A/N- Hello you wonderful beautiful people! Here is another chapter, finally we get to see the after Hogwarts time and you'll understand the name of the story!

There is a big sex scene in this chapter, I'll put a * mark on the top and bottom of the scene, if you have a problem with sex (why would you? It's a natural thing) then just skip that part.

I hope you'll enjoy!

On with it!!!

Chapter 6- Lily's decision

A week later (two days before graduation).

"Lily get your nicely shaped arse in here this instant or I'll get it myself!" Yelled one Arabella Figg to a reluctant Lily. The girls were having a girls night in Lily's room since it was one of their last nights at Hogwarts, in fact the next one will be the last.

Lily had run off to her bathroom when the conversation moved from boys in general to James in particular.

"Fine, I'm out! But I'm not talking about James," said Lily as she exited the bathroom, but Bella's expression left no doubt; they were going to talk about James whether Lily liked it or not.

"Come on Lily! You have been going out with him for over a week! I'm your best friend and you still haven't told me anything about you two," exclaimed Bella.

"That's because there's nothing to tell. James and I are just like everybody else, there is nothing unusual in our relationship."

"Oh come on! Do you take me for a fool? Do you think I don't notice how you come back to the girl's dormitory all dizzy with a dreamy expression and a goofy grin?" said Bella. Lily had her own room, since she was head girl, but often slept with Arabella and the rest of the girls in the seventh year dormitory, as it was lonely in her room.

"God you're annoying! What do you want me to tell you? That I have the best snogging sessions I have ever had and probably ever will with him and that I think I'm in love with him?" She blurted out and clapped a hand on her mouth "Fuck!" Lily exclaimed.

"Shit Lily! Why didn't you tell me before?"

"Because I wasn't sure, I've never felt like this before - not even with Amos. James is so different from any other guy I have ever met, he's sweet and charming, he always makes me laugh, he's so understanding and he's the best kisser EVER!" Arabella was too shocked to speak so Lily continued.

"I can't describe it, every time I see him I instantly smile. When I'm with him I feel safe. Every time he smiles my stomach does this flip flop and it gets harder to leave every night. I don't know, it's like…"

"Love," cut her Bella who seemed to regain her senses.

"Exactly! But it's so soon and it happened so fast, I just don't know."

"Listen Lily, the only thing I can tell you is to listen to you heart. I know it's corny but it's true, time has no importance. There are people who feel in love in less time." Arabella said sincerely.

"You're right, but I need to think about it some more." Said Lily.

"You do that, now lets move on to something else," said Bella as an evil grin appeared on her face.

"What was it you said about James being the best kisser ever?" asked Bella slyly and Lily gave her a big grin.

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The following day everyone was busy with going away preparations and test scores. It was their last day in Hogwarts and the next event to attend was the graduation ceremony, which was immediately followed by the train ride back home for those whose parents didn't come.

The whole school was in high spirits and everywhere you could see people laughing and talking.

It was after dinner and Lily was in her room getting dressed after a quick shower she took a couple of minutes ago, once she finished getting dressed she heard a knock on the door.

"Come in," she said and began brushing her still wet hair; suddenly she felt two strong arms wrap themselves around her waist. She turned around to face… SEVERUS SNAPE!

A/N- Hell no!!! I'm just kidding, sorry *dodges the rotten tomatoes and runs off*

She turned around to face James Potter's hard chest, she looked up in to his blue eyes and smiled.

"Hello little flower," he said using the nickname he gave her.

"Hello James," she said and wrapped her arms around his neck then she proceeded in giving him a short sweet kiss, she turned to get her wand in order to dry her hair but his grip on her tightened.

"Don't think you're getting off so easily," he said and gave her a long kiss. At first, it was tender but quickly it became more passionate. He led her blindly to the bed for a more comfortable snogging session, as was their routine for the past week, but this time there was something different. This time Lily had made a decision in her mind.

She was in love with James, she was now sure of that and she wanted to tell him, but more importantly; she wanted to show him. So, this time when he began unbuttoning her shirt she didn't stop him, nor did she when he slipped his hand under her skirt along her thigh.

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(Now it more like James's POV)

James was surprised Lily didn't stop him like she always does but shrugged it off mentally and decided to enjoy it instead.

He continued unbuttoning her shirt, once he was finished he pushed his hands under her shirt, ran them along her side and stopped at her shoulders. He then slid them down her arms taking off her shirt in the process. He paused half expecting her to push him off but she didn't, instead she began unbuckling his belt and then his pants, he slid them off while she worked on his shirt. Once that was gone he grabbed her hands and looked her in the eyes, he saw what he hoped to see; lust and desire, just what he felt for her.

"Lily, are you sure?" he asked.

"Yes James, I'm more then sure," she said and took off her skirt. He smiled to himself, 'Finally' he thought. He bent into his pants, took out a condom from his back pocket, and put it on the dresser next to the bed, in easy reach. He then lifted Lily, who just giggled, and he put her gently on the bed. He toke a moment to admire her, she was only wearing a bra and panties, her breast was full and voluptuous, she had smooth skin and long, smooth, slender legs, her body was absolutely exquisite, unlike any he had ever seen.

He got on the bed and began kissing her neck. His hands slid to her back and he unclasped her bra then took it off and then began kissing his way to her to her right breast, wanting to taste it. He left a wet trail while his hand massaged her left breast. He kissed around the hard nipple then sucked on the little bud. He wanted to kiss every part of her body, to give it its rightful praise but he couldn't. He had been waiting for this moment for so long and now that it has arrived he couldn't wait any more; so he toke off his boxers leaving himself completely naked. Lily reached for the condom he left on the dresser, ripped it open, and slid it on his hardness.

Her touch was completely arousing and drove him crazy, he wanted to do the same to her so he let his hand wonder down as he kissed her full lips again, he toke off her panties and slipped two experienced fingers in to her, he found her erotically wet. He felt her tense and then relax.

"James," she whispered, her eyes closed.

He pulled his hand away and positioned himself above her, he looked her in the eyes as he slid in, she took a sharp intake of breath and then relaxed again and began responding to his movements. Moving in the same rhythm, they came as one, calling each other's name.

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Just before Lily fell asleep in James's arms, she whispered "I love you."

She was too sleepy to notice he didn't answer her, he just kissed the top of her hair and closed his eyes.

Three months later

Lily Evans was perfectly content; she had a magnificent boyfriend, great friends, a good job at the ministry of magic and was about to move to a flat with her best friend Arabella Figg.

She continued her musing as she walked to her boyfriend's flat- James- she could have apparated but she wanted to walk. She smiled as she turned the corner to his house. It was already dark and a bit chilly. She could see two figures walking out of the door, as she got closer she saw it was James and a blonde girl. She smiled and jogged to them but she stopped at her tracks when she saw him kissing her.

"James," she yelled and got closer, she was now standing by his car at the driveway, James and the girl were by the front door, they broke apart and moved to her, the girl was blushing and James had a bit of a shocked expression on his face, the girl got in the car while James walked to Lily.

"Lily what are you doing here?" he asked.

"I got off work early and wanted to surprise you, you left me a message and said you wanted to talk tomorrow so I came today" she said still flabbergasted

"Well, I'm sorry you had to find out like that, that was what I was going to tell you, we had a good time together but I think we should break up," he said coldly, his face betrayed no emotion. Just then thunder struck and it began to rain.

"What are you talking about James?" Lily asked and began to sob lightly.

"Don't make me say it again Lily, we had some great times but we should go our separate ways, I hope we could stay in touch, I do care about you and I'd like to have your friendship." He said all of it mechanically, it was like he had said it a million times; which he probably had.

He walked to the driver's side of the car and got in. Lily was dumfounded and couldn't say a word. He started the car.

"Don't leave me James," said Lily, by now it was poring, but he didn't hear her as he already pulled away from the driveway.

That was the last time Lily saw him, standing in the rain, completely soaked and sobbing.

That is until 4 years later when she'll meet the love of her life again.

A/N- I know I said you'll get to see the after hogwarts years this chapter but I just can't type any more!

Be thankful, you got away without a cliffy, besides, the last part was sorta after school…

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