Back finally with an update, sorry guys. Watching AI... (american Idol) which is rigged, writing another story, working on game, ya' know, the norm. So, motherland... 3rd ending by Crystal Kay... Did anyone notice that all the starting songs are sung by guys and the endings are sung by girls? i wonder why... anyway, this is a random one in angst of something that i lost in, hope, soul, and other stuff... Here it is, and Ed is away on buissness, so no Ed today.. I am sad, but I can still write about him! Yay!

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Even as he grew older, Edward Elric still had the pain and love of his mother that was always there. There would always be that one conncetion forever. His brother was there, the day Trisha left them, but Alphonse didn't seem to have the emotional scars Ed did. It was so fast, so sudden, everything in Ed's life shook. His Hate and Rage surfaced, and was driving him insane... Ed just wanted everythiiing to be normal for him and his brother...

On the day you left, I just waved good bye as usual, as if we were ti meet agian in this city.

This was Ed's purpose, to see his mother once more in this city called life. If only he knew what was happening, what was going to go wrong, but they were only kids, it couldn't be help, at least they were still living in this day.

At night Ed would lay thinking to himself, 'Wait for me, mom. I'm almost there with you, just please, have your soul rest with me... No, in me... Mom, we still love you, me and Alphonse, we really do...' He always took everything so hard on himself, it wan't good for him...

To beleive in love is to not lose myself, until my wish comes true, I'll remain with a smile and look at the stars, praying, and you will be here.

Always thinking of his Brother, his mother, his no good father. Never of himself, and yet he seemed so selfish, to want everything for others. He wanted life for his mother, a body for his brother, the world to stop fighting so we could all live in peace. He wanted everything... for everyone else.

I want he sky for you, even enveloping all your pains. Whenever I look up, I want to feel that I'm not alone, even if I'm far away... and let there be a place I can return to..

Bak in Central, Ed kept getting eerie feelings from the Furthr's secritary. (?) It looked oddly just like his mother, and somehow Al didn't seem to notice anything suspicious. Even thought the seelings he were getting were bad, he somehow felt a sence of security seeing her. He knew it wasn't her, and it never would be her, but just seeing her face, just once was good enough for Ed, just to calm him down...

'I miss her so much, I dont know how to live without lying to myself anymore...' He would think, fear in his mind that he would never really see her again.

I'm still happily living in this city without you because I feel that is the only thing I can do now.

'I'ts all dad's fault! If he was there, she wouldn't of died!' He was always blameing his dad for his mother's death. 'I bet he planned this, he wanted us to suffer, he always did! That was why he was never there!' He knew it wasn't all his fater, maybe his father had nothing to do with it, but Ed needed somthing to blame it on, so he didn't feel so guilty about, just filled with anger.

There is a hidden meaning to all the things that happen. I hope you'll remain yourself even if your dreams begin to vanish, because I'll always be here.

When he fell once at the battle feild, he saw himself, and he was sitting on a rock near the house he and Al lived in as children, crying about something. Then once again, he saw his mother alive and well, but as an angel, and she comforted hissorrow with easing songs, and once done, she said in a wisper:

It's okay even if you're not stonge enough to erase all tears. After you rest your tired heart, wish for a better tomarrow and fall asleep, like the young children.

Grace turned into nightmare, and Ed woke up in a hospital that morning, Not remembering what had happened the day before. He sat up, lokked around, and no one was in the room. Not the cornial, not armstrong, not even Al was in this room. The he started to here voices, coming out of nowhere, scaring him, even though they what it was saying was so deeply true.

This vast world is connected, the white clouds will flow and turn into iwnd to reach you.

"NO!" Ed shouted at the top of his lungs. "Voices don't come out of nowhere!"

Will my voice reach you? I couldn't save those overflowing feelings for you.

Suddenly this voice could be identified.It was his mother. SHe was really staying with him. Tears were in his eyes. Now he finally wanted something really for himself, To love someone truely again...

I want he sky for you, even enveloping all your pains. Whenever I look up, I want to feel that I'm not alone, even if I'm far away...

"Mom, I'll save you, I'll bring you back," Was the last hing he said be for he fell unconcious again. bbut he said unconiouesly:

Let there be a place I can return to, Let ther be a place I can return to...

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Well, that's it for this one. Hey, I'm almost to the 3 not dramatic songs, so like it! Oh, and How did my game get erased, well, you see, my sister is 7, and likes to mess with my stuff. So one day I'm out with my friends, she wants to play with my PS2, and POOF! No more game data... All well, I made it pretty far, I'm gonna see what happens after armony is kidnapped by "greta," Who is oviously that boob chic, um... Camilia? I think that is was it is...anyway, Review people!