She doesn't under stand,

What it feels like to be hurt,

She despises me,

But she accepts my apologies,

She doesn't care about my life,

She doesn't know,

How it effects me,

And people in general,

She could've been the best,

But she chooses to ignore me,

The best of friends,

Slowly get torn apart,

But she never truly liked me,

Not as a friend,

Not as anything,

Just some dumb bug,

That she uses,

For her own problems,

Then doesn't care if I die,

She's done with me,

Now I'm just useless,

Why does she treat me like this,

Why such hatred,

The hatred that turned me into what I am,

The hatred that will end up killing me,

Or I it,

Either way….

I'll die….