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Kaolla Inverse, yaoi-hunter, Purple Sky, DarkSapphirreDragon, ola, Ari Maxwell00909, Jill Rocca, Morbid Flower, Paper Flowers, ThisBeCeyx and hColleen, thank you very much for all your reviews. I had individual replies to each of you regarding your guesses etc. but they are now all gone thanks to editing program. If you wish to discuss anything, guesses, theories or point out something to me, please email me.

GillianSillis: You wrote another essay. Basically, for your long and interesting essays, I wanted to give you a gift. Now, I thought long and hard about it and came up with this: Hisoka with a big bow around his neck to be your slave until I upload the next chapter There you go, take good care of Hii-chan until I came to take him back to star in my fiction!

JollyOlly: Muraki is going to be in the last chapter, I'm also considering writing my first lemon as part of the end chapter and he might have a brief role in that... There will be Muraki, as he's my favourite bad guy. And if you really like him, I'm writing a really serious YnM fic that will have him in it.

Eternally Faithful thank you so much for beta reading for me! Everyone read her stuff! I beta read it and it's so cool!

Tsuzuki sat up late that night, trying desperately to get Hisoka to talk to him, but the boy wasn't going to say anything. When Tsuzuki point blankly asked him who he liked, he just laughed.

"That's my business Tsuzuki! We may be like family but I still need my little secrets!" He chuckled.

It hit Tsuzuki like a baseball bat, breaking his ribs and pointing them into his heart.

Family. A brother, a guardian, father, uncle... Not lover... Not boyfriend...

"You just got really sad, what's the matter?" Hisoka asked. Tsuzuki just smiled, putting up more barriers around his emotions.

"I need to keep my secret too," Tsuzuki wasn't even aware that the sentence worked on two levels.

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Tsuzuki awoke to the sound of angels. What the hell? Oh no, he'd died in his sleep. Wait! He was already dead! Then what the hell was that noise?

"Tsuzuki! Turn that damn thing off!" He heard Yuzuriha yell from the room next door. He looked around and saw a brand new stereo. Obviously it had been programmed to come on at this time.

When Tsuzuki found the envelope, his heart began thumping wildly. This secret admirer really wanted him, or at least wanted to make him happy. They were going to so much trouble and yet... He didn't feel he was worth it...

He opened the envelope, and sure enough there was the beautiful flowing script.

"My dearest Tsuzuki, because you should awaken to the sound of angels... And because you are always late..."

Tsuzuki looked around his apartment and smiled.

When he found out who this sneaky person was, even if he didn't feel the same way about them, he'd give them anything and everything they asked for. They'd made him feel wanted, almost as much as Hisoka had when he'd jumped into Touda's flames.

Although he might rethink that promise if it turned out to be Muraki... Maybe just promise the man that when he died he'd make doubly sure his soul passed through easily... He shuddered thinking of Muraki as a shinigami...

"Tsuzuki! Turn that music DOWN!"