Buffy opened her eyes, she noticed something wasn't right immediately. Her eyes widened when she realized what happened. Spike was lying next to her and they were both…

"Oh God" Buffy said as she sat up and pulled the covers around her. Spike woke up and sat up next to her. He slowly rubbed circles on her back as she stared forward in shock. "Spike did…did we?" She said turning to look at him. Spike looked down and nodded slowly. She frowned slightly she still didn't remember everything that happened. "Spike…was I…was I bad?" Buffy asked

"Luv you were wonderful I was having a hard time keeping up." Spike chuckled. Buffy nodded and leaned into Spike. He wrapped his arms around her and held her tight. Buffy sighed and continued to stay there. Then they heard a knock at the door and Spike practically fell off the bed. He quickly scooted off and underneath the bed and stayed still trying not to make a sound. "Yea mom?" Buffy asked as she looked around for her pajamas. Buffy quickly put them on.

"I just wanted to tell you I am going to work and I probably won't be home till around midnight because I have a meeting to go to afterwards." Joyce said from the other side of the door.

"Ok mom." Buffy said sighing slightly. "Bye"

"Bye, behave today Buffy." Spike slid out from underneath the bed and started to put on his own clothes. Buffy's face turned into a look of horror.

"Luv, what's wrong?" Spike asked getting concerned.

"Spike did we use protection when we…" Buffy asked afraid of the answer.

Spike let out a sigh. "Yes we did." He said. Buffy's face relaxed.

"Great" Buffy said. " I lose my virginity and I don't even remember it." Buffy said humorously. Spike chuckled and sat down next to her. She turned to him and they began to kiss, it started out sweet and innocent like their kisses used to be but it soon grew intense and heated. Buffy pulled away and said "Ok. Lets go watch a movie or something." Spike nodded and followed Buffy downstairs.

First they went into the kitchen and Buffy went over to the cupboard. "Do you want some hot chocolate?" Buffy asked not turning to look at him.

"Sure, oh yea do you have those mini marshmallows I can't drink it without them." Spike chuckled.

"Really?" Buffy asked shocked. "I am the same way." Buffy poured two large glasses of hot cocoa and added the mini marshmallows. Buffy gave Spike his glass and their hands brushed. Buffy and Spike both swallowed hard at the same time. Buffy sat down across from him and they drank there drinks in silence, feeling a bit awkward. They stared at each other for a moment before Buffy got up and took Spike's hand and led him to her room.

Spike realized what was going on and he grabbed her shoulders and turned her to make her look in his eyes. " Buffy are you sure?" Spike asked. She nodded. " I want the first time I remember to be with you, I want to wake up in your arms." And with that she shut the door to her room…