Chandler looked at the T.V and saw that she was watching the video.

"Hey sleepy." She forced a smile and turned it off.

"What uh... "

"Shh..." Monica stood up. "He's asleep."

Chandler smiled and kissed the top of David's head. Chandler followed Monica into David's room as she put him into bed. "He's amazing." Chandler whispered as he stood over David.

"I know." Monica smiled at her baby. "I love him so much."

"I know you do." Chandler smiled and wrapped an arm around her shoulders.

Monica put her hand on top of his and they walked out of David's room.

"Did you have fun?" Chandler asked as they sat on the couch.

Monica nodded. "It was so much fun." Monica smiled.

"So he a nice guy?"

"Amazing.."

Chandler forced a smile. "That's good."

"Yea..." Monica nodded.

"So.. I bett.."

"What were you guys watching tonight?"

"A video.."

"Why?"

"Why what?"

"Why were you guys watching that?"

"Well... I saw that it had my name on it and I asked why it had my name on it... and they told me it was mine and to put it in... I'm sorry if I wasn't supposed to watch all of that..." He responded a little scared.

"What was on it?"

"What do you mean?"

"What was on that video?"

"You know..."

Monica shook her head.

"You mean you didn't make that?"

"Joey dropped off a video and said it was for you.."

"He did?.."

"He didn't tell me what was on it..."

"Monica we really need to talk about what happened... "

"About what?" Monica asked playing with her hair.

"Yes we do.. I mean we are trying to avoid this and it's not... we need to talk it out."

"I don't want to." Monica stood up and was about to walk to her room when Chandler grabbed her arm and pulled her down.

"Please.."

"What the hell do you want to talk about Chandler? How you broke my heart? How you completely killed me inside? You know the only reason why I'm pretending to be ok with everything is because of David.. I live for him... He's all I have... I really thought you loved me. I thought we were supposed to be together forever. But I was wrong.. boy was I wrong. I thought about you every single day... every single hour... I didn't know who I was anymore... I felt like I did everything wrong. I'm sorry for whatever I did wrong Chandler.. I am..."

"You did nothing wrong. You're perfect... I love...loved you so much that it really hurt to leave you. But I thought it would be good for you. I would have never left you if I knew you were pregnant."

"How would you leaving be any good for me?" Tears streamed down Monica's cheeks. Her mascara was running and her nose was red.

"You don't deserve me. You deserve someone like Sean. Someone perfect... amazing. Not settle for me."

"I was not settling for you.. I could've picked you or Richard and I chose you! What the hell would make you think I was settling for you?"

"I was laying there in bed that night... thinking about how beautiful you were going to be in your gown... and then all of a sudden there are voices going through my head. It was everything anyone has ever said about our relationship and how you deserve better.. All those jokes.. Really just hit me."

"What?"

"Everyone knows you deserve better... They all know.. and they all think so.. I think so."

"I don't care what everyone thinks... Why will you marry Holly but not me?"

"Because I love you..."

"Then why won't you marry me? I don't understand!"

"I love you.. so much and I want to be with you.. I know losing you.. divorce.. Nobody's marriages last... And I didn't want ours to end in divorce.. cause that's final. After I left.. I didn't know what I was doing for a while.. I'd walk around.. my clothes were on backwards.. I was very messed up.. I just.. couldn't do it.. I met Holly.. she was great... and it was hard to not think of you because I felt a huge wave of guilt... I wanted to forget you.. but I didn't.. I love Holly.. she's amazing... we have fun. I just can't love her like I loved you."

Monica smiled. "You keep saying love in passed tense.."

"I know.."

"You know it's not loved.. it's love."

"What are you talking about?"

"You love me... not loved me."

"What?"

Monica giggled. "I know you still love me."

"So what you still love me."

Monica smiled and looked into his eyes. "Come on Chandler... let's be together."

"Why do you still want me after all that I put you through?"

"Because I love you." Monica smiled. "You're the father of my child.. and I will always love you."

"Monica you are something." He smiled. "I leave you and you still love me.. most women would hate my guts and wanna kill me.."

"You're too adorable to kill." Monica smiled and kissed his cheek.

"I still.. I'm still engaged."

"I know.." Monica's smile faded away.

"Well... she actually moved."

"What? When?"

"2 days ago.. everything's gone.. "

"So you're not engaged?"

"Well we are.. we just well... she's umm... mad at me."

"Why? For not letting her see David?"

"Well.. she says I love you.. and I ... I ..."

"You do."

"Yes.. but umm... I.. She's mad at me.. well not mad.. but she wants me to pick.. and call her and if I pick her move with her."

"You stayed."

"Well I haven't told her my choice yet.. but umm I think I'm gonna have to stay here with David. "

"And me?" Monica gave him a small smile.

"...and you." He whispered.

"Yay." Monica whispered back. She looked deep into his eyes.

He looked into hers and saw that her eyes were back... that thing they were missing... was back... it was him.. A smile spread across his face and he kissed her.

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