Chapter Six

Author's Notes: And now we are to chapter six! ::dances:: Oh yea I hope all you readers have a Merry Christmas ::gives everyone pocky:: Okay well now we can get on with the story.

That evening Shuichi sat in the park with the words that Noriko had said to him flooding his mind. He was confused but at the same time he felt sorry for Ryuichi. He had never known that his idol singer had been lonely. What could he possibly tell Ryuichi that he just wanted to be friends now? No, he would never let himself break up with Yuki. There is no one on this planet that could replace him, Shuichi said to himself.

"Replace who?" said a voice beside Shuichi which made him jump. He looked over and saw that Yuki was sitting beside him. He sighed in relief, glad that it wasn't a robber or something.

"How did you know I was here, Yuki?" he asked in his normal, happy tone, Noriko's words vanishing from his mind.

"It isn't like you to not be home this time of the day so I went out to look for you," answered Yuki as he lit a cigarette.

Shuichi's eyes widened with tears. "Oh, Yuki I didn't know you cared so much."

"Don't get excited. Besides I have a question to ask you."

"Uh, okay.." said Shuichi. This was odd, it wasn't like Yuki to ask questions.

Yuki was silent for a moment as he looked down at the ground. He dropped his cigarette and put it out with his shoe. "Why were you and Ryuichi Sakuma kissing the other day?"

Shuichi's eyes widened in surprise. How did he find out? Did someone tell him? He then frowned and noticed the sadness in Yuki's eyes. He quickly turned away, not wanting to see his lover like this. He thought of the words to answer him but they wouldn't come out. Yuki sighed and then got up from where he had been sitting. Shuichi looked up at him and watched as he started to walk away. Shuichi quickly got up and took a step foreward. "Wait, Yuki. It wasn't my fault what happened the other day."

Yuki stopped. "I never said that it was. I just want to know why......why you would hurt me when you said a long time ago that you never wanted to."

Shuichi looked down at the ground. He knew Yuki had been betrayed in the past and guessed that Yuki was now feeling betrayed. He couldn't blame him but still, that kiss was not his fault. "Like I said before, it isn't my fault. Sakuma-san kissed me and I couldn't move. He has feelings for me but I don't feel the same."

"If you didn't feel the same then you wouldn't have let him kiss you," replied Yuki and continued walking. Shuichi then ran infront of him and blocked him from walking any further.

"Yuki, I..."

"Don't give me that. Don't even dare come near my place tonight you got that, damn brat!" said Yuki angreliy. Shuichi then took a step back as he noticed that anger in his lover's eyes. He then got out of Yuki's way and looked down at the ground as Yuki started walking. He didn't stop him, he was scared to. Yuki have never snapped at him like that before.

When Yuki was out of sight, Shuichi fell to his knees crying. He felt so bad for hurting Yuki. "I am so sorry, Yuki."

Author's Notes: ::is crying her eyes out:: How could I make this chapter so depressing!?