flinch! He's been sitting in that same position for over an hour, except for whenever someone walks by. I think he's expecting a doctor to tell us if Erin's okay or not.
I hope she and the baby are, if their not then…I dunno, I'm kinda stuck on that one.
When she fell down the stairs, it felt as if the whole world had stopped. It was like I was half asleep, like my brain couldn't register what had just happened. Every time I look back on it, everything seems fuzzy, but I'll never forgot when she screamed after she saw the blood.
I shuddered at the thought.
"Mr. Tokuma?"
Both Riku and I looked up to see a middle aged doctor with long straight brown hair, tied securely in a low pony tail. He smiled weakly but still I saw the bringer of bad news all over this guy. His badge on his white coat said L. Loire. Weird name, kinda like Riku's. Tokuma. Hmm I guess it sound's okay…Riku Tokuma…such a cute little girl's name!
"Yes?" Riku asked weakly, then suddenly shot up. "Is Erin okay? What about the baby? It's okay right? Wha-"
The doctor held up his hands and placed them on Riku's shoulders. "Riku, Erin is going to be okay but-" He looked to the right down the hall at two police officers standing there in the typical navy blue uniform. "We need to discuss some things with you about your sister. It won't take long, they just need to ask you a few questions. Your friend can go see Erin if he wants, she's in room 202"
Why the hell do the police want to talk to Riku for?
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Okay let's see. Room 202. Might as well go see Ez and see how she's doing since that long haired doctor tied up Riku and dragged him into a room with those two police officers for a gang bang. Well okay, maybe not in that way, but it looked like the doctor was gripping Riku's arm so tightly that he couldn't get away. To me the whole thing screams Pulp Fiction when they drag those two guys into the basement for sick twisted…fun.
Ugh…I had nightmares about that.
Hmm. 198, no. 199, no. 200, nope, but nearly there. Room 201, so close. And yes! Room 202! Victory.
I knocked on the white door and waited for a reply. No answer. Maybe she's asleep or something. I quietly opened the door and smiled weakly when I saw she was awake, but it quickly fell as soon as she looked up at me.
She was as pale as hell, she had tear stains down her cheeks and her right eye was bloodshot. The left one was hidden by her hair. All in all she looked like shit.
She suddenly looked down again, tugging at her transparent identity wrist band.
I cautiously closed the door behind me and walked over to a black plastic chair next to her bed. I swallowed nervously and started to chew the inside of my mouth. Okay, what do I say? I wish that stupid doctor could have told me what happened to her and not just leave with Riku for a gang bang.
Okay here goes. "Ez?"
Nothing…great.
"Ez…Is the baby okay?" I asked her quietly.
I watched her intently as she licked her lips nervously and started to chew her bottom lip. She was quiet for a long time, still pulling at her identity bracelet as if trying to pull it off. "Eri-"
"They said I lost the baby…like it was my keys or something" She whispered then looked up at me.
She started to scratch the bandages on her left arm as I sat there in shock. I saw her rake a hand through her messy silver locks, scrunching up her face as tears started to roll down her cheeks. "…I had a boy" She choked. "A little baby boy, my baby! And they wouldn't even let me look at him…not even hold him!"
Fucking bastards.
"FUCK! Everything is so messed up!" She continued, sniffing loudly. She crossed her left arm over her slightly large stomach and rubbed her head with her right hand. It was silent for a bit before she started to bite her finger nails, staring blankly at the door.
"It's all my fault" She whispered.
I rolled my eyes at this. I hated when people did this, always beating themselves up over things. "Ez it's not your fault"
It sounded cornier than I thought.
"Yes it is!" She retorted back. "It was okay for Jenna, her baby was disabled, so she had an abortion because she didn't want it to have a bad life. But everything goes wrong for me!" She wiped her eyes and bit her bottom lip again. "I only had two drinks at this party. I rarely drink, but I was upset because I had just broken up with my girlfriend."
WHAT? Ez is gay? But she was pregnant…hmmm, maybe she's bi?
"And this guy…he seemed really nice, so he bought me a drink" She sobbed. "T-then the next thing I k-know, I'm in someone's bed, naked and a-alone. After that I was constantly s-sick and found out I was pregnant after I bought a pregnancy test. I was only 14."
Fucking hell! I reached out my hand to comfort her "Ez, I'm so so-"
"No. Don't" She whispered, cringing away from me. "I feel bad enough as it is. I make everyone around me unhappy."
"That's not-"
"My friends at high school left me, calling me a slut." She continued, ignoring my interruption. "And Riku…I know he was trying really hard to help get more muni for me and the baby. But he doesn't have to anymore. He worked for nothing…and I'm sorry, I'm sorry for everything."
Okay…she's crying again, but she say's she doesn't want to be comforted. What to do, what to do?
"I'm sorry for being stupid. I'm sorry for getting pregnant." She brought her knees up and wrapped her arms around them. I watched helplessly as she sat there, shaking with silent sobs for what seemed like ages.
That's when I saw it. A small dark red patch seeping through the bandages around her left arm.
I know I shouldn't but it's a well known fact that things shouldn't be kept locked up inside. "I found them" I said quietly, making her look up at me. "In the Lem-sip box…why'd you do it?" I blanched when she started to chuckle and wiped the tears away. Okay she's scaring me more than usual.
"Only a person who's never done it would ask" She replied, smiling weakly. "I suppose Riku's already given you some kind of drugs?" She asked calmly then laughed at my shocked expression. "He does it to everyone he meets, I'm surprised you've lasted this long with him, usually you'd be dumped by now."
I'm surprised about that too, maybe I'm better in bed than I thought! Heh.
"…The first time you do it, it's like you're high or something. There's no pain. Just…this feeling of all the shit in your life, leaking out slowly. You feel like…your flying and, even if it's for only a few moments, your happy." She gave me a sad smile and started to play with her bandages as if it was the most interesting thing in the world.
"Then, it's kinda like the Pringles catch phrase" She chuckled. "…Once you pop, you can't stop." I watched her silently as she bit her lip for the millionth time. Even though my brain was playing 'Basket case' by Green Day over and over in my head. I still felt sorry for her.
"Then, the more you do it. The more you need it. It fucks with your head." She continued, licking her lips nervously. "The more you think about it, the more you want it. Because you can never forget the first time…it took all the pain away."
The silence in the room was deafening.
That was until both of us looked up when the door opened to see a very disheveled Riku. He let out a frustrated sigh and raked a hand through his hair. "Sora, I'm gonna take you back to the apartment. I'll be back later, but first I gotta talk to Ez."
I looked over at her to see that she had sunk further down into her pillows with her head turned away from us. "Bye Ez"
She didn't say goodbye back, but when I was about to close the door, I heard a faint "Thank you". I don't know why she said It, but it made me smile for some weird reason.
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Since we arrived at the hospital in an ambulance, Riku and I had to catch a taxi home. We we're both deathly quiet. I wanted to ask him what the gang bang police had said but was too afraid.
I wish he was back to his usual sex crazed self, or asleep. At least then I'd know he was breathing, because he snores. I hate him being so quiet!
The taxi came to a stop outside the apartment block. The 'statue', aka Riku finally turned to look at me. "I'll try to be back soon 'kay?" He whispered and quickly kissed me on the cheek. Of course that led to me becoming a tomato again and the cab driver yelling:
"OI! No hanky panky back there! I've got enough stains on that backseat as it is!"
I rolled my eyes at this and stepped out of the taxi. It was pissing down again so I quickly ran inside. As soon as I was in the hall way, Lightning flashed brightly in the sky, making me shit myself. Not literally! Otherwise I would smell.
The light above me was flickering madly, making the stairs even more creepy. I started walking up, grumbling to myself. Trust Riku to pick one of the top floor apartments! Even the lifts don't work!
By the time I reached the top, I was already dead.
Well it felt like I was dying! I had a stitch in my side and…I'm really unfit. There I admit it.
As I reached the door, I put an the key in the keyhole, or at least tried to as the door swung inside by itself.
Hmm, Riku must have forgotten to lock it. Stupid twat. But I can't really blame him, we we're both shitting ourselves when Erin fell down the stairs. He must have forgotten to lock it when the ambulance came.
I put my hand on the left wall in the hall way, searching blindly for the light switch. As soon as I felt something plastic and square with a rectangle in the middle, I pushed the bottom.
Light flooded the hall way, causing me to blink a few times, adjusting my eyes to the brightness. I could still smell the burnt soup Erin had tried to make earlier in the kitchen. I started to walk towards the kitchen to throw it away but stopped when I realized I was standing outside the bathroom door.
I let out a long sigh and turned the handle. I pulled the light switch next to me, and walked slowly over to the mirrored cabinet in a daze. I slid the left mirror to one side and stared at the Lem-sip box.
I took it out and threw it in the bin next to the sink.
When I slid the mirror back, I felt the hairs on the back of my arms and neck rise when a voice spoke behind me.
"So…you must be Sora."
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CW: (ducks from knives being thrown at her) Gah! I know! I'm really sorry! (grovels) please forgive, I won't leave you guys for that long ever again! The thing is, Iv'e been really busy and it was really hard to write this chapter. (agonises) I think it sucks, I miss the humour! But it's what I had for the plot so i'm kinda screwed.
Riku: Speaking of screwing, when are you gonna do another yaoi chapter?
Sora: O.O
CW: Can't say, but I will do more than one for this story! Definitely! Anywho I finished my sculpture, it's of a girl committing suicide with slit wrists, I gave it in and this is how it went
Teacher: Woah that looks really great!
Me: (Beams)
Teacher: (looks it over some more) at least you didn't use too much blood…but it looks a bit off colour and the skin colour doesn't seem realistic enough…
Me: (glaring daggers at her)
Teacher: (smiling) and wouldn't you like to put some real clothing over the hoodie part? To make it look more realistic?
Me: (teeth grating behind a false smile)
Teacher: (laughs) then you can draw her as another character over the Easter holidays for your next project
Me: (smiles sweetly) yeah sure! (storms off to scream in my head)
CW: (cries) I spent so long on that sculpture! (hides her eyes behind her beanie hat from embarrassment) also this month has been a real roller coaster ride! I quit my job…
Sora: BAKA!
CW: …and havent found a new one so im poor right now, then I split up with my boyfriend…cried on the night, got over it ten minutes later and sung along to love songs after it while grinning from ear to ear…yea, I'm confused about that too…
Riku: o.O
CW: My mom has been a real bitch lately…our house is sold, but she's taken over 90 grand from it to get herself a two bedroom flat, leaving me, my dad and my bro with barely anything to buy a new house with, so we gotta rent one. (sighs) Also she's been spending all of my dads money from his bank account that he was saving for to get a house. (tries to stab my mom) but now my dads got a rented house and we should be moving out soon…which means packing and no internet for awhile (cries) MY LOVE! WAHHHHHHH! (clings to the computer)
Sora: Whats that?
CW: (blinks innocently) What?
Sora: In your mouth!
CW: Oh this? (pokes out her tongue) My tongue piercing! XD My family don't know about it! (beams) Isn't it pretty? Huh? Huh? (bashes her eyelashes and pokes out her tongue again)
Riku: (whacks her over the head and drags her away) okay you're probably getting bored so Sora and I are gonna answer your reviews.
Sora: Woo-hoo! XD
Responses to reviewersAnimegirl171 – Riku: well as you can see my sister's baby isn't okay. Sad I know. And you really shouldn't praise Cammy, she writes crap.
Sora: Yeah! Just look at this chapter, she can't even write good angst!
Princessangel-star – Sora: Wow, you reviewed all her chapters! And about the piercing part…she just made it up.
Riku: Yeah, when she got her tongue pierced, she was complaining forever cos she couldn't eat solid foods for 4 days and it hurt to talk, eat and drink…she's so whiny.
FF-Rules – Riku: I'm surprised you're being so nice to her after she left you hanging for over a month.
Sora: Yeah! I knew I would've flamed her ass for it.
Addmoose2004 – Sora: sorry to say, Ez lost the baby and Riku's kinda obsessed with his new nipple piercing, (whispers) he keeps looking at it in the mirror!
Riku: What are you on about?
Sora: Nothing!
XxX Chains XxX – Sora: You think it's funny having us in pain with more piercings!
Riku: (slaps sora's butt) I think it's hot (wink, wink, nudge nudge)
Sora: XO
Kittiegirl – Riku and Sora: O.O we're good boys right? Look we'll even making out for you!...as long as you don't use your shotgun (cowers and starts to make out) see?
LordKagome – Riku: hey! How come you always offer the bitch (CW) cookies and not us?
Sora: YEAH! I demand you give us some!...since we're so damn hot and (starts to cry) cos Erin lost the baby!
Black Dog Goddess- Sora: her sculpture thing sucks…
Riku: Yeah! But at least it scared her dad in the night…
Riku and sora: (bursts out laughing)
Shadow-Angel-of-Silence – Riku: her scanners broke so she can't put anything up right now…not that you'd want to see her art anyways. It sucks ass.
Sora: (muches cookie) yep! XD
RaspPunkyCS –Riku: More 'oh no's' too!...for him anyway
Sora: (swallows the rest of his cookie) huh? o.O
Vampire Wiccan - Riku: I don't think you'd like to read the next chappie after this one…(glances at sora) it gets worse!
Rinoki Rio – Sora: (huggles you) angst eats me too! And don't explode! (gives you a cookie)
Riku: HEY!
Sora: you can eat Cammy whenever, she's evil to us! SHE DOESN'T FEED US! XO
Riku: o.O (drags him away) don't listen to him! Also lately Cammy's been whinning about you saying that you can't get rid of your 'bye-cha' thing cos its ur image or sumthing.
Will's girl – Riku: (throws you a cookie) trust me you'll need it after the next chappie.
Ilovefredgeorgeandsugar – Sora: Huh? I don't remember any of that in the game. Do you Riku?
Riku: ('playing' with his trousers while watching an R-rated version of KH) Huh? What?
Dagger – Riku: (zips up his pants) yes! I love you!
Sora: Me too XD
Riku and Sora: (holds down a sleeping Cammy while waiting for you to pierce her with your sword) Do it!
Itsbeca – Sora: nooo! (grabs Ez back)
Riku: o.O don't worry I'll make her write the next chappie as soon as she's awake.
IlUvToRnAnDsOrA – Riku: hey! Sora's mine! You want him, you'll have to fight me for him! (pulls out a rubber ducky)
Sora: (rolls eyes) …my hero
Flclinutri – Sora: awww, your so nice to Cammy…but what about us huh? We're starving here! give us some cookies why don't cha?
Riku: YEAH! If you don't we'll eat all the soap in your house!
Sora: -.-
Riku:…what?
SilverMist – Sora: hey can we see your art? You'll probably be better than Cammy.
Riku: yea cos she sucks at it! we DEMAND to see your Elfwood account now! (flashes a cookie)
Sora: O.O (pounces and tackles)
Camigirl4k3 – Riku: Yeah, Cammy's mom is a bitch, she keeps staring at us (shivers) she probably only cried cos she wants sympathy, which she isn't gonna get after what shes put cammy through so, good riddance!
Sora: yay! My chemical romance rule! Cammy's obsessed with the lead singer too (rolls his eyes) I'm so glad shes asleep rite now otherwise she wouldn't shut up about gravitation or D.N Angel either, she just got gravitation 11 and D.N. Angel 7, and won't stop reading them. As for yuki kitazawa's sister-brother, I'd call her a 'shim' a she-him, lol.
Riku: We live in the crappy U.K., I hate it here! it constantly rains! I need SUN! XO eww, you thought my best friend fucked my sister? Nah dude, he's already got Ryan pregnant, so I don't think he wants another one aswell.
Mandy – Riku: hey Mandy! How you doin'? (wink, wink, nudge, nudge)
Sora: jerk! (slaps) sorry about that, but he's such a flirt…
MotherSya – Sora: (huggles you) don't cry! Everythings gonna be okay!
Riku: Heh, not for you…
Sora: huh?
Duo Maxwell-Chang – Riku: (Snatches Riku plushie) cool!i wonder if it's got a mini Riku in his pants?
Darkness Rising – Sora: (purrs from petting) thanks! Just you wait! I won't be the uke in this relationship for long! (plays with his bellybutton bar) argh! I'm a girl! I'm so glad she didn't give us a piercing down there either (cringes) it's too horrible to think about even if we were pissed.
Dark-Angelic-Goddess – Riku: (high fives you) yessssss! You rule for calling her a bitch! (huggles you)
Sora: yeah you rock! (gives you a cookie)
MorganEddasil – Sora: no no no Morgan! You can't love it!
Riku: yea! This fanfic sucks ass!
Gehkiie – Riku: Laziness rules! Lol and I'm sorry to say, yes…my sisters baby did die.
Sora: she's an evil writer ne?
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Sora: Anyways plz review otherwise the authoress gets it!
Riku: (puts a switchblade to Cammy's throat)
CW: (snoring and mumbles) hehehe Yuki! Mmmmm
Sora: o.O