Chapter 6!!
Okay this is just plain weird. Gray has actually been nice to me. I mean like, Making sure I was okay, nice. Weird, Well. My ankle is healing okay. Only about 2 more weeks untill I can take care of myself again. Gray has been working really hard latly and getting alot more done. Life hasnt been as boring. Karen stopps by occasionally and we talk about stuff. Like this is one of our conversations:
"Why is Gray working at your farm?" Karen asked me.
"He wants to. I guess because he knows I can't with a Sprained ankle." I told her.
"Like, Did you make him or did he volenteer?" She asked.
"Volenteer" I said and she grinned evily at me.
"Sounds to me like he likes you." She said grinning.
"I wouldnt say that." I said.
"Why? Dont you like him?" She asked.
"Sorta." I said trying to drop the subject.
Gray took me outside of my small house when he got done with all of the work. He took me where ever I wanted to go. Now that my ankle is healing, I can at least stand up, but walking is a bit difficult. So he still needs to give me a piggie back ride where I wanna go. I dont know for sure, but im pretty sure Gray isnt gonna like me like this after I heal. I hope im wrong.
One night, While Gray was staying with me. We watched a scary movie. When it was time to sleep. I lie awake in my bed. I sat up and looked at Gray. He was fast asleep. So I just turned on the small lamp beside my bed and wrote in my diary. I think the light woke him.
"Why are you still awake?" He asked me.
"I couldnt sleep." I said.
"are you scared?" He asked.
"Sorta." I mumbled. He sighed and stood up, he sat on my bed.
"Want me to sleep here?" He asked and I slowly nodded. I turned off the light and he lied beside me. He was stroking my hair untill I fell asleep.His hand gentle against my head as he seperated the strans of hair, Was soothing. I awoke the followng morning and saw him sleeping soundly beside me. His sweet insosent face was near mine. So close, It almost felt as if I would kiss him if I even moved an inch. I just shut my eyes and loved being near him. He slowly woke. but I didnt know. I was lieing there with my eyes closed. I felt him get up, but another feeling passed me. A soft object, on my forehead. I didnt know what it was, I didnt want to open my eyes in fear the object would leave. Eventually it left. I opened my eyes to see Gray awake and making some breakfast.
"Morning." He said cheerfully.
"Morning." I said. Yawining. Gray finished making some curry and put some into two bowels. He gave me some warm, steaming curry. When I put it in my mouth. It tasted as if I had ate alittle bit of heaven. "This is great." I told him.
"Thanks!" He said happlie. I saw him not holding his spoon, but my hand. I gave him an old LA look I used when a boy was hitting on me.It was an innosent look with a hint of a raised eye brow. He let go of my hand after seeing my reaction.
It was a long silent breakfast.Afterward, Gray took me outside on his back. Instead of setting me under the tree and going into the feild. He sat with me. I missed a great deal of my first month here. Sence Gray wasnt out in the feild I couldnt stair at him while he worked.We were really quiet untill he started to talk. We laughed at jokes. I grew tired near noon. Gray was just sitting under the tree with me when I nodded off on his chest.
When I woke Gray was sitting on the ground with me in his lap and my head rested gently on his shoulder. His hand was supporting me and not only that but strokning my hair. I kept silent. Allowing this to continue. Making him think was still asleep. I stayed supposably asleep, Suddenly, Gray's head began to turn tword me, I quickly shut my eyes, That same, strange feeling came back. Except now, the feeling wasnt on my forehead, now it was on my mouth. I liked that feeling. So I kept it. I wouldnt let it go. untill I accidently opend my eyes and saw Gray stairing back at me, he was quite red.I looked at him red as well. We both turned our heads away from eachother blushing terribly. I noticed at the corner of my eye, Gray turned his head tword me.
I cleared my throat, and when I stood up and attempted to walk I tripped. Plowing my face into the feild dirt. I sighed and sat up, wiping my face with my arm. I felt Gray's hands on my shoulders, he helped me clean my face off and he helped me up. Blushing in the process.When I stood up,Gray was blushing like a ripe tomato. He asked if i was Okay, I said I was and he said good. He had a grip on my hand. That Im not sure if he was aware, I wasnt about to tell him though. I stepped closer to him.Trying not to fall again. He stepped closer to me than I did him. I turned a bit red. He ;mabye without thinking; carressed my face and then he did it. He kissed me. I must have looked dumb. I had my eyes open the whole time. When he stopped. He mutterd.
"Sorry." I looked at him, really happy. I kissed him back. When we stopped. We both were red.
He still griped on my hand. I felt my cheeks turn red. I saw his. He hugged me tightly.
"Jill, Awncer me something." Gray said. "Do you like me?"
"Yeah." I said, blushing, to tell him the truth,I never felt like this about anyone before. I felt he could know everything, my every thought, My every feeling.
"I mean, LIKE me? Like." He said and I nodded.
"Yeah, I been feeling that way for a long time now." I said kissing him. He turned red.
"For real?" He asked and I nodded.
"Yeah."He kissed me again.