Chapter 8!
Oh how the year has flown by! Its already winter. Very cold. I have a sweater Elli's grandmother made me. Its a light purple. Gray is still MY guy. One night everything changed. I wanted Gray to come over for the Star night festival but he didnt show. So I went to look for him. I looked all over before I got myself upto looking in the Library. Well there they were! They were hugging in the Library! My arms trembled. I couldnt breath. Gray saw me and tried to explain. But I didnt want to hear it. Infact,thats what I said.
"I dont want to hear it!" I said as I ran out of the Library, Tears streaming, me screaming. My heart of glass breaking. I ran as fast as I could from them. All the moments Gray and I had shared All seemed to fade as I ran from the library. Now I couldnt, or wanted, to remember anything. I could hear the snow crunching under my feet. I could hear Gray running after, calling my name. I placed my hands over my ears as I ran. I never thought I could run this fast. Or feel this pain. Its too real. I thought. It hurts like hell.
I rememberd the day we met. He was so cold. After time had passed. He warmed. Not to long after. He kissed me. I became his girlfriend. He saved my life. He said I'd always be his. Always be his...oh why gray? Why do you do this to me? I thought...thought...You loved me.
"Jill! Jill! Wait up Jill! I can explain!" He shouted behind me.
"explain what?" I yelled back at him. "That I wasnt good enough? That you loved me once but that was before her!"
"No Jill that wasnt it!" He shouted. I couldnt stand him anymore. I ran faster nad faster untill I felt my legs give way. I ran into the super market where Karen was and cried. I bawled. She took me into the back room where she lisoned to my story. She patted my back as I cried. She heard that Gray had come into the super market looking for me. So she got up and walked out. I heard them both.
"Where is Jill?" Gray asked.
"Jill is crying her eyes out because you dumped her you ass! I cant beleive you!" She yelled. I couldnt belive it.I clasped my hands over my ears. Streaming hurt tears from my eyes. I had to get out. The room was spinning and my gut felt like it was about to swollow me. Time itself had stopped during my heart break. The pain felt like it would never go away.
"But it isnt like that!" Gray shouted. "I HAVE to talk to her!" He shouted at Karen. I jsut stood up and ran out of the super market right infrount of them. Gray grabbed my wrist. "Jill please stop and lison to me!" He shouted at me. I fought to let myself free. I got free and ran to the summit at high speed. My muscles began to get tired by the hotsprings. But I kept running quickly. I had to hike up the summit and I sat myself down on the edge. I wrapped myself in my arms. Crying. I felt like my tears turned to ice. I began coffing as I cried,I felt Gray's warmness around me. I threw my arm at him to tell him to stop. I got up and left. Him surly following. I ran faster and faster. I nearly stumbled over my own feet. When I got to my farm I ran into my house and locked the door.I bawled infrount of my door.