Author: xHeRmIoNexMaLfOyxZaBiNix

Chapters: 1

Summary: I am tall. She is short. My hair is brown. Her's is red. My eyes are brown. Hers are too. That's thing only thing we have in common. I feel alone. She never should be. Because the people I had she took from me. I am lonely.

Krysta's Notes: I wanted to type something about this topic and it took a while so I made a list of the criteria for my own story. Ha.

A memo

Some kills themself and someone follows

Lipstick '''Don't ask'''

A knife '''Strange obsession'''

Holding hand one moment, holding owns hand at another

A problem blamed on the wrong person and hatred towards the wrong person afterwards

Some place where the words 'I love you, person' are written

Begin Story: Her, Him, and I

Her, Him, and I

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G.

I feel like a rotten apple right now. Someone's life was given up because of me and I didn't even realise it. I feel so stupid.

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Memo to Ginerva Weasley, left to you by Hermione Granger

Hr.

I was the victim. No one cared though. She was supposed to come running, asking if I was alright. But she couldn't. Because this time, she was the problem. I tried a lot to see around it, to stand in her point of view, but no matter how many views I looked, it made her look worse. Everyday grew more and more unbearable and I couldn't take it. That's why I left.

See, I loved him. She knew it, I told her. But she crossed me over and blamed her misdoings on me. I didn't do anything to him, but he believes her and outcasts me. I felt horrid for no reason. Why should I? I didn't hurt him at all.

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Enclosed in the entry was a picture of Harry, very detailed and beautiful. It looked as an exact replica. The next picture was of Hermione herself, crying in the corner of her 'drawing' dormitory.

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Hr.

I still love him. Even where I am now I still love him. I hated myself after she and him got together. I hated myself for loving him so deeply. I hated him for being so attractive and handsome and smart and funny. And I hated her for taking it in. I couldn't stand her, everytime she walked with him or talked with him or kiss him. She'd go gloating about how good of a kisser he was to the girls in the dormitory. I could've gotten sick.

There were a few things I could noticably name about the both of us.

I am tall. She is short. My hair is brown. Her's is red. My eyes are brown. Hers are too. That's thing only thing we have in common. I feel alone. She never should be. Because the people I had she took from me. I am lonely.

She didn't even care. I don't know if she even cares now, but everyone is to know I left because of her. I left my mark in dormitory.

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G.

A flashback hits her of when Harry, Ron and her visited Hermione's room that day. The Head Boy, Blaise Zabini said she hadn't come out for a good five hours. Harry's hand was covering Ginny's small hand, as they walked in, slowly.

We all opened the door. She was on the floor, dead. Her hair was lathered in blood, and a knife lay at her side. A large cut was adorned across her neck, about three inches long. Her walls were colored in lipstick and Harry moved up to read the words.

"By the time you're here, I'll be gone. You chose her over our seven year friendship." It adorned one wall. Harry turned to the next, shocked.

" I love you, Harry James Potter." It said on the wall next to the first one.

"It was Ginny, she wrote the letter and blamed it on me." Harry shot her a questioning glance and she dropped her head down. That sentence had taken up a whole wall and by the looks of it a whole bright pink lipstick bottle. The bright pink lipstick was mostly used up on the giant exclamitory marks across the sentence.

The last wall had many scribbles on it. In lavender lipstick it read: "Don't pity me, cause even I don't pity myself." In orange lipstick at the top it said, "Press tape recorder." It rolled and they followed the lyrics, sang by Hermione herself ;written on the wall as well.

I'm gone

I died

I left you and her

Together forever

You're welcome to stay

I just have to say

That I loved you and I miss you

Lying in my grave

You hurt me badly

And it kills me everyday

I'm sorry for taking the blame for her

I thought you loved her

I loved you all that much

That I took the blame for her mistake

So you could be happy

It killed me to see you together

It killed my flesh to look

My eyes hurt from crying

I waste me tears on you

Cause you don't care

The tape stopped and everyone felt sad. They had all, except for Ron, caused their friend a lot of pain. On another part of the wall, there was a heart with Ron's name in it.

If there were as many Ron's as the world could hold, I would still be here.

Thank you Ron.

He smiled briefly.

He had tried to comfort her a few times, but she was definetely far from inconsolable. They left the room, Harry's hand now tucked in his own.

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Hr.

I hope he understands how I feel now. I fucking loved him and he let her betray me, the person he has known for seven years to one he has known for five. I mean five is a long time, but seven has 24 extra months in it. I hate it. I hate her for being her. And I hate him for making me love him.

End of the Memo to Ginevra Weasley, left to you by Hermione Granger

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Headline of the Daily Prophet

April 11, 2004

A Hogwarts Student Commits Suicide

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On that fateful day, three youngsters of the school, who requested to remain nameless, found the young studious Hermione Granger, dead in her Heads Dormitory, along with a few other memos. The cause of her sudden 'displacement in life' as put in a memo was someone by the name of Harold John Portland. No one knows who this person is, but many others get the concept of the name when told.

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Headline of the Dail Prophet

April 13, 2004

Another Student Jumps the Gun

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Somehow related to the suicide two days before, a girl by the name of Ginny Weasley was found dead, in the Prefects Bathroom of Hogwarts School of Witchraft and Wizardry. She was apparently trying to drown herself in a way related to the death of Hermione Granger. The reason she waited was beyond everyone. A note was found on the sill of the window.

"I did it."

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End Story: Her, Him, and I

Her, Him, and I

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Next Chapter, Mother

Characters: Harry Potter, Hermione Granger, Ronald Weasley, Ginerva Weasley, Draco Malfoy, Blaise Zabini