DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN HARRY POTTER
TO ALL MY REVIEWERS: REALLY SORRY,BUT I CAN'T REPLY BECAUSE MY MUM IS BREATHING DOWN MY NECK!!!!...To THANK you all,here is the sixth chapter!!!!!An author's note with all my thankyous to my reviewers will come out later!sorry,but enjoy okay?!?!?!
Lunch was a rather simple affair.I ate with Harry and Ginny this time,and with Elan and Greg as usual.They finished lunch on a happy note.I finished lunch on a bitter and unhappy note.
Why?I sat directly opposite the Malfoys,and I could see Draco fawning over Pansy Parkinson.Anger boiled and bubbled inside me.A sense of logic arose in my mind.'Maybe he is just a happy father,I mean,who wouldn't be happy if their wife was pregnant?' I thought,then another voice rose in my head.'Wait,you were pregnant with HIS child too,and now Elan is his child?What happened to THAT concern?' it asked.I felt angrier as I thought about it.Logic didn't matter anymore,it never mattered in my life.
Where was Logic when Malfoy broke it off?Where was Logic when I had to go through labour all alone,in the cold operating theatre,with no parents or worse,no Malfoy to hold my hand and pull me through.Where was Logic when he called me 'mudblood' or when he never contacted me all the years?Logic just didn't appear at the right times.
I saw Malfoy and Parkinson being congratulated by Professors,to common friends of mine.Even Ron,who usually said that he hated Malfoy,went over with his wife,Lavender Brown,to politely offer his congratulations.He didn't even say a word to me until 4 months before I was due for labour!
I felt so desoulute,so alone.I felt abandoned when I went throught the most painful process ever in my life.I gave birth to Elan alone,with no comforting or encouraging words,with no sympathy or help.
After what seemed like hours,we finished lunch.There was a hour of recreational activities for us,meaning we get to do what we want.Elan and Greg decided to go play real quidditch,and left me with Ginny after giving me a kiss on the cheek each.Harry kissed his two daughters and wife too,before leaving with them.
Ginny smiled as she watched her husband run off like a mad child."Harry is just like a little boy isn't he?" she asked me,her face happy and radiant.I felt stung.Jealous actually,but I hid it.
"Yes,he is.Why don't you bring Mary and Leanne out to Hogsmeade?" I asked,hopeing that Ginny would leave,so that I could have some time alone.Mary and Leanne nodded exictedly,and begged her.Ginny gave in afterawhile,and left,bringing her two daughters,after a brief,"Go have fun okay?" to me.Nagging again.I smiled wanly as I watched them leave.
I envied Ginny,always have.She had Harry's affections,a perfect family,a good house and a great personality.She had everything I couldn't and probably wouldn't have.Her parents always supported her decision,always encouraged her.My parents?They disappoint me.They always scolded and never gave advice.Their advice was to be taken and done,not ignored.They expected the world out of me.I remember being at the age of 11,being told that if Hogwarts was where I would choose to go,I would have to be first in everything,or they would pull me out.
I was afraid that they would pull me out from Hogwarts,so I memorized everybook 4 weeks before going to Hogwarts.People called me a brainiac,workholic,know-it-all etc.But I never really cared,afterall,what do they know?So I was top in everything,then my results dipped by 3 marks,and my parents had a fit.Why did it dip?Because.....
*******FLASHBACK
I was studying hard in the library,again.In my 6th year,I had grown from a busyhaired girl,to a girl with sleek straight hair,down my back,became slim,grew curves and whatever attracted guys.
I was engrossed in my book,7th Century Wizards,and was writing an essay for Professor Bins,my History Of Magic teacher.Then I noticed platinum blonde hair.And a drumming of fingers on my table which I was working on.I looked up,noticed the grey eyes,blonde hair,chiseled handsome face,and muscular phisque.Malfoy.
I was blown away,but hid it.I glared at him,"What do you want Malfoy?" I asked coldy,keeping my cool,even though inside,my heart was racing at a hundred miles per hour.Malfoy smirked."Nothing Granger,nothing at all.Just a little reminder that the project we are suppose to do together is due soon." He reminded me.'Oh shit.The stupid potions project.' I thought,over the week,we had SO many projects,that I had clearly forgotten about it.I was to partner Malfoy,Snape's arrangement.
I muttered darkly under my breath."I beg your pardon?I didn't really quite catch that Granger." Malfoy said cooly.I glared at him,but shifted my books and bags,leaving a seat for him.He let out what was quite evident as a smile.I was shocked.Malfoy,smile?But nevertheless,he did.I rumagged in my huge bag for the potions book I had borrowed and was surprised when he pulled out an exact copy of it,with parchment and quills.
"Quit looking and wasting my time Granger,here is the bloody reasearch." He said,handing me the stuff."Fine.Thank you." I replied cooly.Taking it from his hands and placing it by my numerous essays.Malfoy casually picked my essay up and read silently.I waited patiently.I don't know why I had that kind of patience when dealing with him that time,but I had.He placed it down after awhile."Impressive Granger.Impressive." he commented.I was again,shocked.I never had a compliment from Malfoy.
I wasn't about to ruin the fine moment,I might be able to make 'friends' with this ferret boy,or 'The hottest student alive' as Hannah Abott touted him.I smiled genuinely and muttered thanks.Malfoy smirked."Listen Granger,since this project we are going to do is in potions,I would like to do it well.So I suggest a truce?Between this Slytherin and you.First name basis?" he suggested,and held a hand out.I shook it and so it began.
*******END OF FLASHBACK
Our relationship began after our truce,shortly after the 3 weeks.We found many different sides in each other,and I fell deeply in love.Maybe he did,but that I'm still not sure of.Over that sixth year,I was thrilled and the relationship filled my every need.I spent time in the library snogging Malfoy rather then studying,spent my time meeting him secretly.Our romance was so secret,that till now,not many people know that Malfoy and I were in a relationship.Only a few know.
By the end of sixth year,my marks were slightly lower,but retained their top position.During that summer,my parents lectured me constantly,making sure my marks would never dip again.I promised them.
I mulled over that particular memory for quite a long time,as I walked back into my room.I reminised about the corridors where we hid from friends...Hogwarts held SO many memories,and I wanted to go back and see them again...................
TO ALL MY REVIEWERS: REALLY SORRY,BUT I CAN'T REPLY BECAUSE MY MUM IS BREATHING DOWN MY NECK!!!!...To THANK you all,here is the sixth chapter!!!!!An author's note with all my thankyous to my reviewers will come out later!sorry,but enjoy okay?!?!?!
Lunch was a rather simple affair.I ate with Harry and Ginny this time,and with Elan and Greg as usual.They finished lunch on a happy note.I finished lunch on a bitter and unhappy note.
Why?I sat directly opposite the Malfoys,and I could see Draco fawning over Pansy Parkinson.Anger boiled and bubbled inside me.A sense of logic arose in my mind.'Maybe he is just a happy father,I mean,who wouldn't be happy if their wife was pregnant?' I thought,then another voice rose in my head.'Wait,you were pregnant with HIS child too,and now Elan is his child?What happened to THAT concern?' it asked.I felt angrier as I thought about it.Logic didn't matter anymore,it never mattered in my life.
Where was Logic when Malfoy broke it off?Where was Logic when I had to go through labour all alone,in the cold operating theatre,with no parents or worse,no Malfoy to hold my hand and pull me through.Where was Logic when he called me 'mudblood' or when he never contacted me all the years?Logic just didn't appear at the right times.
I saw Malfoy and Parkinson being congratulated by Professors,to common friends of mine.Even Ron,who usually said that he hated Malfoy,went over with his wife,Lavender Brown,to politely offer his congratulations.He didn't even say a word to me until 4 months before I was due for labour!
I felt so desoulute,so alone.I felt abandoned when I went throught the most painful process ever in my life.I gave birth to Elan alone,with no comforting or encouraging words,with no sympathy or help.
After what seemed like hours,we finished lunch.There was a hour of recreational activities for us,meaning we get to do what we want.Elan and Greg decided to go play real quidditch,and left me with Ginny after giving me a kiss on the cheek each.Harry kissed his two daughters and wife too,before leaving with them.
Ginny smiled as she watched her husband run off like a mad child."Harry is just like a little boy isn't he?" she asked me,her face happy and radiant.I felt stung.Jealous actually,but I hid it.
"Yes,he is.Why don't you bring Mary and Leanne out to Hogsmeade?" I asked,hopeing that Ginny would leave,so that I could have some time alone.Mary and Leanne nodded exictedly,and begged her.Ginny gave in afterawhile,and left,bringing her two daughters,after a brief,"Go have fun okay?" to me.Nagging again.I smiled wanly as I watched them leave.
I envied Ginny,always have.She had Harry's affections,a perfect family,a good house and a great personality.She had everything I couldn't and probably wouldn't have.Her parents always supported her decision,always encouraged her.My parents?They disappoint me.They always scolded and never gave advice.Their advice was to be taken and done,not ignored.They expected the world out of me.I remember being at the age of 11,being told that if Hogwarts was where I would choose to go,I would have to be first in everything,or they would pull me out.
I was afraid that they would pull me out from Hogwarts,so I memorized everybook 4 weeks before going to Hogwarts.People called me a brainiac,workholic,know-it-all etc.But I never really cared,afterall,what do they know?So I was top in everything,then my results dipped by 3 marks,and my parents had a fit.Why did it dip?Because.....
*******FLASHBACK
I was studying hard in the library,again.In my 6th year,I had grown from a busyhaired girl,to a girl with sleek straight hair,down my back,became slim,grew curves and whatever attracted guys.
I was engrossed in my book,7th Century Wizards,and was writing an essay for Professor Bins,my History Of Magic teacher.Then I noticed platinum blonde hair.And a drumming of fingers on my table which I was working on.I looked up,noticed the grey eyes,blonde hair,chiseled handsome face,and muscular phisque.Malfoy.
I was blown away,but hid it.I glared at him,"What do you want Malfoy?" I asked coldy,keeping my cool,even though inside,my heart was racing at a hundred miles per hour.Malfoy smirked."Nothing Granger,nothing at all.Just a little reminder that the project we are suppose to do together is due soon." He reminded me.'Oh shit.The stupid potions project.' I thought,over the week,we had SO many projects,that I had clearly forgotten about it.I was to partner Malfoy,Snape's arrangement.
I muttered darkly under my breath."I beg your pardon?I didn't really quite catch that Granger." Malfoy said cooly.I glared at him,but shifted my books and bags,leaving a seat for him.He let out what was quite evident as a smile.I was shocked.Malfoy,smile?But nevertheless,he did.I rumagged in my huge bag for the potions book I had borrowed and was surprised when he pulled out an exact copy of it,with parchment and quills.
"Quit looking and wasting my time Granger,here is the bloody reasearch." He said,handing me the stuff."Fine.Thank you." I replied cooly.Taking it from his hands and placing it by my numerous essays.Malfoy casually picked my essay up and read silently.I waited patiently.I don't know why I had that kind of patience when dealing with him that time,but I had.He placed it down after awhile."Impressive Granger.Impressive." he commented.I was again,shocked.I never had a compliment from Malfoy.
I wasn't about to ruin the fine moment,I might be able to make 'friends' with this ferret boy,or 'The hottest student alive' as Hannah Abott touted him.I smiled genuinely and muttered thanks.Malfoy smirked."Listen Granger,since this project we are going to do is in potions,I would like to do it well.So I suggest a truce?Between this Slytherin and you.First name basis?" he suggested,and held a hand out.I shook it and so it began.
*******END OF FLASHBACK
Our relationship began after our truce,shortly after the 3 weeks.We found many different sides in each other,and I fell deeply in love.Maybe he did,but that I'm still not sure of.Over that sixth year,I was thrilled and the relationship filled my every need.I spent time in the library snogging Malfoy rather then studying,spent my time meeting him secretly.Our romance was so secret,that till now,not many people know that Malfoy and I were in a relationship.Only a few know.
By the end of sixth year,my marks were slightly lower,but retained their top position.During that summer,my parents lectured me constantly,making sure my marks would never dip again.I promised them.
I mulled over that particular memory for quite a long time,as I walked back into my room.I reminised about the corridors where we hid from friends...Hogwarts held SO many memories,and I wanted to go back and see them again...................