25th June
Dear Diary,
Yesterday, something happened after I had finished work at Reggie's. I think I have mentioned that I work in a restaurant before. I really enjoy working there. They have two main cooks that are Italian but speak excellent English and are good people. I get on with them really well. There are 8 waiters including myself. My skills have improved so much since I became a waiter. I remember back at the first day I was carrying dirty plates back into kitchen and I went through the door just as another waiter was coming out and they all dropped on the floor and I had food all over my clothes. I was sure I would get fired for that. But my boss kept me, much to my relief. He put me in kitchen duty for a bit. I moved on to sweeping floors to setting tables. He showed me more than the other waiters did at the start. I can hold four plates in my arms alone. Getting back to yesterday, I finished a bit after 4 pm and I had just walked out and saw Gohan standing there, waiting for me. He wanted to walk me home. He said Mom and Dad were wanting to know when they were going to see me next etc. We walked through St Ives park. I love that park - I go there a lot just to think and stuff. Gohan said he needed to go get a drink from the water fountain and said to wait for him as he wouldn't be long. I thought I would wait for him on a park seat because I had been mostly on my feet all day and the baby was feeling active after Gohan left. Then I heard someone calling my name and it was Trunks. He must have hidden his ki because I never felt him come. I have never been so panicked in my life, diary. My legs wouldn't move and I felt myself go so hot. Man, did he look terrible, very pale, almost like he never slept. Kami, I will never forget this cause he was dressed in my favourite outfit for him, blue jacket, and jeans. He wasn't in one of his ugly suits his mother dresses him in. His purple hair is still shoulder-length, but tied back, he only kept it long for me. Diary, my heart just sunk when I saw him. I couldn't even say his name. He sat down next to me and our baby felt him because their ki went up as soon as Trunks sat down beside me. Trunks took hold of my hand and we talked on that chair for hours. This baby is getting both of us emotional cause for the first time in over 10 years I have seen Trunks actually physically cry. I feel so guilty. I didn't realise what I have even done to Trunks. I guess Kami gave me a wake up call. Its taken me this long to realise that running away isn't the answer. He said he loved me and our baby! He said he never wants to lose us again! We talked about everything. I can't write it all down but we talked, we hugged, we kissed, we cried. After our talk, Trunks never seemed to let go of my hand, I think he thought I was going to go away again. Even when we walked thorough the park with few people around. He said no more secrets. Now that we know what we both want. We are going to have to tell our parents, as I am going to be showing soon too. My clothes are starting to get really tight on me. Trunks and I have decided to have a family dinner and tell them all then. I don't think "We have umm weird news, I am pregnant, can you pass the potatoes?" will work, so we will tell them after dinner. Gohan can protect Trunks from my Mom if she decided to take him out! I have to be geared up for that prospect!
Trunks and I went to go see Gohan, just to let him know everything went okay as Trunk's told me that Gohan had come to see him at work. It was Gohan's idea to have Trunk's met us there. Gohan looked pleased and relieved to see us at the door, holding hands.
After two months I have realised is how I truly felt for Trunks. I know I said I love him before but I thought it was the baby, hormones or stuff talking, but its like little things like when he is around and when we kiss - I forget everything, I only see just him and nothing else matters. Even being away for so long, we still have those intense feeling towards each other. It never went away.
Trunks drove me home, as our baby and I was getting really tired. It had been a long day and I felt Trunks's reluctance to go. I didn't want him to go either. I said to him to ring me when he got back home. He did and we had nearly an all night conversation! We both thought it would be better if we take it one step at a time. Things are really looking up diary!
TBC.
Dear Diary,
Yesterday, something happened after I had finished work at Reggie's. I think I have mentioned that I work in a restaurant before. I really enjoy working there. They have two main cooks that are Italian but speak excellent English and are good people. I get on with them really well. There are 8 waiters including myself. My skills have improved so much since I became a waiter. I remember back at the first day I was carrying dirty plates back into kitchen and I went through the door just as another waiter was coming out and they all dropped on the floor and I had food all over my clothes. I was sure I would get fired for that. But my boss kept me, much to my relief. He put me in kitchen duty for a bit. I moved on to sweeping floors to setting tables. He showed me more than the other waiters did at the start. I can hold four plates in my arms alone. Getting back to yesterday, I finished a bit after 4 pm and I had just walked out and saw Gohan standing there, waiting for me. He wanted to walk me home. He said Mom and Dad were wanting to know when they were going to see me next etc. We walked through St Ives park. I love that park - I go there a lot just to think and stuff. Gohan said he needed to go get a drink from the water fountain and said to wait for him as he wouldn't be long. I thought I would wait for him on a park seat because I had been mostly on my feet all day and the baby was feeling active after Gohan left. Then I heard someone calling my name and it was Trunks. He must have hidden his ki because I never felt him come. I have never been so panicked in my life, diary. My legs wouldn't move and I felt myself go so hot. Man, did he look terrible, very pale, almost like he never slept. Kami, I will never forget this cause he was dressed in my favourite outfit for him, blue jacket, and jeans. He wasn't in one of his ugly suits his mother dresses him in. His purple hair is still shoulder-length, but tied back, he only kept it long for me. Diary, my heart just sunk when I saw him. I couldn't even say his name. He sat down next to me and our baby felt him because their ki went up as soon as Trunks sat down beside me. Trunks took hold of my hand and we talked on that chair for hours. This baby is getting both of us emotional cause for the first time in over 10 years I have seen Trunks actually physically cry. I feel so guilty. I didn't realise what I have even done to Trunks. I guess Kami gave me a wake up call. Its taken me this long to realise that running away isn't the answer. He said he loved me and our baby! He said he never wants to lose us again! We talked about everything. I can't write it all down but we talked, we hugged, we kissed, we cried. After our talk, Trunks never seemed to let go of my hand, I think he thought I was going to go away again. Even when we walked thorough the park with few people around. He said no more secrets. Now that we know what we both want. We are going to have to tell our parents, as I am going to be showing soon too. My clothes are starting to get really tight on me. Trunks and I have decided to have a family dinner and tell them all then. I don't think "We have umm weird news, I am pregnant, can you pass the potatoes?" will work, so we will tell them after dinner. Gohan can protect Trunks from my Mom if she decided to take him out! I have to be geared up for that prospect!
Trunks and I went to go see Gohan, just to let him know everything went okay as Trunk's told me that Gohan had come to see him at work. It was Gohan's idea to have Trunk's met us there. Gohan looked pleased and relieved to see us at the door, holding hands.
After two months I have realised is how I truly felt for Trunks. I know I said I love him before but I thought it was the baby, hormones or stuff talking, but its like little things like when he is around and when we kiss - I forget everything, I only see just him and nothing else matters. Even being away for so long, we still have those intense feeling towards each other. It never went away.
Trunks drove me home, as our baby and I was getting really tired. It had been a long day and I felt Trunks's reluctance to go. I didn't want him to go either. I said to him to ring me when he got back home. He did and we had nearly an all night conversation! We both thought it would be better if we take it one step at a time. Things are really looking up diary!
TBC.