Don't break me
By Seline's Tears
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I'll ask you nicely, don't break me. The pounding blows to my flesh seem to ring throughout my body, echoing with white hollow bones. No, there isn't that much blood. I can manage. Blow after blow, I'm used to it. That coot of a father gives me plenty. Don't get me wrong, I love that coot. Don't respect him at all, but I love him.
So I'm asking you nicely, don't break me okay? I can't afford to be broken. Yes, I know, I'm a freak and all, but this is all I want. Okay?
Don't break me.
Where are you going? Oh, you're done beating me up. Okay. Go then. I'll just stay here, the rain scalding the many cuts on my body. A small price to pay because you didn't break me and I'm glad for that. Because I won't allow it.
Rukia will be coming now. She'll be mad, I know. She'll probably hit me with that gothic looking glove of hers and lecture me. She does that a lot. Heh, you're already gone. I'm talking to myself. How freaky is that? But that's what I am, I guess.
It hurts. You should know, you inflicted them on me. Yet, it's a lovely release. The blood is seeping out now. I wonder if Shinigamis can die. And if they do, what happens? Do I go to Heaven or the "Soul Society" as Rukia calls it.
I am a Shinigami. But I am so lonely. It never bothered me before. Why now? I don't know and I don't care. I'm sorry Karin, Yuzu, dad but I don't care.
There's more blood on the pavement than before. I'm bleeding that much. Rukia is really going to be mad now.
But I didn't break so that's a good thing.
At least for now.
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