so, I am not really very good for english, a friend helps myself to translate this poem. The history of Numbuh14 even I can't translate, if somebody can help me to translate it I would thank so much. the history it's in this section but in spanish..

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I can tell you many things like my same dream everynight maybe its weird for you but for me its more I can tell you this that comes from me I know that I have told you and I know you have known, but I just wanna know ..what do you think about? Before I leave ..I can tell you this,this that comes from me .
I dont have the strenght enough for seing you leave . I need to know what I need ..but before I leave I wanna explain to you .
why I cry ..Im not looking for your love Im just killing pain of keeping this.
Maybe I just want a explanation and tell you how I feel..I cant resist anymore .
I know you die for her but she does not look you like I do , she let you go.

Now that I can explain it I just want to say that I love you that anyone can do I dont think you feel the same as me just I wanted to know what I feel for you and only if you feel the same as me Count whit me, I can help you I can just give to you a real friend but Im not like others its not easy to understand the things I think in my mind , they are hide

Think about what I said I wont repeat it again maybe one day you'll see me go and I wanna know what am I for you

And I die for giving you the strenght you need but everything stills empty that what I wanted to say before I leave Its everything I feel..and more I love you so much ..for leaving you.