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Uh, I sorta... didn't finish this story with the Chapter Five... Heh heh.. gomen? But, I wrote a lot and I wanted to write the last part later. And, to answer your question: no,I still didn't write aboutthe concert. I will in thenext chapter, I promise! I promise! But, this chapter gets more romance... And it's almost as long as the Chapter Four had been! Aren't ya proud of me! Uh huh! Okay.
Oh right! Some time ago, I wrote a Chibiusa-Elios fanfic in my notebook, and believe it or not, I actually finished it like that, and now I'm copying it to post it here! So, it will be posted.. for some time... heh heh... But it will be long, I promise! So when it comes out, as you all know, R&R! So, don't expect it in the near future, but I just wanted to inform you that it exists. It's not a masterpiece, it was one of my first fanfics, but let's put that aside, shall we...
Oh, I'm boring you to death with my ANs! Gomenne! Here you are! Love ya guys!
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Title: Wanting Just You - Chapter Five
Rating: K+
Author: Sabreen
Wanting Just You - Chapter Five
Hewas biting on his lip ferociously. Will she come?
'Of course she will. She's not the kind of person to let you down... Right?' He turned left and he was in the corner of Okudawa Street in a sec. He was standing there, as nervous as he has never been in his whole life, waiting a girl who carried sunshine in his mysterious life which was as dark as the sunglasses he wore.
And there she was. Skipping happily in her pink, flowingdress with a bunny printed on it and a white jacket, she was coming nearer and nearer, breaking into a run when she saw him. And of course she didn't watch where she was going, and of course she almost got hit by a car. He just shook his head at her clumsiness, and chuckled at her heavy breathing from running away from the car.
"Hey. Y'know, you should really watch where you're going, Odango." He was standing in front of her, his hands in his pockets, a smug grin on his face.
"Hmph!" was the only answer he got. He laughed at her cuteness and took his sunglasses off, allowing her to take a glance into his deep aquamarine eyes. Looking at his innocent face made her anger melt instantly, and his smile made her forget about all the teasing she had to stand. Suddenly, she just smiled and took his hand, not a moment's hesitation. She looked like that's how she always walks with him. He was, yet again, mesmerized by her whole being. She cared for him that much that she wanted to walk with him, holding his hand.
Not that he was complaining.
"So, where to now, princess?" She was bouncing happily in a direction of a large building she was passing by at times. That was some kind of a tourist-wants-to-see-like thing, right?
"You'll see," she replied carelessly.
"What is it? A museum, an aquarium, a theatre? What?" He wasn't as interested in the building as he was by the pastel-colored girl beside him, but he just wanted to keep the conversation. Truth be told, her voice.
'Uhhh... oops... What IS that building anyway? Uuuh... maybe I'm not the best person for this job after all...' She stopped bouncing and now she was just walking, much to his dismay. He could see how she bit her lip in nervousness, and he just chuckled inside.
"Uhh.. You'll see when we get there!" 'And so will I...' Phew.That was a tense moment back there. She sighed in relief.
"Uh, was that the thing you wanted to show me? 'Cause we almost passed it by." He was a bit sceptic for the whole guide thing, but hey, as long as he's with her and is listening to her voice...
She sweatdropped. Ooopsie... heh heh. "Ahem," she presented, "this is..." He heh. What was this again? She searched the wall of the building, looking for a sign that would help her.
"The Tokyo Museum of the Japan Ancient War Heritage+" he asked. She stared at him, now remembering the huge picture in her history textbook.
"Uh... yeah... How do you know?" She frowned in confusion at him.
"A) I was studying about it in school, and B) there's a sign with it right there." He pinpointed a spot on the wall of the building. She looked at it, her eyes wide.
"Oops?" She looked at him from the corner of her eye, looking quite embarrassed.
"You know what? I see that you're not really good with the cultural stuff. I'll go see Tokyo some other time, and you and I can find a nice meadow to take a walk and talk a bit, okay?" He let go of her hand and put his arm around her waist, gliding through the silky material of herdress slowly, even seductively. Her face brightened instantly, part from the walk idea, and part from the feeling of his arm pressed against her lower back and her hip.
"Yeah! Sure! That's a great idea! But... can we grab a bite to eat in the process? I'm kinda hungry," she looked at his face pleadingly. How the heck can he resist that face? He chuckled a bit and continued walking, led by her.
"Of course, princess." Taking his chances, he leaned to his side and kissed her neck, right below her ear. She loved the feeling, and she responded by burying herself closer to his embrace.
Both of them were truly, honestly happy that very moment, and they were truly looking forward to the time they were about to spend together.
"How do you know about this place, anyway?" Mamoru asked, licking his chocolate ice-cream.
"Well, I come here often. It's beautiful, isn't it?" She closed her eyes and plopped another piece of her hotdog in her mouth, savoring the taste in her mouth. He just nodded, admiring the peaceful nature around them.
They were in a meadow which was on ahigh cliff, a very popular place for tourists who wanted to see Tokyo from above (AN: Remember the cliff on which Chibiusa's parents welcomed her at the end of R? Well, that's the thing I was thinking of.).Luckily, today no tourists were around. Usagi and Mamoru were walking along the edge of the cliff, munching on their treats while talking about this and that. They were feeling incredibly comfortable, like they've done this a million times before. This was no longer strange to none of them, in thecontrary they just went with the flow and relaxed. It seemed to both of them like they could truly relax and feel warm and safe only when they would be with each other. It wasn't a habit anymore; it was a need. To both Usagi and Mamoru.
Finally, they finished with eating their delicious meals (though Usagi did it much faster than Mamoru) and on Usagi's cue, they lay on the meadow, Usagi lying on Mamoru's chest, and him responding by putting his arm on her side. They both closed their eyes, wanting this moment to last forever and ever.
'Gosh, this feels good. I've never felt like this! What's with this guy to make me feel like this? He's so gentle, so dear and loving, like none of my previous crushes... He's not even like Motoki-onii-san. Oh my god, I think I might be falling for him...' Then, she smiled.
'No, Usagi. You're not falling for him, and he isn't your crush,' she said sternly to herself,'you have already fallen for him, and you love him. Don't lie to yourself.' She just giggled at herself. Mamoru didn't seem to notice.
Suddenly, she raised her right hand from its previous position and started to play with the buttons on his shirt. It just seemed fun, and touching his hard chest seemed like heaven for her...
Mamoru -
Shegiggled and stated playing with his second button, sometimes touching my chest. She had no clue whatsoever what her touch did to me. She traced my collarbone over and over, and all I could do was sigh in incredible shivers she sent down my whole body. I rmoved my nad from her side, just to start putting little cute blondehairs behind her ear. Sometimes, I would go a little further and touch her cheek. The warmth and the softness of her skin made my stomach churn and twist in a circus kind of way - you know those rubber men who do all sorts of twists with their bodies? Eh, that exactly.
"Mamo-chan?" Herwords were soft and silent.
"Hai, Usako?" I don't know even if she heard my voice, which was full of love and desire to kiss those pink lips of hers. But as she proceeded with her question, I guess she did hear me.
"How much friends have you got? Without the Three Lights?" I gasped. Why would she ask such a thing? I knew that if she is handy enough, she'd get the whole truth about my past out of me without moving her little finger. I was dying to say it to someone, anyway, but I always stopped myself from doing it. To me, the equationfeelings+showing them to othersbad was the main rule for me. It helped me to get many things, because I never showed weaknesses.
"Uh, well, um, minus the Three Lights, um, afew from work. Hisako-sensei, Ikusawa-san, Mitani-san and some others who work with the Three Lights." Phew. That was a good getting-out-of-an-embarrasing-situation. I sighed in relief.
"No," she said gently, but also sternly. "You didn't understand me well. How many friends have you got, with who you go out, have boys' evening and so on, not colleagues from work."
Oops. Opened my big mouth too soon...
"Uh, if you put it that way, um, none." I tried to say it as quiet as possible, but she heard me anyway. She rose form my chest instantly, turning to me, with so much sadness in her eyes.
"What? None? But... but...how come? You're so sweet and dear and loving! I was sure you had hundreds of friends!" I smiled, but I knew that was a pathetic try to cheer her up.
"Well, actually no. You are the only one who had ever gotten this deep to me, Odango. You are special, nobody can resist your charm, and neither could I, the cold Chiba Mamoru. I'm never as open with someone as I am with you, so I guess that's the main reason for my loneliness." Her eyes widened.
Oh crap.
Got it waytoo deep now... I shouldn't say I was lonely... But I NEVER speak out my true feelings! Why did I make an exception now? Why do I spill my heart out to HER? What's so special about her?
Because it'smy Usako.
Because it's myOdango Atama.
Because it's my bunny.
I blinked back tears which were trying to surface for years. I decided that I'll tell her everything... She'll understand. She'll comfort me and I will feel like I'm on seventh heaven...
God I hoped I'm right. God I hopedthat she won't leave me.
"Mamo-chan..." Her tears were already breaking through, and she didn't do one thing to stop them.
"Maybe it's all because I've never feltthat I'm loved. Never..." I gulped and letall the years of angst and despair flow out of me."My parents died in a car crash when I was six years old. I was the only survivor.I... I had amnesia andI never remembered my mom and dad, or what they looked like... I was moved fromorphanage to orphanage, from foster home to foster home and I never stayed somewhere longenough to love, or be loved.I constantly reminded myself that I have to be strong, and never let out my feelings because, no one cared! I worked hard and got myself where I am today. I was always acting like I though an adult should, and I never did those little kid's stuff like picking my nose or stuff like that. I wanted to be embraced, to feel my mother's warmth, but I never got to feel it.Someone would expect that I would find my comfort in love, and I always hoped that I will. Butall the girls who wanted to go out with me were doing it just to be popular or, when I got to become the main manager of the Kou brothers, just to get to the Three Lights. Eventually, I gave up, but that hope still exists..." Just then, I felt the tears which were falling from my face freely. I just let them, not even worrying about it.
She was listening to me intently, tears falling from her eyes and biting her lip so she almost drew blood from it. Finally, when my sad, deep voice full of despair and anguish died out, she cried out and hugged me forcefully, hanging on to me for dear life, crying into my neck. I felt her tears on my skin, and felt as close to her as ever...
"Don't cry for me, Usako... Shhh... It's all over now, see? And I found one ofa million girls who likes me, and doesn't want the tickets tothe Three Lights' concert, and I'm happy for it, okay? Shh..." I stroked her hair gently, kissing herforeheadonce a while.
"It's me," she said sobbingly, "it's me who wants you, not the Three Lights. I'm so sorry, Mamo-chan, I'm so sorry that you had to go through this... " She buried her face back to my neck, but her cries slowly subsided. I smiled through my tears, once again bathing in her warmth and my love for her.
We stayed like that for some time, silently exploring the new step we were on after I trusted her completely and told her my history. Suddenly, I remembered something and reched into my pockets.
"Here," I said, offering her six tickets to the concert tonight and sitting up, like her. "take them before I'm called because of some problem there." Her eyes widened in surprise.
"But... I can't." She shook her head sadly.
"Why not?" I was confused. She was eager to meet them, I guess she would want to go on their concert, too, right?
"I don't want you or anybody elseto think that I'm using you only to be in contact with the Three Lights, Mamo-chan. And I'm gonna prove it to you by not taking those tickets," she said, determined. I just shook my head and laughed at her cuteness.
"I know, Usako. You don't have to prove it to me, you know." She just shook her head.
"No, no, no. I don't want them." I groaned in frustration. This girl can be so stubborn! I sighed.
"Okay, then." I put one ticket away and handed her five tickets. "Give those to your best friends, but you will still come to the concert." Isaw her bitingher lip. Ha! I knew her friends are her weakness! She'd do anything for them. That's just the thing that made me love her even more...
"Take them! Those are for your friends, not for you. You can't refuse them if they're for your friends, nowcan you?" She glared at me good-naturedlyand took them.
"Are you absolutely-"
"Yes! Just take them, okay? It's a gift." She smiled at me and gave me a big hug.
"Thank you, Mamo-chan, so much! I'll owe you for this!" I chuckled at her.
"I said it's a gift, you don't owe me, Usako."
We separated just about ten inches away from each other, staring at each other's eyes. I embraced her more possesively, bringing us even closer together. Silence overtook us, and neither of us could speak as we were lost in each other's gaze...
Her eyes were so light and blue, with a line of soft black eyelashes above and below them. Her bangs were touching just the tips of her eyes, brushing them gently... She looked so vulnerable, so gentle, so fragile... I felt like the slightest move could make her break and shatter in my arms... God I loved her so much...
We were drawing nearer, slowly, but steadily. If something doesn't interrupt us, I will be doing what I have imagined thousands of times.
...five inches... four inches... three inches...
I closed my eyes softly, tipping her chin, just to be sure she won't run away from me, but she didn't even try. I felt her sweet breath tickling my lips...
Usagi -
I was absolutely mesmerized by his ocean blue eyes so near mine. The blurriness had disappeared, and now they were watching me like this wasn't happening, like this was a dream and nothing else...
Actually, that's what I was feeling, too.
I watched his eyes, the black bangs almost hiding them from me. It seemed like I couldn't move a muscle, or look somewhere else. I was swallowed be the dephts of those oceans of blue, which were slwoly devouring me, and I couldn't do anything about it.
Suddenly, they closed. I was cut off the oceans, and their hypnotic stare disappeared, but their magic was still there, paralyzing me into a mass of heavy unmoving limbs...He slowly tipped my chin, caressing it dearly.And then I noticed...
He was kissing me.
His breath was lost in the soft kisses he was giving me, caressing my lips like they were the most fragile thing in the world. It was not until now that I noticed that my eyes were closed. Those eyes were haunting me and I noticed things long after they occured. And then... I understood.
He was kissing me.
HE was kissing me!
He was kissing me!
Mamoru! Mamo-chan!
I felt a surge of emotions rush through my body: excitement, love, happiness, incredible arousal and thousands of more. And I remembered; I was still! I didn't make a move! And then I knocked some sense into my head and started kissing him back; strongly, passionately, full of love my kisses were. I tightened my hold around him, meting his tongue half-way.
And how much love he poured into it. I could feel it burning in him, justlike it was burning inside me. I felt like a part of him, like I've gone through everything he has, and like he's gone througheverything I have.
I felt perfect.
I felt like melting to a puddle of mush in his arms.
Suddenly, his lips separated from mine, allowing us to breathe but he didn't stop. He continued to kiss my jawbon, my cheek, my neck... He kissed it whole way down, and he buried his face into it. He held onto me for dear life, not speaking a word. I didn't say anything. I couldn't. I had half a mind to say to him that I love him.. But I didn't. I don't know why, but I didn't.
Then, the peaceful trans we were in was broken, by the ringing of his cell phone. He let me go and looked at me apologetically. I just nodded.
"Hai, Chiba here." He listened a bit and sighed.
"Is it that urgent?" He listened what the person had to say and rolled his eyes, making me giggle.
"Okay okay, I'll be there in a sec. See ya." He put it back to his pocket and sighed again.
"Sorry, it seems that they are so uncapable to do anything when I'mnot around. Well, duty calls," he said and arose, pullingme up with him. I was so sad that this had to end, but I knew that the concert is more important than my love.
"No problem." I tried to smile, but the disappointed look was still on my face. He noticed it and looked at me sadly, brushing my lips with his thumb, gently, softly.
"Remember, come to the concert today and look me up in the back room, okay?" I was a tad confused.
"You're gonna try to give me the ticket again?" I raised my eyebrow. He laughed.
"No, don't worry. I plan on something much nicer." He smiled again with his smug grin.
"What it'll be, dinner and candles?" I giggled.
"No, neon lights and donuts, but I think you'll like it. Uh, I've already said too much! But, just wait and see. Okay, gotta go now." He leaned in and kissed the corner of my lips.
"See ya, Odango," he said and left, leaviing me dazed.
In the time which I can't remember, I got home. I threw myself on the bed, covered my head with a pillow and was soon drwning in those ocean eyes and sweet kisses. Sighing, I yelled out for the whole world to hear,
"I love him!"
End of Chapter Five -
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Sabreen
That doesn't exist. I have no idea about the cultural buildings in Tokyo, so this is just a figment of my colorful imagination.