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CHAPTER 10...*****STILL DRACO*****
After finding out Pansy was pregnant,I tried my best not to show her the irritated and annoyed look I always had on my face when I saw her.Instead,I tried to be comforting,to be concerned.It didn't come as naturally,but she was happy,estatic.
I sat at my desk in my room,Pansy was out with Bullstrode,buying baby stuff.I watched the quidditch players outside zooming around,pondering a question Hermione asked.
******FLASHBACK*****
"Then why Malfoy?Why didn't you kill the marriage?" Hermione asked.I couldn't answer.
***END OF FLASHBACK******
I guess its my fault.I should have never agreed to the marriage.Just because my father breathed down my neck,or threatened to kill Hermione,I should have never agreed to it.I am positive Hermione would rather be killed then have me 'protect' her the way I did,the only way I could do,by breaking her heart.
I remember the day we split,the day I called her mudblood.Her eyes burned with sadness and bitterness,I could never ever forget the disappointment in her eyes.People say I recover quickly,because in less then 4 weeks,I married Parkinson,in front of the entire school of Hogwarts,in front of Hermione.Something I know she would rather forget then bring it up.
From the day I married Pansy,I always was cold and aloof to her,unless we were thrust in the gaze of the public eye,we never were loving.I couldn't bring myself to love her,or to even like her.I knew deep down that I am just lying to myself,lying to the world.But the marriage continued over the 2 years,I don't know why I continued with it.Afterall,my father passed away 5 months after our marriage,and Voldermort was long gone.Really,why did I continue with it?
I simply could not find an answer to give to Hermione,that night she asked me.I was stumped.Why?
Was it because I was moved by Pansy's love for me?She never complained that I didn't care about her,nor did she flinch when I tossed scarsm and scathing remarks at her,she never ever cried or gossiped to other people.She was contented.Something I would not have expected from her when I married her,maybe she just changed too much.She became so quiet and she loved and cared for me.
Perhaps I was just to moved by her,because one night,I slapped her hard across the face,because of one sentence that came muttered out of her mouth.
******FLASHBACK**********
I was drunk,yes drunk,after a social gathering with Zabini and Crabbe,but I still was semi-aware of my surroundings,what was happening to me.I stumbled home and Pansy was waiting in our room,sitting on the bed.
I ignored her concerned tone,or her pampering,and brushed her off roughly.I guess she finally had it,because she muttered a complain.A complain.I hadn't heard so much as a word of anger or disentment since I married her.But this sentence ignited my anger.
I was groaning in pain,my head spining and hurting,I felt a warm towel pressed onto my head.My eyes flickered open,I saw Pansy.Thoughts of Hermione swarmed into my head.I suddenly felt anger,and pushed her roughly away.
Her eyes bore resentment."Draco,after all these months of silent treatment from you,the angry glances,the scathing remarks,am I still not comparable to that mudblood?" she muttered softly.I rose,angrily I slapped her across the face."Never ever insult her in front of me Parkinson.Or you shall pay." I said,my voice angry and she cowered.
Pansy's eyes filled with tears and she suddenly hugged me."Please Draco,try to accept me,try to love me.." she pleaded,I was stunned.
'Try to love you,try to accept you?' I thought to myself,as Pansy sobbed into my shoulder.She was so devoted,so in love with me.I couldn't bear her cries and looks of disappointment and traumatized tears.I hugged her tightly.I felt a feeling I had never ever experienced with her.I was truly touched.Really.I could feel tears stinging my eyes.
Pansy was shocked,but she gladly accepted.And we spent the night together,our first,really as a couple.
****END OF FLASHBACK*****
That was 4 months ago,now she is pregnant.And Hermione's eyes depict her world falling down.I still couldn't bear to divorce her.I didn't know why I did not do it earlier.Maybe her constant attention and the limelight from the media blocked me from doing so.
We were constantly known as the perfect couple wherever we went.I had social functions that required me to bring her,and for the short 10 minutes of posing for photographers as a couple,I could see the happiness in Pansy's eyes.Something I couldn't bear to kill.
Now more then ever,Pansy needs me.Because she has my child.I cannot be irresponsible like I did to Hermione.I know that it is totally unfair to her.But I don't want to repeat my mistake.I don't know how I will get Hermione and Elan back,and I don't know what I'm going to do with Pansy and our future child.How weak I am...
Suddenly,I heard a piercing scream hurtle through the air,jolted out of my thoughts,I looked outside the window.
I saw Hermione,hurtling towards to ground,and Pansy,her wand out,smiling evilly.....
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CHAPTER 10...*****STILL DRACO*****
After finding out Pansy was pregnant,I tried my best not to show her the irritated and annoyed look I always had on my face when I saw her.Instead,I tried to be comforting,to be concerned.It didn't come as naturally,but she was happy,estatic.
I sat at my desk in my room,Pansy was out with Bullstrode,buying baby stuff.I watched the quidditch players outside zooming around,pondering a question Hermione asked.
******FLASHBACK*****
"Then why Malfoy?Why didn't you kill the marriage?" Hermione asked.I couldn't answer.
***END OF FLASHBACK******
I guess its my fault.I should have never agreed to the marriage.Just because my father breathed down my neck,or threatened to kill Hermione,I should have never agreed to it.I am positive Hermione would rather be killed then have me 'protect' her the way I did,the only way I could do,by breaking her heart.
I remember the day we split,the day I called her mudblood.Her eyes burned with sadness and bitterness,I could never ever forget the disappointment in her eyes.People say I recover quickly,because in less then 4 weeks,I married Parkinson,in front of the entire school of Hogwarts,in front of Hermione.Something I know she would rather forget then bring it up.
From the day I married Pansy,I always was cold and aloof to her,unless we were thrust in the gaze of the public eye,we never were loving.I couldn't bring myself to love her,or to even like her.I knew deep down that I am just lying to myself,lying to the world.But the marriage continued over the 2 years,I don't know why I continued with it.Afterall,my father passed away 5 months after our marriage,and Voldermort was long gone.Really,why did I continue with it?
I simply could not find an answer to give to Hermione,that night she asked me.I was stumped.Why?
Was it because I was moved by Pansy's love for me?She never complained that I didn't care about her,nor did she flinch when I tossed scarsm and scathing remarks at her,she never ever cried or gossiped to other people.She was contented.Something I would not have expected from her when I married her,maybe she just changed too much.She became so quiet and she loved and cared for me.
Perhaps I was just to moved by her,because one night,I slapped her hard across the face,because of one sentence that came muttered out of her mouth.
******FLASHBACK**********
I was drunk,yes drunk,after a social gathering with Zabini and Crabbe,but I still was semi-aware of my surroundings,what was happening to me.I stumbled home and Pansy was waiting in our room,sitting on the bed.
I ignored her concerned tone,or her pampering,and brushed her off roughly.I guess she finally had it,because she muttered a complain.A complain.I hadn't heard so much as a word of anger or disentment since I married her.But this sentence ignited my anger.
I was groaning in pain,my head spining and hurting,I felt a warm towel pressed onto my head.My eyes flickered open,I saw Pansy.Thoughts of Hermione swarmed into my head.I suddenly felt anger,and pushed her roughly away.
Her eyes bore resentment."Draco,after all these months of silent treatment from you,the angry glances,the scathing remarks,am I still not comparable to that mudblood?" she muttered softly.I rose,angrily I slapped her across the face."Never ever insult her in front of me Parkinson.Or you shall pay." I said,my voice angry and she cowered.
Pansy's eyes filled with tears and she suddenly hugged me."Please Draco,try to accept me,try to love me.." she pleaded,I was stunned.
'Try to love you,try to accept you?' I thought to myself,as Pansy sobbed into my shoulder.She was so devoted,so in love with me.I couldn't bear her cries and looks of disappointment and traumatized tears.I hugged her tightly.I felt a feeling I had never ever experienced with her.I was truly touched.Really.I could feel tears stinging my eyes.
Pansy was shocked,but she gladly accepted.And we spent the night together,our first,really as a couple.
****END OF FLASHBACK*****
That was 4 months ago,now she is pregnant.And Hermione's eyes depict her world falling down.I still couldn't bear to divorce her.I didn't know why I did not do it earlier.Maybe her constant attention and the limelight from the media blocked me from doing so.
We were constantly known as the perfect couple wherever we went.I had social functions that required me to bring her,and for the short 10 minutes of posing for photographers as a couple,I could see the happiness in Pansy's eyes.Something I couldn't bear to kill.
Now more then ever,Pansy needs me.Because she has my child.I cannot be irresponsible like I did to Hermione.I know that it is totally unfair to her.But I don't want to repeat my mistake.I don't know how I will get Hermione and Elan back,and I don't know what I'm going to do with Pansy and our future child.How weak I am...
Suddenly,I heard a piercing scream hurtle through the air,jolted out of my thoughts,I looked outside the window.
I saw Hermione,hurtling towards to ground,and Pansy,her wand out,smiling evilly.....
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