Cold Tears of a Wounded
Miko
I as looked apon the stars I wonder how all this tragedy came to be. What we had 50 years ago, was the best thing that happened to me, but every good thing must come to an end. As I looked into your golden eyes I thought I could finally be free from the jewel and live with the one I love. But fate was not kind. I searched for you and all of a sudden Naraku attacked me. I thought it was you Inuyasha, but I was wrong. That day, when I was resurrected, I truly believed you betrayed me.
I attacked you with my arrow and yet you still love me? I fell off a cliff and yet I saw you holding on to me. Inuyasha, now thats all over. I intend to kill Naraku for all the pain he caused everyone. I know now that you love another and yet still love me. But there's one thing you just can't seem to understand. I am different from her. She is different from me. She has friends and a family that loves her and worsts of all she has you. I am all alone, I do have a family, my sister Keade, but I feel she is drifting from me. I can no longer see my sister the way I used to 50 years ago. Her smile gives me happiness and yet gives me sadness.
How was your first kiss with 'her'. Was it better than ours? Have you truly forgotten about us? You do not look at me the way you used to. I noticed you have moved on with another. I cannot help it but feel lonely more than ever. My hope of being with you has shattered to pieces. Inuyasha you may not know this, but is was not Naraku that killed me emotionally , it was you. After spending years a of waiting for you, all you said to me on our last visit was, " I moved on, now it's your turn." I can't believe you said that to me and ran off leaving me with tears in my eyes. But after all this I still love you. I forgive you, I am willing to forgive and forget and die without you. I hope you have a wonderful future with Kagome. Farewell my beloved hanyou may peace be with you.