Author Note: Does anyone have an opinion about using Lucy's pov because I didn't get that many reviews for chapter 4, so maybe it isn't good from her point of view. PLZ let me know what you think.

Lucy's POV

We sat in the waiting room for about a half hour. I was completely bawling my eyes out. Matt just stared at me obviously not knowing what to say. I cried and cried for thirty minuets strait before Matt finally broke the silence.

"Luce," he said pleadingly, "Please don't be so upset. You have no idea how much it hurts me to see you like this. Please, just tell me what it is. I know you're upset about Kevin, but is there something else, is there something I can do for you?"

"I'm just scared, that's all," I said kind of annoyed. I didn't want to show how I really felt which was stupid. He looked at me and I knew he could see right through me. I knew that he knew that wasn't the only reason I was upset.

"Lucy, I'm not an idiot and I know that there is something else bothering you. Please just tell me what it is so I can try to fix it, or at least help."

"It's stupid and selfish,"

"I don't care, just please tell me."

"It's just," I began, "I'm scared of being alone. What if Kevin does die? Matt, I'm going to have to go through pregnancy, delivery and motherhood all by myself. I can't do that. I'm really scared. I was already scared about being a mom and having a baby, but I never imagined doing it without Kevin. I don't feel safe when he's not around…I can't provide for a baby. I can't work to support our baby and then take care of him or her too. Mostly, though I'm scared of the delivery…what if there is a complication, I need Kevin, I really do."

"Oh Luce," he said hugging me softly and whispering words of comfort in my ear, "You are not alone ok…you are never, never alone. I really do think that Kevin is going to be ok, but if he's not I'm here. I'll get you through pregnancy. I'll go into the delivery room with you, if you want. If you need financial help, I'm here and Mom and Dad are. The whole family will help you take care of Savanna. Everything is going to be ok, I won't let anything happen to you, I promise." I looked at him and couldn't help but to smile. I loved Matt a lot and was glad he was there to get me through this.

"I feel guilty," I told him, "Kevin and Sarah are in a lot of pain and all I can do is think about myself."

"It's ok, it's not your fault this happened to them, it's mine."

"What are you talking about?" I asked him confused and wondering what he meant.

"You're going to think I'm a jerk."

"No I won't. Especially after all you just said to me."

"I am though…I forgot our anniversary, mine and Sarah's. I was supposed to meet her at a restaurant and I didn't show up. She came home upset and we had a fight. We fight almost everyday and there was talk of a divorce. She left to 'get some air' and that's when it happened. I heard her screaming and that's when she was attacked."

"Matt, I'm so sorry…you must feel awful."

"That's not even the part that's going to make you hate me. It's my fault that Kevin got hurt also. He was the police man who came to arrest the guy attacking Sarah. I never saw him because I was getting in the ambulance, but I saw a news report that said a woman and a young police officer were severely wounded by Mark Masion, that's the guy, and then he attacked two more people. If it weren't for me forgetting, Sarah would have never gone out for air and maybe Kevin would have never been asked to arrest Mark. I'm sorry Lucy." I just sat there staring forward. My head was spinning after everything that happened and I couldn't make sense of it all. I tried to straiten my thoughts.

"Matt, it's ok. I forgive you. It's not really your fault. I know you didn't want this to happen."

"I didn't and don't worry we are going to be ok…soon this will all be over."

A/N: This is going to be my last chapter for a really long time. There are only two more weeks of school. (It gets out on May 25) I'm busy with finals, recitals, competitions, etc. Then my family and I are going on vacation. We will be back on June 26th . The date may change, but it should be about a month into summer. I will post reviews if I get any info on the exact date. I will finish the fic when I get back, it will just take a while. I'm really sorry about it. I may do a chapter before then, but only if I have extra time. I will definitely have one up tough about a month into summer vacation.

PLZ still feel free to send reviews and emails if you want while I am gone, I will read them when I get back.