Chapter 6: Traitor, Sex, and Worring.

"Why havent you told him? Are you scared?" The man asked me, then looked over at Susumu who was holding his arm some and getting up.

"I..." I tried to speak, I couldnt, if Susumu knew, then he would be mad, and not love me like he does.

"Tell me what?" Susumu asked, he wanted to know what it was.

I looked over at Susumu, I couldnt take this, why did "he" have to pop up right now. Right when I was spending time with Susumu...why.
"I..."

"Oh, I guess I might as well tell you." The man smirked evilly at us.

"Tell me then!" Susumu demanded to know.

"Your little lover over there, she is a spy for the Choshu." The man looked over at me, my eyes shaking in fear for what Susumu would do.

"No...she...she cant be!" Susumu was shocked, he didnt know if he should believe him or not.

"If you dont believe me, ask her yourself." The man looked at me, a sadistic smile on his face.

I couldnt say anything, yes I was a spy for the Choshu, but I didnt know I would meet someone like Susumu and fall in love...I thought I was gonna get the Information and leave.
"Im...sorry, Susumu..." I said quietly.

"I...It's true then!" Susumu yelled at me.
"You played me for a fool!"

"No..." I put a hand out to reach him, but he looked to the side, disguested with me.

"My job is done here." The man said smiling evilly then disappeared.

"I..I was going to tell you...I just didnt know how..." I said honostly. I could see he was upset, he thought I was playing him for a fool, but I wasnt. I loved him more than my life and the world. I didnt care about being a spy anymore, I only wanted to be with him.

"Idril...why...why didnt you say anything?" Susumu looked at me, his eyes sad and angry.

"I thought...you wouldnt love me...anymore..." I said, looking down at the ground. This was hard, everything I say now, will only either make things worse and destroy our love, or it wont.

"If you told me, I'd still love you...but I probably wouldnt have broke my barriers as much." Susumu said, walking over to me.

No...dont...dont come near me. My mind shouted as I looked at him.
"Please...dont come near...Im a traitor..." I said, stepping back from him, only to find that my back hit the tree.

"Idril, dont do this...please believe me..." Susumu said, reaching for my hand, but I moved away.
"...Idi...please..."

I looked at him from that name, that's what my dad called me.
"No! I cant!" I said then ran into the house to my room.

Susumu looked at me saddly then followed, limply into the house. He didnt know what to do. Walking over to my door he knocked on it, but I didnt answer. Crying...that is what I was doing.

"Why! Why did I have to be a spy! If I wasnt...non of this would be happening!" I cryed into a pillow. Susumu heard me, every word.
"I love him! but it's getting taken away from me! Everything!" I yelled loudly.
Susumu looked at the floor then opened the door and walked into my room, I looked at him, streams of tears running down my face, my eyes red. He shut the door behind him and came over and sat by me.

"It's not your fault, we made this future ourselves. We made this love happen. So dont blame yourself for this...I dont care if your a spy, as long as you dont go away..." Susumu's words hit me, I wanted to hold him so badly, but I couldnt, I was hurting inside...

"But it is...I became a spy, cause they told me the Shinsengumi killed my family...but they...they really did. I know that now." I said looking down at the ground, I felt a hand touch my face and whip my tears away.

"Please...dont cry, I hate it when people cry..." Susumu said with a smile.

I looked at him and smiled slightly, I then was pushed onto the bed, Susumu hovering over me. Is this what was to come?

Feeling him undo my Kimono strap, he slid it off my shoulders, his hands running over them, he then slid it off all the way, my exposed body now at his disposal. I had my wrappings still on over my chest and leg area.
"Beautiful, just beautiful." He said to me with a smile, he leaned closer and licked my neck. I felt his tounge go on my neck and down to where my chest started then kissed my chest. I leaned forward and slipped off his Kimono. His shoulder's they were smooth, oh his skin, ive wanted to touch it so badly. I then saw he had his tank top on and took slipped it off of him. Ahh his body, I told myself I would be able to see it again.
I put my hands on his chest, running them down to his stumach, I leaned closer and licked from his pant line up to his neck then bit his neck gently. Susumu smiled as I did this then leaned and kissed me deeply.
"Ive wanted to touch your skin for so long...it's such a nice color and smooth..." I smiled, looking at the bite mark I just made. Moving my mouth to cover it from bleeding I sucked at his skin. Susumu winced a little at it but then leaned his head on my shoulder, his hands were trying to get the wrappings undone from my back. I smirked at this then took my tounge and licked up his neck, I then licked his lips and crushed mine against his. Hungerly my tounge scavenged his mouth, savoring the taste of him. I closed my eyes as I felt he got the bandages off. Susumu looked down at what he saw, "Their beautiful, dont hide them." He said then pulled away and kissed each breast, his warm breathe going on them. It felt so good. Putting my hands at his pants line I smirked, trying to pull them down I got them so it was low but so it didnt reveal anything. Leaning down I licked that spot, it close to his manhood. I could tell he liked it and probably didnt want me to stop. Smirking I licked there somemore then kissed the spot, licking up to his stumach, I looked up at him. He looked down at me with a smile on his face. This proved it, we loved each other. I looked up at him and yawned a little, I pushed him down and layed on the spot above his pant line, smiling I looked up at him again.
"I truely love you." I said, my exposed boobs laying on his panted manhood.
He smiled to me, then said "I truely love you too, and this proves it." I heard it, and believe it, I believe him now, and always will. Closing my eyes I fell into a light sleep. Susumu looked at me once more, leaning his head down onto the pillow behind him, his hair falling to the sides of his face, his own eyes closing, but before he fell asleep, he put a hand on mine that where resting on his chest.

The two fell asleep after a night of "playing." Who knows what the next day would bring, they hoped it was not more pain.

Shinsengumi-

"Ohh!" Soji whinned as Hijikata poked him.

"Come on Soji! Your no fun!" Hijikata said childishly. This was a rare sight, since he was normally strict.
Soji smiled then jumped at Hijikata, and kissed him playfully. Hijikata loved his little demon like this, it was a time where they could be alone and have fun messing around with each other. Normally it ended up with Soji half naked and Hijikata fully dressed, but tonight, it was the other way around.

Light winds blew that night, through the Shinsengumi and towards the forest where Idril's house lay. The winds blew a light snow everywhere, the trees of the forest, getting white caps on them. It was a beautiful sight, it you were awake.

Sitting in her room, Ayumu sat looking out the window.
"I know they are probably sleeping now, but I still worry, Susumu...she needs you, and you need her, dont mess this up..." Ayumu said, she could tell Susumu loved Idril very much, but wasnt sure how the outcome would be. She also knew that Idril was a spy, she could tell by looking at Idril, and her scars that she was. It was obvious to her but not to anyone else.
Going over to her bed, Ayumu layed down, just to fall into a nice sleep, that would bring her the next day.

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