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'Hey, Inuyasha…' it was night time. I was lying on my back, gazing at the starts. KikSis used to always do that during night time, dreaming about tomorrow – or maybe about her wedding to Inuyasha. Inuyasha, why does that make me feel so guilty? How can I not feel guilty? I broke my promise to my sister's last wish, even if it is wrong. Inuyasha… what is this feeling? Its so new, yet feels so forbidding…

'What is it?' He was obviously annoyed. I know my scent smells like Kikyou's, just how often have I mistaken my own for hers? He must have thought I was her.

'I need you to help me split the jewel tomorrow, and scatter it, so that no one would be able to find it.'

'Why? Can't you see that other demons can find it and take it?' he was now angry.

'What? And that I am going to die just like Kiksis?' I countered, equally fired. Then, changing my tone to please him better,

'It is hard for me too… after all, I have to protect the jewel, and well, once –' What was that? I stopped, listening, breathing slowly as though not to belie the life in my exhalation. There is a person close by… just who is it? I sniffed. Oh great, rain… now I would have to rely on my sight and hearing alone. Damn it. Lightning cracked, then thunder roared. The rain fell pitter pattering on the forest floor.

'What a big rain storm,' I mused.

'What a big rain…' A voice sounded somewhere to my left.

'Who's there? Inuyasha?' But he was nowhere to be seen.

'Inuyasha!'

'He is not here…' the same voice. It is hard to determine whether it is male or female. Must be the rain. There are foot steps… Just a bit closer. One more step. NOW! I struck with all my might towards the back of my left. There was no one there. I could have sworn there was – to the top! Of course! I slashed the leaves of the trees above me. No… no one. How odd.

'You cannot strike me…' That voice… it sounds so familiar. I turned around. Lightning flashed briefly. No! It can't be!

'But you're dead…' I said, the voice that left my mouth was so unlike my own, it sounded so feeble, so alone.

'You… traitor!' There are hands circling around my neck. My air supply was getting cut off. For a moment, I struggled, and then stopped. No, I should die… I am a worthless hanyou. I want to die. Kiksis was my life, and now that she was gone, I have no purpose left. Let me die.

'Do you really want to? I can make it slow if you want to, but painless.' Slow please, I want to see Inuyasha's face one more time, before I go. I just want to tell him that I… then there was a scream, followed by a high pitched yell. I suppose it would have been weird for Kaede to see me dangling ten feet in the air with a hand around my throat, which arm extended into the leaves of the tree. Kaede, what would become of her? Who would protect her? No, I don't want to die, I can't leave Kaede alone! I began fighting again, this time with a vengeance. I WILL NOT DIE! I WILL KILL YOU!

'How can you kill me? I am dead.' the voice laughed. Now that struck a chord within my thoughts.

'You are not dead.' I whispered, 'as a matter of fact, you are very much alive.'

flashback

A figure fell down a fissure in the ground

end flashback

'I raced down the gorge to try and find your body, but only saw a spatter of blood and a tear of cloth. Isn't that right?' I quickly deducted. 'You purposely cut yourself and tore your clothes just to make me believe that you are dead.'

'Right you are…' The hands released themselves as I caught a new scent.
Inuyasha, and he is coming here – fast. The rain has cleared up, and I caught scent of that smell.

'Naraku…' I looked after the dark head with the tendrils, 'I hope we meet again…'

'Do you want to remember your past?' I was about to call him something, and it triggered something, as though a distant memory. NO! I DON'T WANT TO KNOW!

'Kagome, are you alright?' Inuyasha had his arm around me. Hey, that gave off a weird feeling, another memory.

'STAY AWAY FROM ME!' I held my head as though it were a tender flower. Standing up, I staggered away. His face looked so familiar. So…

'ARGH!'

'Kagome,' his face showed genuine concern.

'Go… away, run… far and wide… never come back!' I'm beginning to remember… and this can mean the end to… NO! Midoriko, I tried, I'm sorry mother…

'Finally, this is the real me.'

'Kagome…' Inuyasha was looking at me with round eyes.

'Has turned evil again.' Finished Kaede.

'No little bitch, I'm not Kagome, I am…'

'Come Yashamaru,' Naraku is above, beckoning me. Shove off bitch, my other side said, its my turn to rule this body now. HELP ME!

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