Closer
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters it all belongs to who else… Josh Schwartz.
Okay this is set in Season 2, Episode 3: "The New Kids on the Block". Well I had this story a while ago they happen to take out. So I revised everything and I hope u enjoy.
Well this is the last chapter to this story I had so much fun writing it and this is the long awaited one I'm very sorry for the long wait but writer's block has been a kill and well the story got deleted. But I hope you guys enjoy this. Well R&R as always.
Thanks to: Adambrody10, Nefftys, Mellybean44, alexis, 2good4u, Kursk, Dyin life, Caitlyn Rose, Mary, DeuCe628, Daniela, MooMooMeggy, Summer-Breeze171, Ukbabes, and theoclovestheoc, and most importantly to XFFACX thanks bro.
The story is gonna take an unexpected turn. So I hope u enjoy the ride. Thanks for everything!
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The sway of the moving halls in the hospital felt like waves in the blue. You can just feel the rowing of the consistent footsteps. The minds have gone blank and when the earth pulls us all back to reality we trance into a place of the unforgotten; or at least the place that's want to be forgotten. He sat there spaced out of the blue with just the doctor's face so straight and pale and exhausted. Seth rushed to the doctor as quick as possible.
"Hi I'm Dr.Miller; well to be quick Summer suffered a massive head injury. But I'm sorry to tell you sir that I don't think she can survive. There's a two percent chance that she'll live but with that informed she would be paralyzed for her entire life due to all the medication that'll be given to her. I'm sorry sir but I don't think she'll go on through the next twenty-four hours. So if I were you I'd see her right now before it's too late." Dr. Miller informed him with sympathy.
Hearing all this said was unbelievable. It was like someone had gotten a knife and stabbed Seth in the heart about a thousand times. The shock that was pounding him was no more and he felt the numb reside as all the pain came rushing and hitting him with depth to pursue only.
"Are you sure! No… no… no…. I can't leave her, she can't leave me!" Seth said hysterically with anger as he grabbed the doctor's collar. He thrusted him to the wall pinning him down. The doctor was screaming for assistance to get Seth off and at the same time calming him down. But Seth retracted and let go of the doctor. He slumped to the floor feeling everything hit him all at once.
"Sir, I'm sorry but all you can do now is say your goodbyes."
"Say my goodbyes! No you don't understand the feeling of how the only love of your life is about to die anytime now. Okay?" Seth said getting up as he stood with his fist tightening.
"Yes I do and you know what's harder that you will regret all your life? You missing out on the chance of telling your love how you really feel. So sir, please go see Miss Roberts before it's too late." Dr. Miller said with ease but seeing him sincerely.
Seth glanced at him and realized that the doctor was right. That he did need to see Summer before it's too late. Before he regrets everything that he didn't say to her before she dies.
"Room 509," the doctor informed with an earnest smile.
Seth nodded as he ran to the elevators and hoped in one. Everything was racing in his mind.
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(Seth's P.O.V)
I stepped into that elevator feeling all the rush in me. I had no idea what I was doing but somehow I was leading myself to her. I can barely think straight with everything and her dying. That hurts me so much: baring the thought of her being gone and leaving me forever. I can't live without my one Summer. The one in my whole life who I truly care for and die for.
The elevator doors opened and I stepped out to the glistening light of the halls. I walk through the halls as slow paced as I was. I feared seeing her like that. Looking all vulnerable with no hope; scares me to the thought. As I passed room 508 I felt the gnawing pain again. So I stood there in front of the door that's separating me from Summer. For some reason tears began falling as I opened the door and saw her there in the dark room with her eyes closed as she drifted to somber sleep.
I stare with my eyes escaping tears with every amount in my life. I walk closer to her and I start sobbing like a baby. Was this all true? This can't be happening, to night was suppose to be me and her at the Bait Shop with the Killers. Why this? No I don't want this. I never did: I wish it was me in that bed not her. She didn't deserve this. I left her I deserve this with everything in me. Please don't let her go and leave me here too. Let her come back to me just one more chance.
I sob with every breath that was in me. I don't even hear myself breathe anymore or at least that's how it felt. As I pulled up a chair next to her bed I began talking.
"Summer? I know you can't probably hear me right now but… Ahhh!" I started screaming as I held her hands so tight.
"But I want you to know that I never meant to hurt you. I never meant to leave you I never ever did. And now you're the one leaving me. You don't deserve to be in this bed. If I could change everything I would. I would be the one there instead of you because I can't see you sad or weak because it makes me weak. You know what? I can't live without you. I don't know how ever I would. You are me and I am you. That's what matters and I can't do it Summer; I just can't." Seth said bawling even harder as he held Summer's hands and placed it in his.
(End of Seth's POV)
He wept there for about three minutes finding lost at words to what he should say. Then at that very moment He looked up to Summer and saw tears crawl down her face. He looked upon her once more to reassure and it was true; Summer was crying. So he let go of her hand and wiped the tears off her face with every ease he could make. Then with every strength she lit her eyes open to see Seth's eyes with tears falling down his face.
"Summer? Are you awake?" Seth said as he choked out the words.
"Cohen? I… I… love you." Summer said with every part in her mind and heart to be the right gesture.
"Summer Marie Roberts, you're my only love and will always love forever. I love you until the day I fall to my grave. And from then on I will still love you." Seth said as his tears dropped with his eyes closed he's been wanted to tell her since he was in third grade.
Summer began tearing once more and held her hands to his face. She wiped the tears that faded in his wet cheeks. She held his head to hers and motioned for him to kiss her. So he gave in and kissed her with everything he kept forever in his mind. He bottled that moment in his mind. He kissed her for what was forever to him but long lasting it would be. One last tear and one last kiss as he heard the monitor beep. The hands that Summer kept supporting his head had fallen and the monitor kept its beep. It beeped for what felt like forever and Summer took her last breath. Seth let go of the kiss and saw the monitor in a flat line. Tears had fallen down his cheeks continuously as every moment belt out the truth.
The truth that his love, his life, his everything had died. He held her hands one last time and closed his eyes.
(Seth's POV)
I held her hands so tight so close blocking all the sounds around me. I kissed it with every breathe it took. I have nothing more to give but my lonesome heart always waiting for your return.
I thought of all the days we had and every moment that we spent. It couldn't compare to this because all through this time I felt the pain in somber and rested within our hands. Our love is never to be forgotten.
I love you Summer Robert and forever will.
(End of Seth's POV)
Epilogue:
After everything that night, he never once regrets what happened. He knew that everything was to be brought back to his fears and nothing more would be gone. He never ever once married anyone. He grew as a man of dignity and pride. But all his life he was content that his love left him forever and always knowing that she too, did love him.
So on the night Seth Cohen died as an old man. He knew right there and then that his only Summer had returned to him.
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