Matt's POV
Sarah's doctor finally came out of her room.
"How is she? Is her memory loss severe? Is it permanent? Is there anything I can do for her?"
"I wish I could answer all of your questions," he told me, "Unfortunately, I don't know. Right now she is suffering memory loss. She remembers some things, but they are very basic. She knows her name, her age, and that she is in medical school. Actually, she remembers her mother and father, but no more than immediate family. She thinks you look familiar, but she's not sure who you are. I think it's related to when things happened. She remembers everything up to this past year."
"Is it permanent?"
"I'm not sure."
"Did you tell her I'm her husband?"
"No, I was going to let you decide if you should tell her or wait and see if she remembers you."
"Of course, she'll remember me if I just spend a little bit of time with her."
"Matt, you do know that the likely hood of that happening is very slim. I mean, be realistic, if she's suffering memory loss, she won't remember you."
"Science only goes so far, and then comes God. Love is powerful, and I do love her. I love her more than anything, she knows me, somewhere inside of her, she knows me."
"Ok," he said with a sigh, "You can go in and visit with her, but try not to get her worked up."
"Ok," I agreed. I went in. Sarah was sitting up, leaning against some pillows. She looked at me.
"The doctor said that I shouldn't be afraid of you," She said softly," that I know you and that you are here because you care about me. He said I was hurt by someone and that's why I'm here. Is that true?" I nodded. "He also said that someone helped me, that's why I wasn't killed… I don't know who saved me though. I don't know anything, I'm trying so hard to remember you, to remember what happened, but I just…just can't." Tears rolled slowly down her cheeks and I wiped them off gently. I wanted so bad to hug her and hold her. I wanted to comfort her and tell her how much I loved her and that it would be ok, but I didn't want to make her uncomfortable.
"Please don't cry. Everything will be ok. I know you don't know me right now and if you don't remember I'll explain everything for you, but there's one thing you have to always know. That's that I'm here for you and I'll always be here for you Misses……"
I didn't know what to say. If she didn't know she was married then she would still think her name is Glass, but I had always called her Misses Camden. Since our wedding night she had been Misses. Camden, but she didn't remember the wedding night.
She gave me a funny look. "Camden," She said kind of unsure. I looked deep into her eyes.
"Camden, Sarah Camden." I answered stroking her hair. Her head fell into my hand. I couldn't help it; I kissed her softly, but passionately. To my surprise, she didn't scream or try to break away from me. I pulled away after a few seconds.
"Matt?" She said.
"Yeah, it's me."
"I'm Mrs. Camden because you're my husband aren't you?"
"Sarah," I said laughing and smiling, "You're remembering."
"It's coming back to me. I went out for a walk and that's when it happened. It was you Matt, you saved me from him. I can't believe I forgot you!"
"It's ok; it's not your fault."
"Matt, I lo…. Wait, I just remembered why I was out for a walk. We were fighting weren't we," her voice as rising and tears were building, "We fight almost everyday. We hate being with each other don't we, we want a divorce?" I didn't know what to say, if I should tell her the truth or what.
"Listen Sarah…"
"Don't lie to me, tell me the truth, are we splitting up?"
"What I want to tell you is not a lie. I love you, I honestly and completely love you. We do fight, almost everyday, but even when we're yelling at each other I'm still madly in love with you. We did talk about a divorce, but only because we love each other. I only want a divorce if it would make your life happier, if it would make you happier. The most important thing to me is you and if it's what you want…."
"Matt, I don't remember everything right now, but I know I love you. I feel safe when you're around. I feel happy when you're around. I want to be with you."
"I want to be with you too always and forever, Misses Camden."
"I love the sound of that." She sighed and laid back her head.
"Are you ok?" I asked
"Yeah, I'm just a little tired."
"You should sleep for a while." She scooted over.
"I'm making room for you, you're probably tired too." I realized that I actually really was exhausted. "That is," she began, "unless you wanted to go home and sleep."
"And leave you here. Tell me how can I do that? Leave you when you're in the hospital?" She smiled. I kissed her. "Just let me tell the doctor you're doing better, and then I'll be right back." I left and told him and he said he would do a final check up tomorrow. I went back to Sarah's room and laid down beside her. She cuddled up to me and I put my arm around her, holding her. I never wanted to let go of her.
A/N: I'm not sure if this is the ending or not. If it is, I will probably do an epilogue and if not I will continue when I get back. I just didn't want it to be a bad place to leave off. Do you think I should add more, or end it here?
