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If you're gonna rip my heart out, could you use a knife that's dull and rust in color,once I die there will be no way that you can cover that scar. It's hard, I know. And if I get a little blood on you, finally the world will know you're guilty, know you're wrong of taking everything you're gotten from me, no heart. It's hard, I know.
Yellowcard "Avondale"
You're crying.
It's my fault, I know, you keep asking me "why?" Why did I do it? Why did I slaughter everyone you so loved and cared for? Why did I do that to them? Of all things...Mother and Father? Why did I take such joy in cutting them down from their places so high above you? Was it all for a test of power? Because I could? NO! You were not blind to him, to his reining over us all, the way he controlled everyone, and if I was stronger than he at 10 or 13 or the 17 he'll never see in me...then he was unhappy with me, daddy dearest was unhappy..WITH ME? I was the best! I was the successor of this clan! That couldn't be, not me, not the boy stronger than his father. Well I'll tell you why, that man's jealousy drove him to abuse and drove me into an insanity and now I'mjust a murderer.You keep asking me "Why did you do it?" and I can't give you a straight answer...Sasuke.
I betrayed the image you had of me. I'm sorry I guess, I don't know what else to do, I suppose...I'm not really sorry. They deserved it, trust me, you know it...that bastard...I could blame him but it just wouldn't do. I had too much anger, I had nothing else to let it out on, if you want to start justifying this. I don't know what to do with you, I'll smirk and make you hate me and pretend I'm just as sadistic as I will be later on when this sinks in. I can't kill you, you never did a thing to me..all I can do is make you live a life of pain, so what good is leaving you alive and alone? But I can't kill you, I just can't...this is horrid...I am merely a monster.
I should be the one dead, not you or anyone else...I will let you live, as you should...only for your vengence to torment me and later murder me...this is how it should be...you'll put me where I need to be, I know you will...I believe it little brother...only you can set this family right once more.
You're crying.
It's my fault, I know...but as father always said...
Boys Don't Cry...Sasuke.