Chapter Five

Author's Notes: I HAVE WRITER'S BLOCK AND WE ARE ALL DOOMED. In other words, I am actually writing this without a mind.....yea...bad...and if this chapter actually turns out good then well...that is downright amazing. OH YEA...I got to put something funny in here that my friend's mom said about Yuki

Okay all of you picture this in your mind:....Yuki in a hottub, drinking wine, and then he farts..... Yea I know..What the hell? Well if you think about it, it is pretty damn funny! Well anyway don't worry about me and dumb self. Read!

"Yuki, I am home!" said Shuichi as he walked into Yuki's computer room with a smile on his face. He noticed his lover typing away on his laptop, that normal glare always on his face. He stopped typing for a second and looked over to Shuichi. He then went to typing back on his computer.

"It would be wise if you left me alone, if I get writer's block again I will go mad," Yuki said.

Shuichi frowned a bit. "Would you like anything to eat?"

"No, I just want to be left alone," Yuki replied in an angrey tone. Shuichi gulped and left the room, shutting the door behind him. Yuki then stopped his typing to look at the door, a frown on his face. He then looked back at the computer screen and scanned through the sentences he had typed. He couldn't get the scene he had seen that afternoon out of his head and it was pissing him off. How could he do this to me? he said to himself before continuing his typing.

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Shuichi climbed into bed and let his head rest on the pillow. He turned over and looked at an empty side of the bed which was the side that Yuki normally slept on. He frowned. It isn't like Yuki to bark at me like that he said to himself as he looked up at the ceiling. The thought of Ryuichi kissing him came into his mind but he quickly wiped it away. Why did Sakuma-san kiss me? Does he really love me that much? He shook the questions out of his mind. No, I will always love one person and that is Yuki. He smiled to himself before his eyes started to grow heavy. It wasn't long until the pink-haired was asleep.

As Shuichi slept, he was watched the novelist. Yuki blinked a couple of times to his snoring but then looked towards the bedroom window. The moonlight shone through it, giving light to the dark room. He took his attention back to Shuichi. He was amazed at how much this boy affected him and loved him. And how he loved him back yet he didn't really enjoy the emotion. He could remember the last time he loved someone and he was betrayed. He never wanted to go through that again. He walked over to the bed and kissed Shuichi on the forehead. I won't be betrayed again. he said to the sleeping boy and walked out of the room.

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Blind Game again shiketa hitomi no Doll

imi mo naku namida nagashita yoru ga akeru

Drastic Game a Game tomeidake no Doll

dokoma demo kawaranai yoru o buchikowase

Blind Game again kanari kimeteru Doll

todokanai yume naraitsu nugi sutero

Drastic Gama a Game kanari kireteru Doll

itsuma demo kawaranai yoru o buchikowase

"Very good," said Sakano-san as he clapped with tears in his eyes. The band bowed and smiled at him.

K nodded and gave them a thumbs up. "You guys are getting better with each song you play."

"Heh, thanks," said Shuichi who was smiling sheepishly.

"Hey you guys!" said Noriko as she entered the studio.

"Oh hello there, Noriko-san," said Sakano.

She smiled at him before taking her attention to Shuichi. "Is it alright if I can talk to you?"

Shuichi blinked a couple of times. "Uh sure." He walked over to her and she lead him out the door.

She stopped in the hallway and looked at him. "So I bet you know that Ryu has feelings for you."

"Yea, I know but...."Shuichi stopped knowing that this was Ryuichi's best friend. The last thing he wanted was for her to snap at him for rejecting Ryuichi.

"I know you love Yuki-san but I don't want Ryu to be heartbroken. He has been alone all his life. The reason he acts like a child is to hide the sadness and loneliness that is in his heart," exclaimed Noriko in a sad tone. "I can't do anything for Ryu even if I wanted to. But you can, Shindou."

"But I don't know what I can do. I can't love both Yuki and Sakuma-san," replied Shuichi.

"If you choose not to love Ryu then tell him, I can't stop you. I just wanted you to know that you are the person that truely makes him smile," said Noriko. "I must go, have a nice day and please think about what I told you." Shuichi nodded and watched her walk off.

I never knew, Ryu. If only you had told me that you were lonely, then I would have helped you sooner. said Shuichi to himself as he walked back to the studio hall.