PART 2. Trunk's journal.
Disclaimer and Warning is in first chapter!
A/N: Thank you for the most lovely reviews! Hope you enjoy this chapter!
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22nd June
Dear Journal,
I have been trying to get a hold of Goten for ages now. He has been avoiding or hiding from me. I ring dozens times and each time, his roommates answer the phone and I leave messages, I am sure he never gets them. I have been to his place and each time I have gone, he is never home.
I never wanted him to leave. I want him back.
After Goten left, I lost interest in everything. My Mom tried to lessen my workload, so I would go out and enjoy myself, heh, she soon found that it did me no good. I would just stay in my room and not come out. Every waking minute I think of him, when I am not distracted something always reminds me of our relationship. Then there is our baby, yes OUR baby. I didn't tell Goten, I suspected he was pregnant. It was a big shock, but as weird as this sounds, it just felt right. It was like I knew - instinct or something. At night, while I watched Goten sleep, I would stroke his stomach and see our tiny baby responding. I never could tell Goten this, I was scared he was going to terminate or do something that would harm our baby. Was my clingyness was getting too much for him? Is that what drove him away as well? Maybe he doesn't feel the same way that I feel for him.
If only he would just talk to me! I feel so frustrated; we could make this work. I have so many unanswered questions too and I don't even know what he does, if he is at school or maybe working? Does he think about me? The only reason I know where he lives is because, I once followed Gohan, his brother, without him knowing. Gohan only went to drop something off for Goten and left as Goten wasn't home. I found out Goten's number by dropping off Pan - that's Goten's neice, from our place and looking in Gohan and Vidal's address book by the phone, while Pan went to get me a drink from the kitchen. I could of ask Gohan for Goten's number, but then I knew he would ask questions. He hates when we fight or when we aren't ourselves. The funny part about all this is, I don't think I will care what anybody thinks. Not even my father, I know Mom will be disappointed that I am not with a lovely girl. To be honest I was getting tired of sneaking around and lying so much. In a couple of days, I will have a day off, I am going to use this day to find and track Goten down, even if it means camping out on the doorstep till he opens it up. This time we are going to sit down and talk, I don't care how long its takes us.
Yours,
Trunks Briefs
TBC.
Disclaimer and Warning is in first chapter!
A/N: Thank you for the most lovely reviews! Hope you enjoy this chapter!
*****
22nd June
Dear Journal,
I have been trying to get a hold of Goten for ages now. He has been avoiding or hiding from me. I ring dozens times and each time, his roommates answer the phone and I leave messages, I am sure he never gets them. I have been to his place and each time I have gone, he is never home.
I never wanted him to leave. I want him back.
After Goten left, I lost interest in everything. My Mom tried to lessen my workload, so I would go out and enjoy myself, heh, she soon found that it did me no good. I would just stay in my room and not come out. Every waking minute I think of him, when I am not distracted something always reminds me of our relationship. Then there is our baby, yes OUR baby. I didn't tell Goten, I suspected he was pregnant. It was a big shock, but as weird as this sounds, it just felt right. It was like I knew - instinct or something. At night, while I watched Goten sleep, I would stroke his stomach and see our tiny baby responding. I never could tell Goten this, I was scared he was going to terminate or do something that would harm our baby. Was my clingyness was getting too much for him? Is that what drove him away as well? Maybe he doesn't feel the same way that I feel for him.
If only he would just talk to me! I feel so frustrated; we could make this work. I have so many unanswered questions too and I don't even know what he does, if he is at school or maybe working? Does he think about me? The only reason I know where he lives is because, I once followed Gohan, his brother, without him knowing. Gohan only went to drop something off for Goten and left as Goten wasn't home. I found out Goten's number by dropping off Pan - that's Goten's neice, from our place and looking in Gohan and Vidal's address book by the phone, while Pan went to get me a drink from the kitchen. I could of ask Gohan for Goten's number, but then I knew he would ask questions. He hates when we fight or when we aren't ourselves. The funny part about all this is, I don't think I will care what anybody thinks. Not even my father, I know Mom will be disappointed that I am not with a lovely girl. To be honest I was getting tired of sneaking around and lying so much. In a couple of days, I will have a day off, I am going to use this day to find and track Goten down, even if it means camping out on the doorstep till he opens it up. This time we are going to sit down and talk, I don't care how long its takes us.
Yours,
Trunks Briefs
TBC.