(A.N.) This chappie is very short, but very sad. Even I cried! please R&R.

Chapter two: Destined Mistakes

The rain poured heavily down on the dry and dusty city of Haven. Large raindrops hit Jak's helmet as he rode his zoomer through the deserted city streets. When he stopped the vehicle he gazed hazily at the closed door to her apartment. As he stepped warily up the steps to her door, the rain that had collected on the steps splashed out wards from the force of his worn boots.

Jak drew a deep breath far down into his chest to calm his anxious nerves before he timidly knocked on the metal door with his middle finger. After a few tension filled moments that seemed like forever to him, he heard a quiet and somewhat sleepy voice come form inside the door. After a small yawn the feminine voice asked, "Who's there?"

His deep, raspy voice croaked nervously, "It's uh…Jak."

Without another word the metallic door creaked open slowly. Her emerald eyes looked up at him with slight astonishment, but more sorrow. She didn't speak, but he could tell by the look on her face and the redness around her deep, jade orbs that she had been crying before he had knocked at her door.

The words chocked off of his lips, "Keira…?" She turned her face away from him again. "What's wrong…?"

He could hear her chocking on her tears when she stammered, "N- nothing… I'm fine… really…."

Without any warning he stepped briskly towards her and put his hands on either side of her face and pulled her into a passion driven kiss. This frightened her, but she loved it so much that she denied herself the chance to protest his sudden movements. She soon complied with his motions and closed and locked her front door and soon after he pushed her up against it, while never breaking their passionate lip-lock.

His tongue moved slowly over her bottom lip and she opened her mouth almost instantly to allow both of their tongues to meet and tangle. Her smooth hands moved under his blue shirt so she could feel his hardened chest without a second thought or even realizing what she was doing or what it could bring on. She removed his shirt and he responded by doing the same after fumbling with her bra strap for a short couple of seconds.

Without wasting a split-second or going any farther, Keira hopped into his arms and rapped her legs around his waist and Jak practically sprinted down the hall and into her bedroom. He nearly tossed her onto her cushy bed before he turned around to securely turn the lock on her bedroom door. When he returned to her, she lay on the bed and he came to hover over her small figure and leaned down to rejoin his lips with hers…

The Next Morning

Keira slowly awakened and instantly noticed that his warmth was no longer with her. She turned to look at the pillow beside her only to see that she was right; he was gone. What she did see dazed her. There on the pillow beside her was a single red rose and a handwritten note. She sat up leisurely, being sure to grasp to the sheet that threatened to fall away from her bare chest. She lifted the rose to take in it's sweet aroma before picking up the letter that she barely dared to read for she knew it would contain some rather unpleasant news. Her eyes raced across his words…

Dear Keira,

I want you to know that I love you more than I could ever imagine. Last night was truly amazing, but you and I both know that this can't go on this way. I love you, but I have to let you go because you are going to marry him. I can't be your lover for the rest of your life, or even for now. I also want you to know that I want nothing more than for you to be happy with Errol. I love you, but after your wedding tomorrow, I can't see you again, not ever. I really want to be there for you as a friend, but I need you to understand that it would be too painful for me to be where you are and not be able to have you for myself. I'm sorry for what I did last night and I apologize for complicating our friendship this way; I suppose I lost control. I want to confide a secret to you and my only wish is that you, and only you know that you were my first.

I love you forever,

Jak

(A.N.) sobs please sniff review. Poor Jak… blows nose then starts crying hysterically