Buffy gave Spike a farewell kiss and watched him walk down the sidewalk till she couldn't see him any longer and then she shut the door. She leaned against the door closed her eyes and smiled. That had been amazing, god she didn't know if she had ever felt so much joy in her life. Buffy stopped leaning on the door and went up to her room. She saw the stains on her bed, "Crap!" she said aloud to herself. She quickly picked up all of her sheets and put them in the washer.
After they were done she quickly put them back on her bed and went downstairs. She turned on the TV and started to flick threw the channels. She couldn't keep her mind on the shows her mind kept floating back to what had happened that day. How much more their relationship meant to her now. She had given the best gift that she could give, herself…
Around nine that night Buffy got restless and decided to call and talk to Spike. She went into the kitchen and picked up the phone. She dialed his number and heard it ring 2 times and then she heard someone pick it up.
"Hello?" She heard an elderly woman ask.
"Hi this is Buffy I was wondering if Spike was around?" Buffy asked.
"No I'm sorry dear he went to the Bronze a few moments ago."
"Oh, thanks anyway." Buffy said before hanging up.
Buffy frowned why hadn't he asked her to go? Maybe he just needed some time alone. Well she knew Willow and Xander were going to be at the Bronze so she decided to go anyway.
Spike was sitting by himself at the bar staring at his diet coke as if somehow it would get more interesting. He couldn't believe that Buffy had done that for him. She had given up the one gift that she had which was her virginity. She loved him so much and he loved her the same.
He felt a hand touch his should and he smiled. "I knew you would make it, took long enough." He turned around and felt a pair of lips crash on his immediately. Something didn't feel right and he pulled away and realized that he was not staring at Buffy but it was Cordelia, she smirked.
"Now wasn't that better than Buffy's."
"Spike…." Spike heard the familiar and turned to see Buffy her eyes welling up with tears. She turn and started to run out of the Bronze. Spike quickly got up and brushed past Cordelia.
"Buffy wait!" Spike yelled frantically. She turned and he saw the tears streaming down her face.
"So that was it huh? You just waited till you got some flesh and then moved on to the next girl. Xander was right about you. To think you actually loved me, well you got what you wanted you have my virginity, you stole it from me. The best gift I could give and you took it for granted and I…I Spike don't even start I heard everything, so you were waiting for her were you. Is she your midnight stop, was I not good enough. Thanks for making me a joke Spike." With that she turned around and hoped into her car and drove off.
Spike dropped to the ground and broke down, he continued to cry for over 20 minutes he sucked it up enough to make it home and went up to his room and started to write a note…
Buffy walked into the house her eyes swollen from the crying, she saw the out line of her mother lying on the couch. "Hey mom." Buffy said. Her mother didn't reply and she went over to her. "Mom." Buffy said and started to shake her. "Mom!" Buffy said getting more frantic. "Mommy?"…